It was honestly a whole lot more enjoyable at those lower dosages, where adding small amounts lead to a longer, drawn out experience, but not neccessarily heavier, having it hit me all at once was uncomfortable after the initial washings of euphoria, cold and clinical is how you could describe it yeah.
The anti-depressant qualities interest me the most in ketamine, was hoping this would have a similar effect, it did not. The lower dosages, maybe, this last one, it had the opposite effect. Kinda reminiscent of the following:
Ketamine is a non-competitive N-methyl-D-aspartate receptor antagonist that is Food and Drug Administration-approved in the United States for anesthesia due to its sedative effects with low risk of severe respiratory depression. Subanesthetic dose intravenous ketamine has rapidly acting...
www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov
There's some ocd in me, having no control over the experience, letting go, etc, it can be challenging when the substance doesn't seem to want to work with you. Might be important to mention, I dunno, ymmv, what's not for me might be the shit for anyone else. Somewhat comforting to read others think the same way though, lol. I'll stick to low dose 2-fdck if I ever decide to try it again.