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How High Are You? V. Dude Where's My Bar?

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Captain.Heroin said:
didn't get sleep but did take half a bar of xanax because I AM NOT GOING TO GO THROUGH WITHDRAWAL IN PUBLIC. I will get salty, rude, dis-affectionate and act like the world OWES me something which it does not. JFC.
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Preach.

Spent the past week back at mom and dad's house eating soup; harnessing its restorative properties 🤕😐. Got back to my annoyingly small 2 bedroom "summer house" and my annoyingly talkative room/house mate this morning. Part of me missed being at home, but at the same time I can see why I'm happy where I'm at for the time being.

3mg clonazepam
30mg adderall XR
45mg methadone
Sniffed a .25g of fentadope

2k then going to get coffee with a girl I grew up with from my hometown who's tryna help me get on her 2nd shift warehouse job team. Despite still feeling like I need more sleep.
 
Captain.Heroin said:
Yeah I don't let myself take any benzos for no reason in particular.

Been so shocked from good/bad things (too many to count) and grief and shit I don't exactly know how I feel, my emotions tend to be very hard to interpret. I do feel good but very unsure of what any possible future could hold. I used to be better at "knowing what the rest of life would look like".

If I keep up the rate of the last 2 months I will for sure die in a handful of years. It wouldn't be the worst thing in the world.

Reading a new book, going to have a dab trying to battle this insomnia bullshit (too many things I *have to* get done tomorrow :( if I sleep now I'll sleep through *everything*).

Oh I did already have a night time dab, perhaps one more (since I am not letting myself take benzos).
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Well if you trying to stay strong and away from the benzo part you have my support..

As for the rest. Suck it up, buttercup ;):p
 
Cream Gravy? said:
Same here friend. It's raining hard today and I'm feeling anxious and disinterested in doing my morning exercises. My cat seems to be anxious too but rain always worries him for some reason.

Think I'm gonna smoke some of the last of what weed I have left, and hit my pot guy up and hope he wakes up at some point and I can score a fat bag.
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Well i ended up sleeping most of the day away. My friend just rocked up with some booze and stuff. So things might get better but sleeping the day away i can say doesnt always help, like today..
Anyhow all the best bud
 
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Coffeeshroom said:
Well i ended up sleeping most of the day away.
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that freakin xanax does nothing! :sleep:(y)

1.25g phenibut
600mg pregabalin
more weed of course (i may stop including the weed as this is a constant it helps me keep my fat ass lol)
feeling it :oops:
about another hour i'll be balloon-head again :LOL: maybe take another 600mg pregabalin :eek:
sorry about all the emos they help express the feelings behind the words
uhhhh waiting on the tea (kratom) prolly here need to check the mail. need some pain relief but OK otherwise

Cream Gravy? said:
See, I didn't even get that. Oh well. Not like I have any left.
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Yah, if you take it for about a month it tends to stop working
I use it when my back acts up at night and it does make me heavy and get good sleep. Can take it at work and work is fine... like eatin some valium @ higher dose to me.
 
PtahTek said:
that freakin xanax does nothing! :sleep:(y)

1.25g phenibut
600mg pregabalin
more weed of course (i may stop including the weed as this is a constant it helps me keep my fat ass lol)
feeling it :oops:
about another hour i'll be balloon-head again :LOL: maybe take another 600mg pregabalin :eek:
sorry about all the emos they help express the feelings behind the words
uhhhh waiting on the tea (kratom) prolly here need to check the mail. need some pain relief but OK otherwise


Yah, if you take it for about a month it tends to stop working
I use it when my back acts up at night and it does make me heavy and get good sleep. Can take it at work and work is fine... like eatin some valium @ higher dose to me.
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Lol wish i could say the same about the xannies but guess if you had the amount i had you would have slept the day away too.. (not disclosing dosages) 😁 :p
 
Coffeeshroom said:
Lol wish i could say the same about the xannies
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It was a JK moment, my bad
alprzlm does in fact work on me quite well. I mostly eat them while working and this only a coupla three weeks and stop. take a couple weeks off and rely on something else (like krat and pheni)
feeling the hell outta the pregab (took another 300mg)
drunk eithout drinking and the side effects that go with drinking (but no fooling myself I know its doing some malfeasance to me)
 
PtahTek said:
It was a JK moment, my bad
alprzlm does in fact work on me quite well. I mostly eat them while working and this only a coupla three weeks and stop. take a couple weeks off and rely on something else (like krat and pheni)
feeling the hell outta the pregab (took another 300mg)
drunk eithout drinking and the side effects that go with drinking (but no fooling myself I know its doing some malfeasance to me)
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My bad. But I am very dosed up on them lol. ;)
 
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