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I finally have some DMT to sample, enough for 2-3 sessions I think. Gonna put it off for a while though, wana be in the right place mentally and right now I don't feel I'm there. Too much going on. At least I'll have a chance to try it now though.
 
A breakthrough isn’t always entirely dose dependent. Set and setting are equally as important.
Back in the day when I first learned to extract DMT and was doing it all the time, I probably had around 50 sub breakthrough but very powerful trips before I went to the space that had entities.
Now I can feel the entities on tiny doses and they become more apparent the higher I dose.
My last breakthrough was more similar in feeling to something like 5meo DMT. There weren’t entities per se but there was a presence and I merged with it as my ego slipped away. I was also on small amount of 3 meo pce and mdma that night.
 
I just heard some terrible news and am crying and was happy waking up.... real life is cutting me down one every chance it gets. I WANTED TO TAKE A BREAK TODAY but I need to escape reality to deal with it or I'm going to be entering severe depression.

Again.
 
I’m so happy to see DMT making a resurgence around these parts.
I know that it’s definitely helped me find something that’s been missing from my life for a while. For lack of better words I’ll just call it spiritually.
 
Captain.Heroin said:
I just heard some terrible news and am crying and was happy waking up.... real life is cutting me down one every chance it gets. I WANTED TO TAKE A BREAK TODAY but I need to escape reality to deal with it or I'm going to be entering severe depression.

Again.
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Sorry to hear that Cap’n H. Sending good vibes your way.
I would recommend trying some deep breathing exercises. It can be quite calming.
 
Delsyd said:
Sorry to hear that Cap’n H. Sending good vibes your way.
I would recommend trying some deep breathing exercises. It can be quite calming.
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Yeah I just need to stop crying so I can get a trip in and forget my shit.

I'm trying really hard with acceptance and reminding myself about my beliefs. It's not helping. My body seems destined to cry right now and I might as well walk around in public looking like a ghost in the wind crying my eyes out so people can stare and be off-put by it.

I don't need sympathy I need to pop out of my body for a while.
 
Delsyd said:
I’m so happy to see DMT making a resurgence around these parts.
I know that it’s definitely helped me find something that’s been missing from my life for a while. For lack of better words I’ll just call it spiritually.
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Yeah man honestly I feel like this is gonna be a game changer for me. It really opened up my heart and mind vastly and I could sense the depths in which you could go with this stuff. If I didn't have to take my health meds I would try in mixed with an MAOi. Always gonna kick myself for not trying Ayahuasca while I was younger and my body could handle it. But smoking DMT is probably better anyways.

Bet you if I smoked some while I was peaking on 4-AcO-DMT it would bring me to a very similar place as Ayahuasca would.But this is all just conjecture and we would have to have somebody else give it a whirl. That 4-AcO-DMT and 2C-E are what I look towards tripping in combos with the DMT. And obviously I will smoke some while taking some Lysergamides of whatever sort of have at the moment. And yeah guys once again I'm just so grateful this magical compound has round it's way into my life. Brings me alot of joy just knowing have a decent amount in the freezer.
 
Delsyd said:
Cry if you need to. Its cathartic, you will feel better afterwards.

Also, using drugs to escape your feelings wont help, you're just pushing it off till later. Eventually you'll have to deal with the pain you're running from.
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I don't deal with depression in a healthy way and if you were in my mind you'd probably know I'm right to try escaping this for just a short while.

I don't need to binge on what I have left just like one trip. And then maybe I can work on acceptance better.

And quite frankly using drugs is the least of my problems now because of where my mental health is. I'll be OK.

I can't stop myself from crying so trust me I know to let it out. I'm doing my best.
 
Cosmic Charlie said:
Delsyd said:
I’m so happy to see DMT making a resurgence around these parts.
I know that it’s definitely helped me find something that’s been missing from my life for a while. For lack of better words I’ll just call it spiritually.
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Yeah man honestly I feel like this is gonna be a game changer for me. It really opened up my heart and mind vastly and I could sense the depths in which you could go with this stuff. If I didn't have to take my health meds I would try in mixed with an MAOi. Always gonna kick myself for not trying Ayahuasca while I was younger and my body could handle it. But smoking DMT is probably better anyways.

Bet you if I smoked some while I was peaking on 4-AcO-DMT it would bring me to a very similar place as Ayahuasca would.But this is all just conjecture and we would have to have somebody else give it a whirl. That 4-AcO-DMT and 2C-E are what I look towards tripping in combos with the DMT. And obviously I will smoke some while taking some Lysergamides of whatever sort of have at the moment. And yeah guys once again I'm just so grateful this magical compound has round it's way into my life. Brings me alot of joy just knowing have a decent amount in the freezer.
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You should make some Changa. Harmaline extracts are easy to find online. Just infuse some leaf with the DMT and harmaline. I havent tried it myself yet but from what I understand it will extend the experience and make it easier to remember and bring back the lessons you learned.
 
IV DMT is way better don't do oral dmt. Five+ hours of that shit would be totally pointless and overwhelming for me. MAOI's are not something to fuck around with.

Just my 2c. I'm probably going to mentally snap soon anyways so don't listen to top level trippers like me I probably don't know what's bets for anyone or anything.

Delsyd you are probably right to tell me not to run away from my depression with drugs but I'm going to dissociate on DXM or do something really harmful to myself because my will to live is totally obliterated for now, I'm doing what I know how and I can't change right now it's too soon. I'm doing what I can as I feel able to.

I'll put happy music on and see if I can geek out or even feel natural happiness first I guess.

I guess the good news is I am happy upon waking up and I'm getting NORMAL SLEEP AGAIN thank GOD I didn't ruin sleep forever with hypnotics... and I'm only depressed because of REAL LIFE so it's like justifiable and there's a known cause to it so I can help myself. I should count my blessings.
 
I don't know what your problems are but I do want you to know that I really care and If you want or need to talk someone, I'm always here, I can clean part of my agenda, if someone's life is at stake. I've been suicidal in the past so it is not like I don't know what I'm talking about.
 
I absolutely have no method/means to do it my life isn't at stake. I'm just freaking out over a family death and another impending family death. I don't handle losing loved ones very well if anyone can tell (haha).

I'm starting to be able to laugh this off and dissociate naturally a bit so I feel happier.

Thank you man. I'll probably just go into another hole in about an hour when I feel mentally ready and I'll put on good music and enjoy the ride.
 
Noone ever really dies. Death is kind of a way of life. Everyone reincarnates untill they finished their intelligence cycle. "After forever" you become solely spirit with no body. I once convinced a brave child in africa about the truths explained in "Thiaoouba prophecy" and when his father died eventually, his family had a celebration instead of a funeral.
 
Death is life, life is death, yeah I know. I'm well aware. I believe space and time to be concrete so I'm not afraid. It just sucks knowing loved ones are in pain and I don't react mentally well to it.

I'll come out of this hole with a much better perspective and I'll remember all the good times.

Thank you Aeon.

I'm going to shoot this dose, dance around after a dab then crawl into bed and hole out.
 
All misery and pain only exist for one reason, the evolution of your soul. Time itself is existant only to help you understand. Take as long as you need. Death is not life. Life is not death either. It is all part of a cycle but I figure that you need other essential parts to understand this completely. Maybe your emotions are still to voluptuos to grasp in a reasonable sense, what I try to explain. You cannot escape such things, only alter them, and it is you who can do it and noone else for you.
 
Aeon Psyche said:
All misery and pain only exist for one reason, the evolution of your soul. Time itself is existant only to help you understand. Take as long as you need. Death is not life. Life is not death either. It is all part of a cycle but I figure that you need other essential parts to understand this completely. Maybe your emotions are still to voluptuos to grasp in a reasonable sense, what I try to explain. You cannot escape such things, only alter them, and it is you who can do it and noone else for you.
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It is... But is yet so difficult to grasp in the moment. I have to be continually reminded myself because though all life is growth and continual rebirth the lessons must also be experiential. If I already understood the message it would not be necessary for life to impart the lesson and to fully understand the message sometimes we must fully experience the pain and often times that also means that we must be left in the dark to totally absorb the lesson. It is only through coming out the other side and through reflection that we are able to transcend the pain and be grateful for it's many gifts. Many times the most wonderful gifts I have received in my life have come after tragedy and one door of pain being closed only to reveal a new open door to blessings. Life does not give us what we want but what we need. Thank God..... We do however gain strength and eventually learn to grow with Grace. Much love to everyone in the flood. Remember that 🌈's come out with the first rays of the uncovered 🌞.
 
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