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  • BDD Moderators: Keif’ Richards

Curious. What’s everyone’s day to day with drugs?

I wake up and make coffee then take 100mg of Opium with 50-100mg Hydroxyzine and 10-20mg of Methylphenidate. Opium is my drug of choice, Hydroxyzine & Methylphenidate are for potentiating the opium. I also eat dried poppy pods in order to consume less opium latex because it is more expensive but the same intoxication.

I tend to redose all of the above during the day, while at work depending on how my day is or how buzzed I want to get. I think that it's a lot of drugs and that I need to taper down, use not so regularly.
I used/abused all classic narcotics and had been addicted to IV H & C so I am a little mad at myself for becoming dependent on opium now.

In comparison to multiple grams of speedballs a day, my current dependency is laughable and it doesn't even comes close to it riskwise (is this even a word?) because I use the oral route instead of the intravenous route. Still have to break the dependency though.

Finally, the high is great. I just woke up and dosed 45 minutes ago which is getting quite strong now. Lots of the usual opiate buzz in my head, warmness & pressure at the back of my neck, all extremities are like jello, very good mood and all the work that I have to take care of today doesn't cause me the tiniest amount of stress. This is just hard not to repeat every morning especially if you are like me (very realistic, can't believe how stupid & unbearable many people are, get very irritated by people's unnecessary desires & beliefs, ...) :)

How do you consume the opium? How much does a gram of opium run in Turkey?
 
I prefer taking it orally. Sometimes I chase it when I want a quick hit but the quality of the intoxication is much better when swallowed. The duration is quite longer and it's very potent.

$5 for a gram and it's very good quality. It's very hard to find because it's more like an ancient novelty substance in people's minds. They don't even think about it, the usual market is for #3 heroin. We don't have all those pharmaceutical opiates/ opioids which the U.S. is flooded with. I hardly hear of addicts finding or even looking for morphine or pretty much anything other than H. There's some Buprenorphine being sold but not much else, opioidwise. On the other hand we are lucky that there's no Fentanyl laced heroin.

The dried poppy pods are extremely easy and cheap to get, they are potent as well. 5 pods are sold online (usually dried decorative flower shops or craft shops) between $1,75 to $6.

I think that one of the vendors that I use sells international too.

Under Drug Culture, I shared a couple pictures. I think the name of the thread was "Picture your stash" or something similar.
 
Kratom 4x daily up to 20g in total. I used this to come off Buprenorphine and have been on this regimen for about 6 weeks. At first it was great,lots of energy,mood lift and all round positivity,but tolerance has built up and now it just keeps me out of withdrawals.

I still get a little warmth and a tingle as it kicks in but it only lasts for a short period.

Apart from that nothing else.
 
Cause Im still on welfare and last crop died: wait, dream, read and fantasize about drugs till its first of the month, then order drugs/buy em. Wait till I get them and then binge and overdose, usually. When they run out start from the beginning..
 
Cause Im still on welfare and last crop died: wait, dream, read and fantasize about drugs till its first of the month, then order drugs/buy em. Wait till I get them and then binge and overdose, usually. When they run out start from the beginning..
That sum's me up aswell. Disability instead of Welfare. No crop due to renovation on my house, they would kick me out if the owner find's out!

5 ct in my wallet, 2 crumbs of weed and some JWH-210, a poor substitute btw, for the coming 2 day's.

Good thing it got me off the booze. Counting the day's and drooling about the prospect.
 
Dang, a gram of hexen a day? Via which ROA? I actually didn't notice any psychosis with a gram a day, but I would imagine it would eventually creep up on you.
Insufflated, and nasal spray usually at 100mg/mL , average now is proably about 200-400mg/day.
 
Most recent habit is 30mg of 3-MeO-PCP twice a day via rectal ROA, and have been going at it off an on for past four years. It got a little too intense again, so staying sober (except for caffeine) as of last week. Enjoying the boredom and the freedom from constant random voices in my head 👍

THats excellent that you are having some freedom from random voices in your head. I can totally relate to that and I enjoy when I have clarity and freedom from the 'hallucinations'. I would not personally try 3-MeO-PCP or ever plug any drug.
 
Not today but upcoming 3-FEA is planned.

Any one got a guess about the empathogenic qualities of this stuff. Thinking about bombing, or plugging a 1.5mg a kg dose. Will this saturate the receptor's so to say. Doing some standard allergy and low dose testing beforehand. But the full experience .. what do I get?
 
Daily: 30 mg of d-amp pills spread across 3 doses

Monthly: 800 ug LSD once

Monthly: IV Meth usually 1-1.5g spread over 2-3 days

Monthly: IV MDMA 200 mg (usually after meth binge)

I am working towards a large life-goal at the moment that trumps drug use however once it is accomplished I look forward to upping my variety and frequency of stims.
 
Not today but upcoming 3-FEA is planned.

Any one got a guess about the empathogenic qualities of this stuff. Thinking about bombing, or plugging a 1.5mg a kg dose. Will this saturate the receptor's so to say. Doing some standard allergy and low dose testing beforehand. But the full experience .. what do I get?
3-FEA, I was snorting or swallowing up to 100mg or a bit higher at a time earlier this year. I'd say it's a alright stimulant, but not as potent or recreational, or potentially as energising, as say dexamphetamine
 
3-FEA, I was snorting or swallowing up to 100mg or a bit higher at a time earlier this year. I'd say it's a alright stimulant, but not as potent or recreational, or potentially as energising, as say dexamphetamine
Wasn't the general consensus it was primararly a serotenergic, with little to no stimulant action?

You making it sound like it is more like 2-FA/ 3-FA/ 3-FMA/ 4-FMA or DexAmphetamine. While most if not all the report's I read pointed towards MD(M)A, 6-APB like action more heavy on the Sero.

When comparing it to it's famous familymenber 4-FA. It is supposed to be lesser on the Dopamin and NorAdrenalin. Almost Sedating in nature, hardly sounds like some sort of speed AFAI think.

But then again reports are scarce, promising, but scarce.
 
I am notfunctional mainly due to abusing methadone and oxycodone off the street so j never d a full rattle and get used to my meds.
I have been functional in morphine and cannabis and Oxy and morphine when I took them normslly
 
I am notfunctional mainly due to abusing methadone and oxycodone off the street so j never d a full rattle and get used to my meds.
I have been functional in morphine and cannabis and Oxy and morphine when I took them normslly
Never felt more on top then the day's I was on Kratom, dexAmphetamine and Cannabis. Without a stim it seem's a bit hard to balance the overal effect.

Downer's without an upper is a killer for productivity in my case.
 
I'm using Siberian ginseng and amino acids as stimulants and plenty of coffee.
I would like some modsdanol though
I'm on quetiapine aswell and ropinirole for rls
 
I'm using Siberian ginseng and amino acids as stimulants and plenty of coffee.
I would like some modsdanol though
I'm on quetiapine aswell and ropinirole for rls
'modsdanol' qu'est-ce que c'est?

RLS suck's grew over it luckily after my youth. Lot's of Caffein also suck's a lot, especially from Coffee. White Tea, Guarana or Cola Nut's I can stomach in high doses without trembling or disrupting my sleep.

But CNS is where it's at.
 
Dang, do you notice lasting effects from that? You were taking 60mg daily? Any withdrawal symptoms?

The most prominent and important lasting effect is a more intelligent approach to fear. When under the influence, I realize what I am afraid of and it makes me deeply uncomfortable. Quite an unpleasant experience. And that fear loops back and repeats every day I trigger it with a dissociative substance. Then, once I emerge from a multi-week "binge", I have reduced my anxiety levels down to manageable levels for another half a year or so. Withdrawals are minimal, possibly because I become repulsed from the substance at that point. Also I have plenty of hobbies to keep me distracted.
 
^^^ heaven on earth ! lolol. 🦄
heaven and hell even though i dont beleive hell or heaven are real if they were this would be it actually hell is a strong word to use but well its my birthday, today and the only person i got to spend it with is my grandma but she isnt even here so im on my own, i got no money, no smack, hardly any food havent even got any weed hopefully my guy will come through with a later tick hes gotta sort me something extra hes already done me half a g of some nice dark coloured rocky heroin that hits you before you even fully inhaled the vapour.. He only deals with certain people usually his runners are the ones you go to but we are tight so he sorts me out all the time and if im ever in a jam like now he will always help if he can the i just seen him now sorted me some nice rocks even let me chill and have a free birthday line he also taught me the proper way to smoke h hes also a proper gangster no bulshit
 
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