negrogesic
Bluelight Crew
I wake up and make coffee then take 100mg of Opium with 50-100mg Hydroxyzine and 10-20mg of Methylphenidate. Opium is my drug of choice, Hydroxyzine & Methylphenidate are for potentiating the opium. I also eat dried poppy pods in order to consume less opium latex because it is more expensive but the same intoxication.
I tend to redose all of the above during the day, while at work depending on how my day is or how buzzed I want to get. I think that it's a lot of drugs and that I need to taper down, use not so regularly.
I used/abused all classic narcotics and had been addicted to IV H & C so I am a little mad at myself for becoming dependent on opium now.
In comparison to multiple grams of speedballs a day, my current dependency is laughable and it doesn't even comes close to it riskwise (is this even a word?) because I use the oral route instead of the intravenous route. Still have to break the dependency though.
Finally, the high is great. I just woke up and dosed 45 minutes ago which is getting quite strong now. Lots of the usual opiate buzz in my head, warmness & pressure at the back of my neck, all extremities are like jello, very good mood and all the work that I have to take care of today doesn't cause me the tiniest amount of stress. This is just hard not to repeat every morning especially if you are like me (very realistic, can't believe how stupid & unbearable many people are, get very irritated by people's unnecessary desires & beliefs, ...)![]()
How do you consume the opium? How much does a gram of opium run in Turkey?
