You are rright, I corrected it. I like 3-MeO-PCE over 3-MeO-PCP
I had a rather unsettling experience when consuming THC on top of 3-HO-PCP and 3-MeO-PCP. I had a panic attack, which is not in and of itself noteworthy, that happens to me from time to time when I ingest a bit too much THC. I just ride it out. This one, however, was turbo-charged by PCP analogues.I had my usual symptoms, strong shockwave-like feelings passing through my body, increased heart-rate, temperature issues (sweating like crazy and 5 minutes later shaking in cold, repeated for an hour or so), and that general feeling of impending doom. It was far more intense than on THC alone, and sometimes I had a hard time keeping it together. Other times I was able to look at it truly objectively due to the dissociatives. I wrote down the times in which the experience transitioned from taking all of my clothes off to cool off in response to profuse sweating, to me putting them all back on and bundling up in a blanket to ward off extreme shivering & muscle shaking from feeling cold. At another point I sat and calmly meditated to pass the time as the uncomfortable feelings came and went. I could never do this in this past in this state, my thoughts would race too much.
While all that was happening, something far more sinister was occurring. I began having a series of delusions that I suspect was 3-MeO-PCP's contribution to the experience. I looked at my orange cat's eyes, and their blackness and some terrible feeling of dread made me convinced he was inhabited by Satan. I tried not to look at his eyes for the next hour or so, doing so resulted in feeling of dread and the very real concern that if I dwelt on those thoughts and feelings too long I would get sucked into something, with possibly disastrous consequences. Certain, seemingly random, objects in my apartment felt as if they had an evil presence lurking inside, watching me. I began to get paranoid. I began hearing auditory hallucinations, people talking in the whir of computer fans, low wooshing sounds coming from my speakers (that was particularly disturbing).
I had to constantly force myself to try to focus on a TV show instead of getting sucked into the weird thoughts and delusions. It is best described as being in a waking nightmare, suddenly having thoughts and precepts that made no sense and came out of nowhere, and that persistent sense of something bad or evil lurking in wait. That lasted about 2 hours (but felt 2-3x longer), until the Ativan I took early on began to kick in, and the THC wore off. I have a feeling these sorts of things could happen on a higher dose of 3-MeO-PCP, and last much longer. This time, I had snorted 2mg 3-4 times in the course of the day (same dose and frequency for the 3-HO-PCP. I have moderate tolerance). This definitely gives me pause about dosing too high on this stuff, as well as combining THC with it. Had wonderful experiences with THC and 3-HO-PCP, so I'm fairly sure this was due in no small part to the 3-MeO; it just had that feeling about it.
I had a rather unsettling experience when consuming THC on top of 3-HO-PCP and 3-MeO-PCP. I had a panic attack, which is not in and of itself noteworthy, that happens to me from time to time when I ingest a bit too much THC. I just ride it out. This one, however, was turbo-charged by PCP analogues.I had my usual symptoms, strong shockwave-like feelings passing through my body, increased heart-rate, temperature issues (sweating like crazy and 5 minutes later shaking in cold, repeated for an hour or so), and that general feeling of impending doom. It was far more intense than on THC alone, and sometimes I had a hard time keeping it together. Other times I was able to look at it truly objectively due to the dissociatives. I wrote down the times in which the experience transitioned from taking all of my clothes off to cool off in response to profuse sweating, to me putting them all back on and bundling up in a blanket to ward off extreme shivering & muscle shaking from feeling cold. At another point I sat and calmly meditated to pass the time as the uncomfortable feelings came and went. I could never do this in this past in this state, my thoughts would race too much.
While all that was happening, something far more sinister was occurring. I began having a series of delusions that I suspect was 3-MeO-PCP's contribution to the experience. I looked at my orange cat's eyes, and their blackness and some terrible feeling of dread made me convinced he was inhabited by Satan. I tried not to look at his eyes for the next hour or so, doing so resulted in feeling of dread and the very real concern that if I dwelt on those thoughts and feelings too long I would get sucked into something, with possibly disastrous consequences. Certain, seemingly random, objects in my apartment felt as if they had an evil presence lurking inside, watching me. I began to get paranoid. I began hearing auditory hallucinations, people talking in the whir of computer fans, low wooshing sounds coming from my speakers (that was particularly disturbing).
I had to constantly force myself to try to focus on a TV show instead of getting sucked into the weird thoughts and delusions. It is best described as being in a waking nightmare, suddenly having thoughts and precepts that made no sense and came out of nowhere, and that persistent sense of something bad or evil lurking in wait. That lasted about 2 hours (but felt 2-3x longer), until the Ativan I took early on began to kick in, and the THC wore off. I have a feeling these sorts of things could happen on a higher dose of 3-MeO-PCP, and last much longer. This time, I had snorted 2mg 3-4 times in the course of the day (same dose and frequency for the 3-HO-PCP. I have moderate tolerance). This definitely gives me pause about dosing too high on this stuff, as well as combining THC with it. Had wonderful experiences with THC and 3-HO-PCP, so I'm fairly sure this was due in no small part to the 3-MeO; it just had that feeling about it.
I hate combining marijuana and dissociatives, it's just way, way too much amplification, and it adds a very anxious element to it (marijuana is the most prone to causing of anxiety of almost any drug, for me, even on its own). Every time I add THC to a disso, it goes from lovely and calm to overwhelming and paranoid/anxious.