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How many people have you had sex with?

Mental pain is alot worse than physical pain :/ Some things are just hard to accept.

I asked him about it and he said hes been wants to do it alone. He said he has wanted to be alone for a few years and coincidentally I had my first psychosis little over 2 years ago and was beaten 2 years ago while he literally could only just watch. I fucking hate myself cause I asked him back then why he didnt do anything, but Im glad that he didnt do anything, since he could have been hurt also.

Hes one of the few people I count as my friend, and he said pretty much the same few weeks ago, so I dont really want to ruin this anymore. Fuckkk.
 
I imagine the female Gods living in Finland, the blonde princesses
Blondes are only good for sucking blood out of dick ;)
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Mental pain is alot worse than physical pain :/ Some things are just hard to accept.

I asked him about it and he said hes been wants to do it alone. He said he has wanted to be alone for a few years and coincidentally I had my first psychosis little over 2 years ago and was beaten 2 years ago while he literally could only just watch. I fucking hate myself cause I asked him back then why he didnt do anything, but Im glad that he didnt do anything, since he could have been hurt also.

Hes one of the few people I count as my friend, and he said pretty much the same few weeks ago, so I dont really want to ruin this anymore. Fuckkk.

Yeah, mental pain is definitely worse.
Actually, hundreds of doctors in my country listed what the top twenty most painful conditions a person can have in their opinion. They then worked out the "official" top twenty by the doctors' ranking with points. For example each #1 a condition got was 20 points, each #2 a condition got was 19 points etc and then they worked out the overall agreed worst.
Depression was number 4 and Borderline Personality Disorder was number 1.

For anyone's interested the rest of the top 10 were (no particular order):
complex regional-pain syndrome, pancreatitis, trigeminal neuralgia, kidney stones, frozen shoulder, penile fracture, cluster headaches (#2) and endometriosis.

(no ladies, child-birth was not in the top 10...or 20 actually....that's not to say it isn't very painful....there's just a lot of even worse things...I have seen many of these lists and it never is..look online if you don't believe me)
 
Mental pain is alot worse than physical pain :/ Some things are just hard to accept.

I asked him about it and he said hes been wants to do it alone. He said he has wanted to be alone for a few years and coincidentally I had my first psychosis little over 2 years ago and was beaten 2 years ago while he literally could only just watch. I fucking hate myself cause I asked him back then why he didnt do anything, but Im glad that he didnt do anything, since he could have been hurt also.

Hes one of the few people I count as my friend, and he said pretty much the same few weeks ago, so I dont really want to ruin this anymore. Fuckkk.

Sorry, I REALLY wish I had some good advice for you but I'm borderline-retarded when it comes to social stuff.
 
Sorry, I REALLY wish I had some good advice for you but I'm borderline-retarded when it comes to social stuff.
I get you. Im the same basically and get scared to start a conversation with people unless on drugs. And when Im on drugs and got something in my mind I can fuck everything easily up cause I dont realize right then that Im acting like an idiot/retard.

Not surprised bpd is number 1 since it fucking includes other mentally painful conditions like occasional suicidal depression, ptsd and adhd.
 
I've been having fleeting thoughts of wanting a deep dicking, but sex is only worth it if you're in love. Have to keep reminding myself of that...
Since when is sex ONLY good if you're in love.sex can be great without love being involved.if your thinking about wanting some dick indulge yourself.
 
Since when is sex ONLY good if you're in love.sex can be great without love being involved.if your thinking about wanting some dick indulge yourself.

I did have some of the greatest sex when I was into hooking up. Having an emotional connection isn't necessary for amazing sex, but that was back then. These days, I do need to feel closer to someone. Things have changed. I don't knock others who do it though.
 
I have had sex with too many people. I'm not lying but.... It is somewhere around 50-60 different people..... Not all of it is penetrative sex. At times just foreplay. I have been with so many dudes and women....
 
I'm in my mid-thirties, maybe 50+ women.

Also RIP phreex (who started this thread). He's the one who got me moderating here. He was verifiable but a nice guy.
 
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