Juniper Bruhmomentius
Bluelight Crew
Mental pain is alot worse than physical pain :/ Some things are just hard to accept.
I asked him about it and he said hes been wants to do it alone. He said he has wanted to be alone for a few years and coincidentally I had my first psychosis little over 2 years ago and was beaten 2 years ago while he literally could only just watch. I fucking hate myself cause I asked him back then why he didnt do anything, but Im glad that he didnt do anything, since he could have been hurt also.
Hes one of the few people I count as my friend, and he said pretty much the same few weeks ago, so I dont really want to ruin this anymore. Fuckkk.
I asked him about it and he said hes been wants to do it alone. He said he has wanted to be alone for a few years and coincidentally I had my first psychosis little over 2 years ago and was beaten 2 years ago while he literally could only just watch. I fucking hate myself cause I asked him back then why he didnt do anything, but Im glad that he didnt do anything, since he could have been hurt also.
Hes one of the few people I count as my friend, and he said pretty much the same few weeks ago, so I dont really want to ruin this anymore. Fuckkk.