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Gibberings ver. CCXVIII - Itsanewdawnitsanewdayitsanewsiteformeyeah....

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morpheuspapaverus said:
clonazepam has me on my ass, even at lower doses, maybe because I take it sublingually but it used to be my favourite benzo to use on ocassions, always said that alprazolam was overrated, but this pfizer shit really has a soothing calming effect on me without making me sleepy or sloppy.

I stopped smoking weed when I stopped the ciggaretes, it makes me very unproductive and I spend lots of money on weed as I smoke alone 100% of time.

is the alprazolam a huge obstacle in your learning process? in sense, if it has a major impact on the cognitive process related to learning and working? I just dropped out of uni, so I'm gonna put in 5x times more work so I can prove that I don't need that CS degree, if it's gonna be an obstacle I'm gonna think of another alternative
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Interesting for me lower doses barely even make me tired. On 1mg now and feel it is "working in the background" although I'm sure I'm impaired a little, it's not much. I'd be more fucked up off diazepam honestly.

I do find alprazolam is more impairing yes for sure. But at therapeutic doses that should honestly go away fairly quick as you get a bit of tolerance.

But if you wanna work hard stims is what you need. Amphetamine + Xanax is great too.
 
writing lyrics and thinking of punchlines everyday king, as usual, I'm taking random trams through the city and I spend my time on them watching the city scape and writing lyrics on the phone

I'm on the hunt for a chick nowadays tho, hope I'll find a good one, I would love getting an older one, I don't really dig these superficial-materialistic types of my age, I know there are a lot of great sincere,smart and soulful chicks, but it's so hard to find them. the loneliness it's getting deeply ingraved in my mind day by day, ups and downs, one moment thinking of ending this shit, the next one I feel like I'm the next messiah....

gotta ignore the thoughts for now anyway, I got bored of this job already, I hate it and every prick from the team beside some decent chicks, not looks wise, but they are nice persons, I got my eyes on a girl from the nearby working space plus on one from my team, I am very eager to try my luck with them but I fear that if it fails it will leave a sour vibe in the workplace with which I'll have to deal then, as they say, you don't shit where you eat. Idk why people these days find it strange to get into contact with a stranger, there is so many girls I'd like to abord on the street, but this whole online dating shit and social media got everyone thinking that only those kind of mediums make you less of a creep for talking to strangers
 
tribal girl said:
I don't even recognise this place anymore. Such a stark contrast to the bluelight I knew 10 years ago.



Hey! What happened to you? I hope you're doin' okay, dude. :)

I've been sober almost 5 weeks now. ?
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I know it’s so different I had to post in the I’m new here section
 
apocalypse_when said:
To paraphrase the famous (now deceased) philosopher Lemmy..




You know I'm born to lose,
And gambling (with opiates) is for fools,

BUT THAT'S THE WAY I LIKE IT BABY,
I DON'T WANNA LIVE FOREVER!!


AND DON'T FORGET THE JOKER!!!! ?
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My favourite Lemmy line:

In the end, you're on your own
And there is no one who can stop you being alone

- from song Stay Clean

He should not have made it to 70. He took speed for 30 years and drank a bottle of Jack a day until not long before he died. Strong Yorkshireman
 
On a serious note I’ve always wanted to be with someone not for just fucking purposes too like some relationships are out there
 
Inso said:
My favourite Lemmy line:

In the end, you're on your own
And there is no one who can stop you being alone

- from song Stay Clean

He should not have made it to 70. He took speed for 30 years and drank a bottle of Jack a day until not long before he died. Strong Yorkshireman
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Wow that’s a lot of drugs to take and live till 70
 
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