Draven26
Bluelighter
It's sis* not bro ?? but SERIOUSLY! The first time I ever tried it it was the good shit... the shit where you couldn't even finish a bowl without staying up for a week! It's garbage whatever it is now. It has just enough to keep you craving but damn it I just can't catch a good rush like I did when I first started IV-ing. I relapsed at the beginning of the year after 2 years clean time and have been using a bit most days... The days I don't use I feel pretty depleted. It sucks... I'm looking for this rush that I don't think I'll ever be able to find again. I want to feel my whole body tingle bwahahaha! I sleep every night (even if it's a couple hours), I eat every day, I drink plenty of water. But that's mostly so my friends and family don't catch on... I've been doing this for 6 weeks and so far no one has questioned me. Blessing? Curse? Idk anymore. I'm planning on slowly dosing down to nothing (fingers crossed) I'm scared with all the cut and adulterants... A friend of mine told me there are some batches with fent cut in it. How do you know if it's yours? When you OD I guess. SMH. Hope you stay safe as well friend.
Haha I'm sorry hun.. I meant sis lol you can tell I'm from SoCal when I start out the sentence by saying, "BRO" lol but I promise I'm not your typical bro. I still have my Metal Mulisha and No Fear lol but I'll be 33 this years so I'm trying to dress a little more sophisticated but half the time I feel like I'm following that damn trend with hipsters flooding these parts. I live in California and I recently bought a slim fit trench coat/peacoat but I had to have it because it was stylish. And I remember being a teenager living Cali walking around San Diego wearing a trench coat in the middle of summer lmaooo (( it was when I first got into using speed so people were creeped out regardless but especially at night I looked like Sid Vicious from the Sex Pistols but instead of a H'd out Sid.. tweaked out Sid came out to play and the speed back then was so fucking amazing that it made my eyes bulge and really got me spun out looking like the devil. I don't know why I enjoyed scaring people but I remember I'd have a little too much fun and I'd meet people.. get a good conversation going and if things were going good.. I'd purposely change my tune and speak poetically but the shit that I would say was Robert Frost and Edgar Allen Poe and I'd quickly be greeted with the sound of silence as they ran the other way. Yeah till this day I don't know why the fuck I did that lmaooo musta loved messing with people and thus why I don't miss drugs.. I mean I never really did anything TOO crazy but.. one thing I will say.. the shit that the meth is cut with I seriously don't know what you can do to clear the skin.
So important question that hopefully everyone else is wondering. When you use meth.. are you supposed to use salicylic acid or benzoyl peroxide because I feel both of those things harm the skin more than anything else.. so what would you guys use to clear acne? And I know it's gotta be from the meth and it's been almost 2 months since I've had my clean time and this shit is horrible. I always kept clean while using and of course now that I'm sober. I've been the guy who enjoys two nice showers a day and I've always been the weird kid who was into cleanliness and has OCD with just cleanliness and I wash my hand over 100 times a day and keep away from germs or try to. Don't get me wrong I get my hands dirty if I'm working on my car or if I'm changing a spare tire but yeah.. when it comes to personal hygiene I am on top of my game and still.. the clean diet and vitamins still hasn't helped my fucking skin from breaking out.. I don't know what would you guys recommend? I'm gonna end up finding a dermatologist cuz this is bullshit! I have a pretty decent fucking body I don't wanna have to stay in a t-shirt when I got Laguna Beach because I feel so insecure with this acne all over my chest , shoulders and back of my neck =( shit sucks!
