^ I am doing pretty great Rexeh, thanks for asking!

Hope you are equally well. DXO = Dextrorphan btw? Was under the impression that was not much compared to DXM but I could be completely wrong or have misunderstood completely.
150mg of good cocaine so far, a drug I am trying to avoid using, but it was a special occasion as I was hanging out with a good friend I've only seen a couple of times in the last 10 years.
3mg Xanax - felt out of love with Xanax a while back but decided to give it another chance.
Smoking some great weed (needed the Xans to combine this with the C)
Vaping some nicotine liquid that tastes like apples.
Later probably going to do my last 50mg C and just a hew hundred mg Ketamine. Ketamine is another substance I tried to swear off completely but after 3 or 4 months I'm experimenting again with shorter sessions, less of it per session, and militantly enforced schedules and rules for use. Feels a lot more sustainable so far (not completely sustainable obviously but until I make an error of judgement and break some rule, slipping down that slippery slope, but hopefully sustainable for as long as it takes to figure out ans reprogram my cognitive reasons for using it.
Peace and love to all, and thank you Bluelight and every single member for helping us all, inadvertently or not, to move towards a more free and compassionate future, for everyone touched by prohibitionist cruelty directly, and for everyone else, who still feels it's weight in silence.