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Loveisblind31

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On Friday the 14th my hubby and I bought a gram of molly and split it between us two. it didn't feel like it usually does it felt more speedy. The next day I started to get panic attacks and wasn't able to fully sleep for three days. I had a baby a year ago and it was the first time my mom took the baby for the weekend so we decided to party a bit. The next day after taking the molly I started to freak out that when my mom brought the baby home she was going to notice something wasn't right with me and started to have terrible panic attacks. Everything went fine and on Monday I finally got good sleep but it has been 10 days since I took the molly and I haven't felt the same. For the first few days I couldn't fall asleep I would just look at the ceiling. That has passed but I feel like im in a dreamy state. I feel like my vision is foggy and I feel so tired and really nauseous all day. I keep crying because im scared im going to stay like this forever. Has anyone experienced this and did it pass? I keep reading stories of ppl on here who felt this for months. They never updated so i dont know if they were able to get back to normal. I'm freaking out that i damaged my brain forever. I used to drugs when I was younger but I never abused it. Hubby and I would do molly maybe twice a year just to have fun and ive never experienced this. Before last Friday I haven't done it in two years. can someone please give me some suggestions? should I go to the dr?
 
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On Friday the 14th my hubby and I bought a gram of molly and split it between us two. it didn't feel like it usually does it felt more speedy. The next day I started to get panic attacks and wasn't able to fully sleep for three days. I had a baby a year ago and it was the first time my mom took the baby for the weekend so we decided to party a bit. The next day after taking the molly I started to freak out that when my mom brought the baby home she was going to notice something wasn't right with me and started to have terrible panic attacks. Everything went fine and on Monday I finally got good sleep but it has been 10 days since I took the molly and I haven't felt the same. For the first few days I couldn't fall asleep I would just look at the ceiling. That has passed but I feel like im in a dreamy state. I feel like my vision is foggy and I feel so tired and really nauseous all day. I keep crying because im scared im going to stay like this forever. Has anyone experienced this and did it pass? I keep reading stories of ppl on here who felt this for months. They never updated so i dont know if they were able to get back to normal. I'm freaking out that i damaged my brain forever. I used to drugs when I was younger but I never abused it. Hubby and I would do molly maybe twice a year just to have fun and ive never experienced this. Before last Friday I haven't done it in two years. can someone please give me some suggestions? should I go to the dr?
 
1. Please learn paragraphs

2. How much of what you assumed to be MDMA did you take?

Sounds like you got some that was cut with meth most likely if you couldn't sleep fully for three days.

Part of the symptoms you are describing sounds like HPPD. Can you elaborate on the "foggy vision"?
 
I'm not sure how much mdma i consumed, i didn't even know you're supposed to test it before you take it. Like I said I don't do drugs often. When I mentioned foggy vision it's more like my brain is in a dreamy state. To best describe it, it's like when you wake up from taking sleeping pills. It also feel like when you get new glasses or contacts and your vision is funny at the beginning. I wasn't able to fully sleep for three days. I slept for a few hours a day using Tylenol pm but it didn't feel like sleep. Can you please tell me what HPPD IS?
 
I just googled it and I don't think that's what it is. I don't think it's my vision it's more like a foggy state. I'm also very nauseous! Like really really nauseous. I also have no energy whatsoever and this is a problem because I have a baby to take care of.
 
Its not HPPD ignore this bell end. First things first, stop worrying about what youve taken or what youve done to yourself, sometimes comedowns can be harsh and last a while and can cause anxiety in some people. You just need to look after yourself for a little while and im pretty sure you'll be fine in no time.

For the moment cut out or limit caffeine as much as possible and try to cut down on smoking if you do. Stay away from weed and alcohol too. Try doing some daily light exercise and try to get plenty of good sleep (not so much about the hours more about the quality). I also recommend doing something like yoga and/or meditation daily to help keep you calm.

Just try not to panic, dont read things on here and dont start looking at shit on the internet. Just carry on as you were before and you should be back to normal in a few weeks.
 
Hey there loveisblind and a belated welcome to the forums from all of us, I'm sure. Sorry for the small delay in terms of response time, but myself and anyone else who can will try to help you through this. I'm not going to treat you like a child, as I'm aware that you in turn must be aware that a powder you buy from somebody could be literally anything. This is the first problem in answering your question, but, we can at the very least hypothesize what might've occured or what your drugs might have been. Please be aware though, that threads specifically asking to identify drugs are not generally allowed here on the forums.

The next issue is that there are myriad Amphetamine analogues that will retain some of the hallmark stimulating effects that they are known for, but some of them can be dangerous and potentially cause damage. That's chemistry for you. I'm going to ask you a couple of questions if you don't mind and we can go from there.

Do you take any medications on a regular basis?

Do you have previous issues with panic?

Were your drugs acquired from a trusted source (trust, of course being a fairly dubious term whenever drugs are involved)?

If you could respond, I'll do my best to answer your questions.
 
^you're right, it's not HPPD now go be a dick somewhere else.

OP - so you consumed an extremely powerful amphetamine and didn't even measure how much you took? If you split that gram 50/50 and took all of it, that could have killed you depending on your weight and individual response. I can maybe understand not testing but not weighing?

You took a powerful drug and we don't even know what it was. It's going to take some time to feel normal. Rest, hydrate, eat well (ie varied whole foods and not processed shit), and exercise and you should be good in a week or two
 
Why do you think this happened to me? I've done the same amount many times before. Has this happened to you before? Do you think it's really going to go away? I'm sorry for all the questions just wish I knew what was going on with me.
 
Hey, thank you so much for responding. First and foremost, do you think I should buy again from the same person and test it? I never ever tested stuff in my life. I've exprerimented with drugs as a teenage and young adult and never had an issue. I have bought from this same person a few times and had no issue but can I saw he's trustworthy....no I can't cause I don't know him that well.

donyounthink what I got was meth instead of mdma? You mentioned it could possibly have cause damage....what kind of damage exactly? To answer your questions no I don't take any medication and I've never had panic attacks but I am a very paranoid person. I guess you can say I am an anxious person but never suffered with panic attacks or anxiety attacks.
 
I don't do drugs much, I've never heard of ppl weighing or testing and I have a lot of friends who do drugs. Why are you convinced that I did ampetamine ? Is it because I was up for all those days? Should I buy more from the guy and test it? Also, the small amount of times hubby and I have done mdma wealways spilt a gram between both of us and it was fine. We dont do it in one shot we do it through the course of the night which was 7-8 hours.
 
You've never heard of people weighing their drugs? No offense but this is natural selection at its finest. Small changes in dose, depending on the drug, can easily kill you. I've seen some really dumb life gambles but this is probably on the top of the list.

And yes, half a gram of mdma has killed people before. I say you took an amphetamine because MDMA IS an amphetamine - actually it's technically methamphetamine. Use google and extend your life.
 
Listen asshole don't respond anymore if you're going to be a dick. You've been nothing but nasty in every response you've given. And yes ppl don't weigh their drugs! Ppl like me who don't do drugs often and wouldn't be quick to call the dealer back and complain because .1 gram is missing probably like you do cause I'm sure you're some raver crackhead. So do me a favor and don't respond anymore. I'm looking for real responses not fucking rude, disgusting comments like you've been giving. Have a nice day!
 
It sounds like you're just going through a nasty comedown. Sometimes dealers pawn off RC's (research chemicals) as molly because they have similar effects. Not saying that's what you're dealer did but it is somewhat common.

I would just take something to help you sleep and try to eat a decent meal.
 
Actually, no, I'm a global sales director working on my second degree and doctorate. Very far from a raver crackhead.

However, you asked for someone to please answer you so I did. All I'm saying is that doing what you did is a good way to get yourself killed as many have died from much less than that.

Rest, hydrate, eat well, exercise, and try some 5-HTP. Just don't be retarded next time and end up in the newspaper to give drugs a bad name.
 
Swim15 said:
I've seen some really dumb life gambles but this is probably on the top of the list.
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You must have lived a very sheltered life.

Swim15 said:
I say you took an amphetamine because MDMA IS an amphetamine - actually it's technically methamphetamine. Use google and extend your life.
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Wrong. Google is your friend, pal.

OP - you'll be fine, this will pass. Anxiety is a powerful thing, and the stress and worry is likely contributing significantly to how you're feeling.

Eat healthy, exercise regularly, and sleep well. Get some sunshine too. This will ease up and you should be back to normal in a week or so, if not earlier. Relax and just do good things for your mind and body to speed up the recovery process :)

In future, test your stuff and research proper dosages before taking anything.
 
Swim15 said:
All I'm saying is that doing what you did is a good way to get yourself killed as many have died from much less than that.
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Actually the LD50 for mdma in humans is estimated to be between 10-20 mg. per kg. Obviously no one knows if what their substance is without testing it and 500 mg. of MDMA is way too high of a dose, but I don't see where you're getting your info of "many have died from much less than that."???
 
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