Slow_Mobius
Bluelight Crew
So spent.![]()
What has you exhausted?
So spent.![]()
Changed my life. There is NO way I will ever be the same after that! It helped me recover too because I've been laying bedridden lately and I went for a 10km walk through the neighbourhoods and traits in the middle of the night while tripping. It was really really amazing.
Lately, weed has just been making me paranoid. It's really disappointing because it used to be my favorite drug. Anyone else have that happen?
Nope I'm too educated for the industry... Everyone takes my understanding as a challenge or being a nerd. I used to spend a lot of time at a medical dispensary that's sadly more closed due to landlord bs that was really the one true place I'd call medical while also being straightforward about recreational use.
It's sad because I live in what was the strongest front on fighting for medical cannabis, which has just become recreation under the guise of medical. Most budtenders know next to nothing and just recommend whatever they bought last unless they don't smoke then whatever their coworker bought. On the other hand most growers don't care while the ones who do are so deep in the industry I am very likely not to be able to even meet them.
Edit: I'm also curious is the Morphine produced in opium the barely water soluble base form or is it a water soluble salt. I am wondering as with the poppy seed tea I make I can't tell if there's a difference in using vitamin c mixed in or not.... Honestly it might be in my head, but with it the tea doesn't seem to work as well. It might just be me not noticing the bitter morphine taste as I drink it due to the vit c countering it. So it's it helpful to use vit c or is it a waste as the Morphine in opium is water soluble already?
^ so I'm just taking a shot in the dark about this, but if it says soluable in 34 parts water, does that mean you need 34x the amount of water by the weight of the substance for it to perfectly dissolve? So let's say you want to dissolve 50mg you would need 50mg x 34parts = 1,700mg of water or 1.7g or (1g water= 1 cubic centimeter) 1.7CC's of water. Am I correct or way out in left field?
I mean I prefer not to have to drink too much water as it makes me feel like I have to hold it from coming back up. I've been real prone to stomach issues.... I had to inject Zofran twice to deal with morning sickness (no I'm not pregnant I just produce a lot of bile in the morning that leads to vomiting for hours in end)... Yea my health is garbage. I may look healthy allowing doctors to completely neglect me, but inside I constantly feel physically broken causing my mind to unravel at times. It's hard.... It's why I have to resort to ma-fent