☮ Social ☮ PD Social Distancing Tripping Thread: Viruses Can't Penetrate Hyperspace

[TheAppleCore]

In fact, with time I've come to figure out that many aspects of "physical" attraction are based on that desire to connect. The way someone dresses, acts, talks, relates with her body and others, or any other "superficial" aspect of someone that may catch my attention reveal a lot of things about who they are and where they are.

This is a great observation. I've noticed that my perception of physical beauty is quite malleable, and it can dramatically change when I get to know the person behind the appearance.

a giant ball of neon green slime

I'm so confused. Was there ever a logical explanation for the appearance of this slime?

The clothing one hits several targets though, particularly one piece bathing suits on women which is my favorite of this favorite.... Not just transformation but also pretty heavily on the dominance/submission. Consider the fact that not only do you become their possession as I said before, but also that since you're inanimate and they wear you, you only feel breath when she breaths, and only move as a part of when she moves. Furthermore, since your entire form is tightly pressed up against her, it even very strongly appeals to the typical desire of physical connection, but you have literally nothing to monitor except how she feels. It's also a nice subject matter because the plot can continue to develop after the transformation to a degree, because you can still maintain a "dialogue" between the characters and build an emotional connection, more easily than a possession fantasy where identities get hazy or a shapeshifting fantasy where roles change, stuff like that. The clothing plot has a very clear power relationship that can continue to be built, like if it's forced upon you but over time you come to enjoy your new role in life, sometimes essentially because you're brainwashed through not having any other option, but nonetheless, and then there's significance in that only you and her know it's going on and you can hide the intimacy from everyone in plain sight.

I can totally see how that scenario hits so many buttons which are fundamental to human sexuality. But my brain would never have naturally made those conceptual leaps outside the box, so to speak. Really interesting.

Mine fell from the 4th floor when she was a kitten [...] but since then she's been completely healthy with just a barely noticeable limp from the elbow (she's missing a degree or so of extension which is nothing compared to what was predicted).

Sometimes the ability of life to prevail against all odds is quite astonishing.

Later I had front row seat tickets to a long display of a squirrel quite nearby

Now, that sounds like my kind of theater!

 

[Solipsis]

Sweet, my man -- sounds like a really great experiment today. I liked

What does this do for you? Are the doors realized and opened, or are new doors now being realized? Maybe both? If I had written that, I imagine I'd be speaking of a type of surrender/acceptance. It's less apathy and more willfully seeing past the filters, and knowing oneself. Self-awareness. Good pondering point, man.

It simply brings more peace, I don't know what those doors would mean, could you expand on that? From a higher perspective it just felt okay, many things consided like transience or the holographic nature of reality, my place in it, undescribably tiny but to me it is the world somehow, through a lense. But also my gifts and curses, some of which linked...

I recently had this question as to whether I would be ready to do it all over again, but exactly like it happened - how would I weigh the cost/benefit ratios - of having had to gone through basically traumatizing things and taking a decade to get a steady foothold, but at the same time the magic I see in the world, the priceless experiences like ecstasy (not the drug, but yea with one involved) and non-duality, the adventures in the world, the learning so much about it (thank you internet ) and the potential I think I have but find hard to market... and of course to have the privilege to be alive.

Unfortunately I think some of this is opportunistic: it's easy for me to accept my fate now that things are going well so it's much less interesting than having these revelations even when things are shit.

This is a great observation. I've noticed that my perception of physical beauty is quite malleable, and it can dramatically change when I get to know the person behind the appearance.



I'm so confused. Was there ever a logical explanation for the appearance of this slime?

More logical than it just being a rather gross version vomit and inducing the same sort of psychedelic experience?

Now, that sounds like my kind of theater!

I tried to lure it with peanutbuttered bread, but I wasn't in the right area code with that (it didn't notice and fucked off)

 

[swilow]

Ha, Mr Poopy Butthole!! :D

I like Meeseeks.

I need to get more friends though, find it hard to look for them... I will check and join mensa again I think..

I'm really glad to be in this community - it's so warm!

Its breast-milk warm.

BTW, I love how casually you mention joining mensa- again :D

this pregabalin is working very well :D

Okay, now try and describe the high. Its like a relaxed stimulant dissociative at high doses. But not quite. I find it wonderful but ineffable.

I'm gonna eat a bunch of it today too. Probably 600mg.

 

[xammy]

^yeah u said it, perfect stress reliever and relaxation, little bit like dissociatives. fucks up motor functions more than dissos for me :D I took 600mg yesterday. I slept very well but I don't know how good the quality of sleep was, I was super tired today.

 

[Xorkoth]

pregabalin is a nice drug for sure.

 

[Kaleida]

Had an amazing day on 150 µg ETH-LAD!

Did some nice meditation although I find that ETH-LAD makes my ADD go into serious overdrive, I get mad issues with attention and also patience. After feeling just invaluable feelings in meditative concentration, I also became bored somehow much sooner than I had anticipated...

Went to the park, although after the peak cause I can get anxious about going outside, had to work my way up to it... I don't like to be tripping so hard that I come off really shady to people in the building, not that I really care what they think but it makes me uncomfortable... but it was cool now, I could manage well and the longer I was outside the more confident I grew... when in the park a little girl came to me apparently offering to feed marshmellows to a goat together, I could just be caring to the child and it was pretty fun.. IMO no marshmallows for the goat though - they have a reputation of eating anything but imo you shouldn't feed kept animals.

Very smooth and sunny weather so ideal...
Later I had front row seat tickets to a long display of a squirrel quite nearby, I just love those guys!

Just felt like I am embracing my fate, to some ultimate level...

By the way meditating I feel like I can lose myself to this powerful state of consciousness, and that scares me - I'm much milder and more careful than I used to be and like to take that kind of stuff one step at a time, not getting overenthousiastically into ego deaths on a regular basis... but at the same time, it felt very peaceful to let go - like suspending and relaxing everything...

Oh my god, I just somehow feel like it improves me, psychedelic therapy like that... I don't know how but it feels so healing and harmonizing... I wish I could really explain that to more people around me, but that's not so easy...

Sounds like a great experience. And I definitely know exactly what you mean.... I'd never want to be without that psychedelic medicine, it doesn't even need to involve a really interesting or intellectual trip or anything, it's just healing as is. One of the reasons I'm so grateful I can always just retire to growing mushrooms too and always have some psychedelic experience on hand, that'll probably be what I do whenever I finally run out of research chemicals....

Also, I feel that I can relate to how you say that while meditating you felt you could lose yourself to it, but also that it felt peaceful.... I noticed that quality on my 100 ug trip as well, and it's one of the big reasons I'm particularly excited to dose even higher with it now.

I'm so confused. Was there ever a logical explanation for the appearance of this slime?

Not one that I ever heard lol. I suppose I can see how it might seem odd that this wasn't questioned more, haha. It's worth noting however that this friend has a number of chronic health conditions, like a growth hormone deficiency, weak bone structure, incorrectly proportioned internal organs, and stuff like that. I don't know what exactly he has, but for pretty much as long as I've known him he's casually thrown around the fact that he genuinely doesn't expect to live past 40.

For some reason though, he's able to take drugs like a beast, and not even just psychedelics, like mixing pills with coke with alcohol with ketamine every night kind of drug taking. So, pretty much as long as he's not obviously dying, we just generally just assume his body does what it does and we try not to rub his face in it with concern. If something is truly wrong anyway he'll let you know, and in this case he seemed perfectly fine the second he got it out.

So, maybe he just had some bile build up or something that the emetic effects of the drug forced out? Hard to say really....

I can totally see how that scenario hits so many buttons which are fundamental to human sexuality. But my brain would never have naturally made those conceptual leaps outside the box, so to speak. Really interesting.

Yeah, the brain definitely has a way of getting what it wants one way or another. If there's one thing I'd say I've learned more about the brain than anything else as a result of having this fetish, I think I'd have to say it's just how vague the mental constructs that guide our thoughts and behaviors really are, and how freely our minds actually can associate because of that if we just keep them open. After all, evolution isn't an exact science.... All that was really necessary for all our instincts to get to the point they're at is to have been good enough to lead ancient humans down the right path the majority of the time while living out in the wild. Who knows what they'll apply to most now in this crazy modern world?

 

[Solipsis]

BTW, I love how casually you mention joining mensa- again :D

Yes lol I've been a member, and once you are they will probably take the odds on the eventual retardation later if you try to rejoin after years..
I just mention it cause it's the best plan I have for meeting new people... Wasn't easy to keep moving around recent years, away from old friends now... haha in PIHKAL there's quite a bit about Mensa gatherings... maybe that's a sign? Fuck no I don't believe in no signs, maan (although: they do signify something)

Okay, now try and describe the high. Its like a relaxed stimulant dissociative at high doses. But not quite. I find it wonderful but ineffable.

I'm gonna eat a bunch of it today too. Probably 600mg.

Sounds like a great experience. And I definitely know exactly what you mean.... I'd never want to be without that psychedelic medicine, it doesn't even need to involve a really interesting or intellectual trip or anything, it's just healing as is. One of the reasons I'm so grateful I can always just retire to growing mushrooms too and always have some psychedelic experience on hand, that'll probably be what I do whenever I finally run out of research chemicals....

Also, I feel that I can relate to how you say that while meditating you felt you could lose yourself to it, but also that it felt peaceful.... I noticed that quality on my 100 ug trip as well, and it's one of the big reasons I'm particularly excited to dose even higher with it now.

Seems like a good plan, I really like how you're carefully trying these interesting compounds and reporting on them... it's so positive to see someone with such a healthy and nice relationship with psychedelics (as far as I can see ) (- I don't mean "... for a change" lol)

 

[Img_9999]

(- I don't mean "... for a change" lol)

Hahahaha, yeah, what are you trying to imply, Soli ?? xD.

 

[yepyepwoah]

Yall talk about so much shit I can neverbproperly respond.

Kinky sex shit? Some chick messaged me on a dating site asking if I was interested in contributing. I said "Fuck no you pay me". Sge responds talking max shit about blah blah. Just because I rrealize prostate stimulation ie pleasurable and a dainty female administering said stimulatuon would be such a turn on for many reasons doesnt make me a bitch. Lol ill set your car on fire before I pay for sex!

Anywho I got some o pce and 2c-c today. Stoked as fuck. Going hiking to.morrow. Prolly gonna take 40-50mg 2c c oral bc why the fuck not. Havent had thi s beauty since 2012.it is in my hall of fame for 2-3way tie for best trip ever. Couple 10mg o pce doses 2c c Thinkin about stopping at wn Indian food spot for some to go for me and my hiking friend. Damn such a good day I need to hurry up and get there.

Oops i just sniffed ~5mg o pce so fuck

 

[Haltia]

Washed my apparently empty 3-MeO-PCP bag with 2ml of H2O and added the remaining crumbs of O=PCM, circa 14 mgs and squirted up the bum. Very pleasantly surprised by the unexpected detour to the Galactic Synchronicicity And Unlikely Cosmic Warmth Center. Goes to show how there's always much more than the physico-chemical factors working. I'd love to come out of the closet and proclaim the blessings of Arylcyclohexylamines to the whole world now that the immediate future is clearly laid out and shaded gracefully.

 

[Xorkoth]

Nice. Welcome to the social thread by the way. Bag washes are funny things. I once bag washed a bag of 4-HO-MiPT that I thought couldn't have more than 20 or 30mg in it, which is not a high dose for me. Well I of course have no idea how much it was, but I proceeded to trip some of the hardest I ever have in my life, for an hour or so I was pretty sure I had broken my brain, when I could think at all. Everything was exploding in fireworks of color, and all I could do was stare, I couldn't speak or process anything. After a while I came down to a regular trip level and ended up having a great trip and played music for the others.

 

[xammy]

insufflated 5-meo-mipt seems fun at 2-3mg

 

[Xorkoth]

Never tried insufflation for some reason with it, I'll give that a shot next time. I like it orally at that dose or also up to 8mg. Never tried it higher than 10mg, or maybe it was 12mg. I've heard it can get really psychedelic at high doses, but I would be concerned about the bodyload.

How does nasal differ from oral? I would guess quicker and more stimulating?

 

[xammy]

I am not sure but yeah quicker. I'm having a few beers too so the euphoria is great. I'm planning to snort the rest of my 5meomipt today. :D maybe vaporize some too if insufflating isnt enough

5-meo-mipt is probably the most "moreish" psychedelic I have ever tried!

I have no idea about high doses, most I have taken is ~10mg orally. I've read reports of people taking 20-30mg though.

I have vaporized it over 50mg over the course of a night though and it was super fun. I am not sure about 5-meo-mipt safely profile though, remember reading that some people got seizures from as little as 10-20mg doses.

 

[psy997]

How do y'all reckon 4-5mg 5-MeO-MiPT, alcohol, and fishscale cocaine would mix for dancing?

 

[xammy]

i dont know but to ask xorks question:

its better insufflated than orally. i took 5mg more and for fucks sake i am high

 

[Xorkoth]

How do y'all reckon 4-5mg 5-MeO-MiPT, alcohol, and fishscale cocaine would mix for dancing?

I'm guessing it would be a great combo, actually. I combined 2C-B-fly and cocaine once and it was heavenly. At low doses 5-MeO-MiPT reminds me of 2C-B-fly, sort of. At least in the same realm of effects.

 

[Tranced]

How do y'all reckon 4-5mg 5-MeO-MiPT, alcohol, and fishscale cocaine would mix for dancing?

I want to try 5-MeO-MiPT so much. I had 100mg ready in solution but it was thrown out. I'm intrigued in the amount of people who said they could feel energy on it. Makes me think I'd love reiki on it (which I find calming, but otherwise ambiguous).

A lot of people seem to dislike the bodyhigh (though less so than 5-MeO-Dipt, it seems), but I think I'd definitely like it. Nothing a benzo wouldn't sort out.

P.s psy, I'm so sorry that I owe you a pm from a while back. I'm highly skilled at avoiding any given task, especially the further and Furthur said task travels into the past. Even if I'd actually like to do it. I'll get on it.

 

[xammy]

I want to try 5-MeO-MiPT so much. I had 100mg ready in solution but it was thrown out. I'm intrigued in the amount of people who said they could feel energy on it. Makes me think I'd love reiki on it (which I find calming, but otherwise ambiguous).

A lot of people seem to dislike the bodyhigh (though less so than 5-MeO-Dipt, it seems), but I think I'd definitely like it. Nothing a benzo wouldn't sort out.

P.s psy, I'm so sorry that I owe you a pm from a while back. I'm highly skilled at avoiding any given task, especially the further and Furthur said task travels into the past. Even if I'd actually like to do it. I'll get on it.

I have had a few amazing experiences on this, one especially memorable time was when I took 8-10mg at my friends housewarming party with cannabis edibles.

today is also very good, i just got up from my bed :D

i dont know about energy all I can do is lay on my bed eyes closed. could be set & settings but same happened even in a social situation

 

[Xorkoth]

I want to try 5-MeO-MiPT so much. I had 100mg ready in solution but it was thrown out. I'm intrigued in the amount of people who said they could feel energy on it. Makes me think I'd love reiki on it (which I find calming, but otherwise ambiguous).

A lot of people seem to dislike the bodyhigh (though less so than 5-MeO-Dipt, it seems), but I think I'd definitely like it. Nothing a benzo wouldn't sort out.

I really like the body high a lot, there is a lot of energy with it and that can make for an awkward and hectic come-up though. The come-up is more stressful for me than most tryptamines, less so with lower doses, but it passes quickly enough. It's definitely a drug for doing stuff on. If I have something to apply the energy to, it transforms into something really lovely and pleasurable. Overall the state produces a flowing energy and in feeling this energy, I become more aware of my flows of energy.