freqsoft
Greenlighter
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- Aug 22, 2008
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2007 your first pure crystal mdma "molly" experience
*many rolls/trips later*
2013 you retire from rc's/psychs
2016 you take ~135mg (1.5 white lightening bolt pressies that are 4:1 mda:caffeine)
These pills you took, exactly: http://pillreports.net/index.php?page=display_pill&id=34424
Approx: 90mg of MDA and 22.5mg of caffeine each.
Other person rolling felt great but didn't quite peak from the same dosage, so the methadone definitely potentiated it for you.
mda while titrating down (weaning down) from 80mg of methadone a day to 54mg of methadone a day over a period of 8 weeks. Currently at 54mg on this day, takehome for the next day was in lock-box, 54mg as well. Supposed to go down to 52mg the next day.
The first 2 hours were amazing for you, it hits you harder than anyone else in the research group, stunningly so for just a pressie and a half for such a veteran but it has been a while and there's not much data on administered mda while on methadone. Nose started running an hour into it. Odd, bad sign. Then 2 hours into it started to realize you were sick. Very sick. Percipitatedly so. The worst kind.
Extreme body aches, muscle pain, stiffness, nausea, nose running, etc;
Standard COWS scale 20 or so, very panic inducing.
You administer legal benzos and things get better but not much.
The morning is hell.
By 8AM you take your takehome dose of 54mg methadone, as you'd normally wait until 11AM. This will throw off the schedule a bit.
By 11AM you feel normal. By the end of the night, you're sick again, just not so much, maybe 12 on COWS.
By the next morning you still feel so bad that you ask to go up 3mg to 57mg methadone, which they oblige, then the NEXT DAY you ask to go up to 3 MORE milligrams to 60mg methadone per day and stay there for a minute to acclimate.
You lost 10mg of methadone tapering progress because of 2 hours ecstasy?
So not worth it.
Maybe when you're clean again... But how sad... Can't even enjoy this while tapering? Ah... The sacrifices...
You've been warned.
*many rolls/trips later*
2013 you retire from rc's/psychs
2016 you take ~135mg (1.5 white lightening bolt pressies that are 4:1 mda:caffeine)
These pills you took, exactly: http://pillreports.net/index.php?page=display_pill&id=34424
Approx: 90mg of MDA and 22.5mg of caffeine each.
Other person rolling felt great but didn't quite peak from the same dosage, so the methadone definitely potentiated it for you.
mda while titrating down (weaning down) from 80mg of methadone a day to 54mg of methadone a day over a period of 8 weeks. Currently at 54mg on this day, takehome for the next day was in lock-box, 54mg as well. Supposed to go down to 52mg the next day.
The first 2 hours were amazing for you, it hits you harder than anyone else in the research group, stunningly so for just a pressie and a half for such a veteran but it has been a while and there's not much data on administered mda while on methadone. Nose started running an hour into it. Odd, bad sign. Then 2 hours into it started to realize you were sick. Very sick. Percipitatedly so. The worst kind.
Extreme body aches, muscle pain, stiffness, nausea, nose running, etc;
Standard COWS scale 20 or so, very panic inducing.
You administer legal benzos and things get better but not much.
The morning is hell.
By 8AM you take your takehome dose of 54mg methadone, as you'd normally wait until 11AM. This will throw off the schedule a bit.
By 11AM you feel normal. By the end of the night, you're sick again, just not so much, maybe 12 on COWS.
By the next morning you still feel so bad that you ask to go up 3mg to 57mg methadone, which they oblige, then the NEXT DAY you ask to go up to 3 MORE milligrams to 60mg methadone per day and stay there for a minute to acclimate.
You lost 10mg of methadone tapering progress because of 2 hours ecstasy?
So not worth it.
Maybe when you're clean again... But how sad... Can't even enjoy this while tapering? Ah... The sacrifices...
You've been warned.
