Let me start off by admitting my ignorance. We didn't test the stuff, I just trusted somebody's word of mouth. I have rolled a few times in my life, namely in my younger 20s. I am a 28 yr old healthy female with a history of panic attacks and low blood pressure. Last night at approx. 6PM I ingested 2 small 'parachutes' worth of what I was told was Molly (with a close friend who is a 32 y/o male.) Initially felt quite in a good mood, not roll'y, but nice. We decided to shortly after ingest another small parachutes amount (way less than I have taken in the past.) What came next was awful and here I am 1 PM the next day still feeling the effects.
Initial Side Effects:
Rapid RAPID heartbeat
Pain in right arm, muscle cramps
Trouble swallowing, excessive urge to swallow, pop ears
At one point troubled breathing which I now think to be an onset of anxiety (as I am very prone to attacks)
My friend talked me through it (he felt fine for the most part, was having a weird roll) and even took more (I did not advise this, but he was fine) and we walked around town for an hour or so stopping for water, and coconut water for electrolytes. The persistent arm pain was sending me into freakout mode, so I just kept walking and walking.
Eventually after many hours of him talking me down and keeping an eye on me, I took a cab home. I tried to get my mind off things as it was 3 AM, so I tried to watch some tv but found it irritating and uninteresting. That's when the full blown freakout began.
I paced around madly convinced I was having a heart attack and wrestling with the idea of going to the ER. My BF kept calming me down, reminding me about my anxious/hypchondriac history. Eventually, I was able to be calmed and felt very tired as it was already 6 AM.
I awoke 3 hours later to more arm pain, tense tight muscles, and little tingles/shocks in my fingers and various parts of my body.
Now I feel:
-Easily sent into anxious episode
-heavy feeling in chest
-muscle cramps (not severe but somewhat painful), weird sensation in right hand/fingers
-occasional "over-swallowing" reflex
-Vision blur
-Mild tinitus
-Stupid brain
Thank you to whoever reads this and suggests any advice on how to feel better. I am going to try to sleep and talk myself down from this state.
Initial Side Effects:
Rapid RAPID heartbeat
Pain in right arm, muscle cramps
Trouble swallowing, excessive urge to swallow, pop ears
At one point troubled breathing which I now think to be an onset of anxiety (as I am very prone to attacks)
My friend talked me through it (he felt fine for the most part, was having a weird roll) and even took more (I did not advise this, but he was fine) and we walked around town for an hour or so stopping for water, and coconut water for electrolytes. The persistent arm pain was sending me into freakout mode, so I just kept walking and walking.
Eventually after many hours of him talking me down and keeping an eye on me, I took a cab home. I tried to get my mind off things as it was 3 AM, so I tried to watch some tv but found it irritating and uninteresting. That's when the full blown freakout began.
I paced around madly convinced I was having a heart attack and wrestling with the idea of going to the ER. My BF kept calming me down, reminding me about my anxious/hypchondriac history. Eventually, I was able to be calmed and felt very tired as it was already 6 AM.
I awoke 3 hours later to more arm pain, tense tight muscles, and little tingles/shocks in my fingers and various parts of my body.
Now I feel:
-Easily sent into anxious episode
-heavy feeling in chest
-muscle cramps (not severe but somewhat painful), weird sensation in right hand/fingers
-occasional "over-swallowing" reflex
-Vision blur
-Mild tinitus
-Stupid brain
Thank you to whoever reads this and suggests any advice on how to feel better. I am going to try to sleep and talk myself down from this state.
