I finally managed to find an antidepressant I liked that also wasn't actually just taking street drugs. I just went to the doc, said "Both SSRIs you gave me were crap, I'm on low-dose speed right now because I ran out of hormones and didn't really feel like dying, give me something that hits neurotransmitters more like speed does". And then she gave me venlafaxine, which is an SNRI, and it's been holding up pretty well. No horrid side effects, no sleep schedule drift when I'm not using stimulants, just pushes me up to functionality. The only notable problem is slight tiredness, and I seem to need a bit longer to recover from a heavy night, but if I need to be awake, there's always modafinil.
Just my 2 cents and all that, and SRIs are notoriously fickle, but it works for me so I thought I might as well share.