NiceEnough
Bluelighter
Just had an extraordinary healing DMT journey. Will update more on later, need some time to process that!
I'm so jealous of everyone here. I just can't keep it in, it feels like tiny, barbed wire in the back of my throat. I've tried the machine, the key and vaping on a RDA.
I'm actually vaping nicotine right now to toughen up my lungs, which is a far as I'm willing to go, but I'm starting to think it's just not for me.
I've started to look into ayahuasca, since it more or less "easier" to make, but not looking forward camping near a toilet.
I don't know if I "broke through", not sure what that means, but it was like a peak of intense LSD trip, with complete stopping of time and ascending into the white light.
need time to process the download from that one (or however you want to put it).
Yipper, integrating is so important in all parts of life. To me it sort of means bringing light to the dark areas. I know for me even 15 mgs sessions need to be integrated for a few weeks. Some larger ones, 20-25 mgs need many weeks for me to chew on. A lot happens in those few minutes.Or at the very least I need time to decide if "a lot" happened that was of importance and most of the time it is important.
Someone on a board mentioned a fact that I still live by. Going session after session without integrating just makes each experience steam roll over the last one and lessons or wisdom are missed. Sort of an indigestion by eating too much and not letting time do it's thing. So really I go once and sit on it for a good while.
I am glad DMT is being studied by some respectable researchers. If anything it shows how far a mind can go. The lasting integrated lessons can really help some explorers too. It can be quite a glimpse into, into, into..... into who know what. :D