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Warning about clonaz and diphenedine

(EDIT: In response to the above post raas just removed where he asked whether he should stop giving his "honest opinion" of things)

When the opinions are as unhelpful as yours perhaps you should consider doing just that. Or just keep them to yourself. Trolling vulnerable people is not on. Just makes you come over even more of a lowlife than usual. Stop it.
 
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lurching said:
Raas you clod, THAT is real rich coming from you :(
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Not aware of ever doing the same.. but did emphasise people do have bad habits they cannot help and not to judge (the bits u left out). Can you possibly contribute without childish name calling?


And Shambles, not "trolling" anyone whatsoever. Just saying he may get more suitable treatment from the site if he could be more open, rather than frequent suicide threats which start to appear disingenuous.
 
Raasyvibe said:
And Shambles, not "trolling" anyone whatsoever. Just saying he may get more suitable treatment from the site if he could be more open, rather than frequent suicide threats which start to appear disingenuous.
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I see nobody suggesting disingenuity other than yourself and you have been saying the exact same thing consistently throughout this difficult period Hex has been going though. He is under no obligations to "open up" here if he doesn't want to (pretty sure he has actually but that's beside the point) and he said nothing about a suicide attempt in this thread - that's your assumption. You are the only one who has a problem with Hex's recent posting (in terms of him posting it at all, I mean) and I really see no reason for your constant accusations of attention-seeking other than... well... attention-seeking. Disingenuous posting trying to cause upset and generally distract from the topic in hand is trolling. Stop it.
 
no it wasn't a suicide attempt, no I didn't think I could fly, it was me being high and stupid.

and I understand these posts come across as 'attention seeking' but I guess BL is the only place where I can connect with people with similar issues so I vent on here...
 
This is a place to vent and "be yourself" Hex. Don't let others with their knickers in a twist stop you from doing so. Some people just feel the need to act like dicks just to get a bit of attention.

How are you feeling now? xx
 
been to the hospital and got it all sorted and bandaged.

getting the wound cleaned was honestly the worst physical paiin i've been in, despite the fact I was on a small dose of (perscriped) codeine.

also although I was on a cocktail of drugs, theres something funny and kind of sinister about diph. My mum has seen me in all sorts of states, but she said when I was on the diph she could tell I had taken something funny and 'wasn't there'.
 
You win all the HR points for warning us of the danger --straight after jumping through window while your knee wasn't even bandaged yet (there were bits of glass stuck in there still?)

Diphenidine, methoxphenidine, methoxmetamine, deschloroketamine, any of the 2-Oxo-PCPy varieties, "NENK", 3-Meo-PCMo.. the last few years there's been some DIRE disso's for sale.
 
THECATINTHEHAT said:
This thread is a joke right?
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No, it serves as a warning for people into benzo and benzo type of drugs - when your not in the best of places with yourself, maybe take a break from them. If your going to use then keep the dose lose, don't mix with alcohol, don't jump out of windows and keep bandages close to hand.
 
^ Like we needed to be told mixing cider, diph and 25mg of Clonaz was a bad idea.

Shambles said:
I see nobody suggesting disingenuity other than yourself and you have been saying the exact same thing consistently throughout this difficult period Hex has been going though. He is under no obligations to "open up" here if he doesn't want to (pretty sure he has actually but that's beside the point) and he said nothing about a suicide attempt in this thread - that's your assumption. You are the only one who has a problem with Hex's recent posting (in terms of him posting it at all, I mean) and I really see no reason for your constant accusations of attention-seeking other than... well... attention-seeking. Disingenuous posting trying to cause upset and generally distract from the topic in hand is trolling. Stop it.
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Shambles, I am certainly not childish enough to criticise another poster just for "trolling attention". When Hex claimed he was in a bad way, I initially offered support/advice to help him. However, after seemingly not heeding such advice and repeatedly drawing attention to deliberate dangerous drug taking I felt it appropriate to speak out. You or any other poster will speak out against one of my posts if you feel it's inappropriate, and likewise I am only calling out farcicality where it is percieved. There is nothing more to it than that.


~ Hex, if you find you need to express yourself and this is in some way helping, then you can have an apology. I wouldn't want to embarrass what could be an avenue for needed support. At the same time I hope you can appreciate that constant public updates on what self-harm you've been doing doesn't really make your situation any better.

Looking back through your posts, the amount of drugs you have taken in previous months seems absurd - you seem particularly fond of drug combo's and happily munch through large quantities of acid/mdma/ket/benzo's and others on a regular basis. I hate to state the obvious again, but you really need to just stay away from all of it - cut all your contacts/move away, do whatever - they're ruining you. You'll find with a healthy mind, you can view and tackle your problems more positively.
 
hexagram said:
no it wasn't a suicide attempt, no I didn't think I could fly, it was me being high and stupid.
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I'm fairly confident what you say there is 100% correct. But.

You came on here a while back saying you were going to end it all on railway tracks. Hours later you were back posting that you couldn't face doing it.

This means, ultimately, you don't want to die, you don't want to suicide.

But, the way you're going, you're going to end up doing it by mistake. Unintentionally. Accidentally.

Stupidly.

You're a cat running out of lives man. Have a good think about turning it around while you've got some lives left. Because the railway incident shows you don't really want to die. But ODs can be pretty unforgiving. Pretty unforgiving? Not pretty at all.

Good luck. But try not to leave it down to luck eh?
 
Shambles said:
I see nobody suggesting disingenuity other than yourself and you have been saying the exact same thing consistently throughout this difficult period Hex has been going though. He is under no obligations to "open up" here if he doesn't want to (pretty sure he has actually but that's beside the point) and he said nothing about a suicide attempt in this thread - that's your assumption. You are the only one who has a problem with Hex's recent posting (in terms of him posting it at all, I mean) and I really see no reason for your constant accusations of attention-seeking other than... well... attention-seeking. Disingenuous posting trying to cause upset and generally distract from the topic in hand is trolling. Stop it.
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Agree completely <3

Hex you're welcome to pm me anytime if you ever need anyone to talk to xxxx

Evey
 
If you're thinking about offing yourself, before you do, go and have a walk around a High Dependency Unit in any hospital and have a good old look at all the failed suicidal patients who are now vegetables.

Then if you still fancy giving it a go..
 
Wenlock said:
If you're thinking about offing yourself, before you do, go and have a walk around a High Dependency Unit in any hospital and have a good old look at all the failed suicidal patients who are now vegetables.

Then if you still fancy giving it a go..
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Surely that just means - If your going to do it,do it 'right' ? Most of the people in there are not there out of choice - they did not set out to make a failed suicide attempt.

Bear
 
Bearlove said:
Surely that just means - If your going to do it,do it 'right' ? Most of the people in there are not there out of choice - they did not set out to make a failed suicide attempt.

Bear
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You'd be surprised how many take a load of paracetamol then phone the ambulance, only to die in agonising pain three days later. But yes, those that want to die get on and do it, they don't write a response on a web forum..
 
Wenlock said:
You'd be surprised how many take a load of paracetamol then phone the ambulance, only to die in agonising pain three days later. But yes, those that want to die get on and do it, they don't write a response on a web forum..
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That's the thing - people think that a Paracetamol overdose is an easy way out. You will 'normally' wake up. Then comes the lingering death in a bed with people prodding and poking you etc, unable to move unable to do anything except die - slowly.

I personally see that people reaching out in post such as this OP has made - is the same thing as people IRL reaching out to friends and family members (were virtual people at the end of the day). If we as 'virtual family' turn our back then I think that speaks volumes about ourselves.

Hex - is going through a shit period in his life and would probably like the honest support that anyone can give.
 
A valuable point to stress is if you are in a bad place (or in any place other than already addicted) benzos are a bad thing. People don't consider pills like benzo's and sleeping pills hard drugs but they are up there with heroin and crack for how much damage they can do, worse still you dont even realize the damage until it's already done. You seriously realize this when you've put them behind you. Cannabis, and alcohol even are better stabilizers than benzo or z meds.
 
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