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I'm sorry. It must be quite tough going through all of these feelings. I did not understand how difficult this is for you.
 
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You have successfully managed for me to hate you at this point in time. I allowed your bullshit and you still act like nothing is wrong on your end. You taking methadone again has turned you into an emotionless asshole. I now realize why your ex-husband divorced you and didn't allow you to see your kids. I also know why your ex kicked you out.

You have no one to blame but yourself and once I leave this house, you will contact me once again and ask me to come back. There is a difference this time, I won't come back, I will never give you a chance again and I hope I never see you again. Live with your fucking disastrous life and you deserve to be miserable by yourself. Get the fuck off the methadone and rejoin the human race you cold, heartless shell of a woman.
 
You are the reason I do drugs now. I miss you. And I think you jumping from guy to guy is completely immature and makes you look like a fucking whore. But i'd do anything to have my partner in crime back.
 
I think you are playing games. We don't usually do that. I can see you are also working too much but you have options.
And now so defiant with everyone. What happened? You used to be resilient, adorable. Talk to me.
 
I hate you. This time I may actually be done. Keep on believing that everyone else is the problem - I just don't care anymore.
 
Hmmm where to begin???
Of all the things w have done, why is it not ok to text about certain things? !?
Ugh...I had an amazing fucking weekend...and was introduced as "the girlfriend" ekkk ;)
 
So if I don't agree with you, does that meant we are discussing??
I don't think you really want this. But for now I just keep it to myself.
 
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We were both extremely wired after having sex (making love?) and holding each other skin-to-skin last night. Hearing you say the words, "I'm too awake to go to sleep now, I just want to stay up all night and talk with you," made me feel so happy and reminiscent of the beginning of our relationship, when we hardly slept with one another present. I've been feeling so overwhelmed with anxiety and stress over the upcoming plans that we have made for our future, and being with you last night grounded me and brought me much needed comfort. I love you.
 
I am glad that day by day you are showing me your true colors. At first, I appreciated the changes you were making in your life but now, you are still acting like you somehow surpassed me in life. You refuse to listen yet expect me to listen to you. I will be so much better off when all of this is finalized. Lastly, I thought I needed closure with you after this but the truth is, you're not the woman I met and fell in love with. You can take your closure and stuff it.
 
Yo, girl. Be strong. It takes heart. Doesnt take what others say, its all about you,and what you want in life.look at me, im not fucking perfect, i barly make by,and i bust my ass fuxking at work . Just so one day you wont have to work as hard , i swing fucking hammers all day, i get hurt and first aid kit at times , i keep working . Thats to someday to give you, what i never got on my own.
Wish you were with me now, cant wait until i see you real soon.
Your D's.
 
I still love and care about you but I woke up today and I finally felt okay that we are no longer together. You helped me realize just how toxic our relationship was. I am ready to move on with my life. I hope you find happiness and do the right things. Goodbye my love.
 
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Yo, girl. Be strong. It takes heart. Doesnt take what others say, its all about you,and what you want in life.look at me, im not fucking perfect, i barly make by,and i bust my ass fuxking at work . Just so one day you wont have to work as hard , i swing fucking hammers all day, i get hurt and first aid kit at times , i keep working . Thats to someday to give you, what i never got on my own.
Wish you were with me now, cant wait until i see you real soon.
Your D's.
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Aww...this is beautiful. Love when I see someone busting their ass, thinking of the comfort and well-being of others.

Keep up the hard work, man :-) You've got heart.

Peace.
 
rast4man said:
I still love and care about you but I woke up today and I finally felt okay that we are no longer together. You helped me realize just how toxic our relationship was. I am ready to move on with my life. I hope you find happiness and do the right things. Goodbye my love.
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This, too, is beautiful. Evolving, growing, moving on...inescapable part of life, yet bittersweet. Good on you for the absence of animosity. Wishing you BOTH the best :-)

Peace.
 
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