yoyo50
Bluelighter
Yep had the same when your PV is gone you get dreams about waking and and vaping some so lucid you have to wake up then be sad you actually don't have any lol
Ive got 99 problems and pv caused every one!
I got the strongest dreams from heroin. I think I just conditioned my brain to deal with things in a certain way - so when I get stressed out it starts throwing out helpful suggestions in my dreams like 'hey, do smack..'.
Or I just want what I can't have![]()
FWIW, my last large(ish) order was for 10g. Part of that was for a friend. Once it landed I spent a lot of time faffing about weiging and dividing different sized baggies... then putting it all back together and reweighing and divvying... all the time chasing for all I was worth... Of course by the time I had to actually do something other than play with it I'd already smoked far too much to be capable of doing anything other than smoking the rest.
I was so riddled with Parkisonian symptoms towards the end I'm genuinely amazed I came back from it. Really is incredible how such a truly headmashing substance can ultimately tread relatively gently upon body and mind... to a point. Much of the rest of you post sounds remarkably familiar to me - and, I suspect, to pretty much all of us who have had our time with it - so I know nothing I say will come as news to you... But I would try to remind you of just how intense that fiending is and how severe the outcomes can be. I'd be reasonably sure that - as with so many addictive drugs - relapses represent ever decreasing circles.
If you're not exaggerating, you've clearly being smoking too much Peev
Thanks though![]()
free based and speedballed apvp today. heart apparently still beating. all is good
What a shame. Maybe next time, eh?