yoyo50
Bluelighter
Yep had the same when your PV is gone you get dreams about waking and and vaping some so lucid you have to wake up then be sad you actually don't have any lol
Ive got 99 problems and pv caused every one!
I got the strongest dreams from heroin. I think I just conditioned my brain to deal with things in a certain way - so when I get stressed out it starts throwing out helpful suggestions in my dreams like 'hey, do smack..'.
Or I just want what I can't have![]()
It's insane! When I tried first time was 3,4-DMMC and MDPV combo pellets. When the 3,4-DMMC lasted the MDPV came up...after about an hour I'm freezed both mentally and phisically my brain misfired hard. Uncontrolled muscle tension I had I walked like a soldier marching and when the friend asked me to give him some weed I just looked at the sky with bug eyes and freezed. He frightened to see me and he took away the requested weed from my pocket. PVP was more friendly but the dose after dose built up almost the same way. Police came for me and I listened they for ours trough my window searching the hidden cameras in my room scanning the wall searching nothing and shit like that...It's called "excited delirium". Sometimes it's very funny to remember that (damn!) but rather so sad. Weird mechanism these chemicals work...how?That's known these are norepinephrine dopamine reuptake inhibitors but I think affects on something more in the brain.
FWIW, my last large(ish) order was for 10g. Part of that was for a friend. Once it landed I spent a lot of time faffing about weiging and dividing different sized baggies... then putting it all back together and reweighing and divvying... all the time chasing for all I was worth... Of course by the time I had to actually do something other than play with it I'd already smoked far too much to be capable of doing anything other than smoking the rest.
I was so riddled with Parkisonian symptoms towards the end I'm genuinely amazed I came back from it. Really is incredible how such a truly headmashing substance can ultimately tread relatively gently upon body and mind... to a point. Much of the rest of you post sounds remarkably familiar to me - and, I suspect, to pretty much all of us who have had our time with it - so I know nothing I say will come as news to you... But I would try to remind you of just how intense that fiending is and how severe the outcomes can be. I'd be reasonably sure that - as with so many addictive drugs - relapses represent ever decreasing circles.
If you're not exaggerating, you've clearly being smoking too much Peev
Thanks though![]()
free based and speedballed apvp today. heart apparently still beating. all is good
What a shame. Maybe next time, eh?

