Well things took an interesting turn last night... Decided to put the meth away as I had become distracted by other stuff and hadn't redosed in hours, besides I was already feeling sleep deprived and would rather enjoy it when I'm fresh.
Anyway, I have been vaping AB-FUBINACA recently (my first synth noid) and decided to take a cheeky hit before bed to relax. Well...I don't know if it was the sleep deprivation, the meth or the AB-FUBINACA (probably this, seeing as I use the hyper accurate means of measuring by flicking a bit of the poweder on foil with a plectrum or whatever. So yeah, needless to say it was a pretty massive hit, coupled with the sleep deprivation, and suddenly I AM TRIPPING BALLS! Full OEV morphing occurring. I had to use another 1mg clonazolam to calm down, but after that anxiety passed the experience was actually pretty visually fascinating considering there were no psyches involved... somewhat reminiscent to less colourful but very clear DMT open eye visuals and dissociation. Weird stuff...
Anyway, I got about 8 hours sleep and feel much more sane for it. Going to gorge on food, maybe go for a cycle, and then it is only a question of whether to finish the meth or give ephenidine a shot. I have until Monday evening before I need to sober up and get the house in order so.... until then, party on! %)