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Gibberings episode 0x000000c7(?) -- Party like it's 199!

Nicklazz said:
from what? ;)

Any of u guyz tried 5-MeO-DMT?
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A lot of downers. I went off the deep end slightly these past months. Trying to pull it back around. If only I did;t have such easy access to an array of prescription drugs which are highly abusable as in they stop me thinking, which makes me happy...but also lazy as fuck. I've just yanked on a certain thread which should cut me off pregabalin and tramadol. But I still have codeine and high dose Ritalin XR n diclaz easy access.... I might have to pull a Russell Brand and go t total if i can't get a grip and only use/take what I need. Which in all honesty is likely nothing. Ugh facing reality sucks. 8(

Other than that I've had arrested development when it comes to this home electrician course. Started off so well, then hit a mega bump of depression medicated by myself to keep me from going insane :) So kicking myself up the fucking arse cus i'm being a lazy cunt. and paying to be one. with my own $$$ if i don't do the course.

I will do the course. It's just one of those days....weeks...months....I lose count. Not a happy tangerine here thats for sure :[
 
Shambles said:
I'm actually dead jealous of your visit to Portmeirion. Charging for entry is taking the piss and some more pressing (quite literally and in the most delicious of ways <3) circumstances precluded accompaniment on that particular visit but glad y'all enjoyed <3

I know nothing of cars but I do know wonderful people when I meet them. I met three over the last week. Only one of which was a truly dead cert. I cannot wait to become a Jocklighter is all I'm saying...
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Portmeirion was worth the entry charge 8( believe it or not! The upkeep of that place must cost ££££.. It's run by a Trust not a money grabbing private business, so I got that difficulty. You'll know what I mean ;) Twas OUTSTANDING atmospheric Italian / Welsh kitsch eye-candy %) Really, really wished you were there that day but I appreciate you had other cultural activities to keep ya buzzy :D

Apart from Wales being Wales (wow it's tiny), I got some great sleeps and rest, really enjoyed the bilingual everything plus signposting, slate walls, T&CP thangs 8) and the Snowdonia national park + beaches n' coast :) ....what was really lovely was the people, hospitality and lovely local food.

Great BBQ and campsite gourmet dinner party carry-on's =D hosted by Shammy <3 Hardcore glamping at its best %)


I'm glad to have visited Wales - fab place, amazing peeps XXX




..and I still have NEUADD FACH stuff for lots of dinners and apple cinnamon cake 8( oh boy-oh-boy =D


This post has slipped into the snoo & food threads of sensory delights!
 
Tangerine Dream said:
A lot of downers. I went off the deep end slightly these past months. Trying to pull it back around. If only I did;t have such easy access to an array of prescription drugs which are highly abusable as in they stop me thinking, which makes me happy...but also lazy as fuck. I've just yanked on a certain thread which should cut me off pregabalin and tramadol. But I still have codeine and high dose Ritalin XR n diclaz easy access.... I might have to pull a Russell Brand and go t total if i can't get a grip and only use/take what I need. Which in all honesty is likely nothing. Ugh facing reality sucks. 8(

Other than that I've had arrested development when it comes to this home electrician course. Started off so well, then hit a mega bump of depression medicated by myself to keep me from going insane :) So kicking myself up the fucking arse cus i'm being a lazy cunt. and paying to be one. with my own $$$ if i don't do the course.

I will do the course. It's just one of those days....weeks...months....I lose count. Not a happy tangerine here thats for sure :[
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I know a lot of sparkies, and a number of them after ten years are earning serious sums in oil/gas/hostile environment stuff. The had to do their modules, then the shit wriggling around in lofts for a bit, then better money, part time commercial tickets, 3 phase tickets, working on platform tickets, explosive environment tickets, panelling and instrumentation tickets, safety inspection tickets etc, all part time.

Best thing is with each extra ticket they do, change jobs, money way up, and can then stop, live somewhere tropical, have fun, do another ticket by correspondence, go back, money up again etc.

It's just get the drudge done first.
 
I know dude, I'm currently mentally thrashing my stupid consciousness for being so lazy/stupid/unmotivated. I'd be beyond stupid to let this slip through my fingers. I need a push but I'm the only one capable of pushing myself. I know all the basics now.... I need some hands on work with me dad (builder, plumber, electrician)

I think I need a good fucking smash round the head... sometimes. I've so far paid 350 off 2.4k course - 125 monthly. I will ring them tomorrow and see where I should be and what I should be doing in terms of revising, exams online, hands on xp...

If I have the skills and worked for someone I would succeed. Sounds hard to believe, that I think that.... But when I have ever had a job in past I stuck with it and was model employee. I quit waitrose to go to uni, I quit bartending when i left uni (dropped out) in sheffield, and then got job at asda for 2-3 years... but had spinal tumour removed/major surgery then best mate died in my house n I found him.... So I ended up quitting that. Maybe not the model employee thinking about it.

I need to rearrange my mind, find a solution that works. make steady but on target progress and stick with it...

"I give myself very good advice, but I very seldom follow it."

Sorry for the torrents of self deprecation and moaning. Kick me up the arse or slap my face about. Feel free.
 
Tangerine Dream said:
I know dude, I'm currently mentally thrashing my stupid consciousness for being so lazy/stupid/unmotivated. I'd be beyond stupid to let this slip through my fingers. I need a push but I'm the only one capable of pushing myself. I know all the basics now.... I need some hands on work with me dad (builder, plumber, electrician)

I think I need a good fucking smash round the head... sometimes. I've so far paid 350 off 2.4k course - 125 monthly. I will ring them tomorrow and see where I should be and what I should be doing in terms of revising, exams online, hands on xp...

If I have the skills and worked for someone I would succeed. Sounds hard to believe, that I think that.... But when I have ever had a job in past I stuck with it and was model employee. I quit waitrose to go to uni, I quit bartending when i left uni (dropped out) in sheffield, and then got job at asda for 2-3 years... but had spinal tumour removed/major surgery then best mate died in my house n I found him.... So I ended up quitting that. Maybe not the model employee thinking about it.

I need to rearrange my mind, find a solution that works. make steady but on target progress and stick with it...

"I give myself very good advice, but I very seldom follow it."

Sorry for the torrents of self deprecation and moaning. Kick me up the arse or slap my face about. Feel free.
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Yep, you are undoubtedly a cunt of the highest disorder... :). But listen, we are all victims of circumstance, it just depends what you make from those circumstances. Stick with it and the rewards will follow. I just don't envy you the wriggling around lofts at the height of summer bit...
 
After yesterday with this 1 p ivedecided to move to Ireland somewhere round bush ills or large. Yup my ambition is to live in an orange hole as some might call it. Gotta be better than the second city.
 
I hate both places. Tourists like bush ills as it has that village feel about it. Large is just really depressing. Only go when I take the coast road or need the ferry. Both seldom events.
 
7-zip is my preferred archive tool for Windows. I'm not sure there are any ways to do it without downloading some kind of software though.
 
http://online.b1.org/online I tried this, and it extracted the file, open them, but not let me DL the files. I'm confused. It's a program that goes with a gaming headset, a new one? Could it download as RAR if it did not DL properly?

EDIT-Done it using RAR file open knife which put all the extracted files back.
 
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Sadly back from holiday. First shift off the bat is a close. Not just any close, a "we got reemed and fucked all night shift close" Even with an extra body didn't get out of work until nearly 1am. Now that Shambles has gone to bed I'm at a loss. Think I might just potter on fb. Not ready for bed yet. Thank fook I don't start until 4 tomorrow. Gotta bit of sleep coming my way! BRUTAL is all I can say. When my work says " take a beer home" you know you've done a good job and got fucked over. Bottoms up!
 
Massive clothes order just arrived <3 must be dress up time somewhere in the world ;) I can see how this afternoon will pan out; try everything 60 odd times, debate about returning it and looking what else to buy now :D
 
hahaha women and the clothes and shoes never satisfied are you :)

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