So the weekend was pretty amazing. It ended up being just me, my girl and her ex, my other friends dropped out. Really nice, cool guy. He was sort of a third wheel, while not really being a third wheel. Like, we all did stuff together seamlessly, he was really good at giving us our privacy. I felt 100% comfortable as soon as I spent a little time with him/them. Clearly they're just very close friends without anything romantic remaining. She didn't modify the way she acts with me at all. He and I bonded a lot... we might go visit him this summer, or at least sometime in the not too distant future (in Oregon). Interesting dude, and he's a musician too. I told him about my ibogaine experience and he was so fascinated, I'm going to send him the link to my story to read. I noticed as I was telling it and we were excitedly conversing (me and him), that she was just sitting over there beaming in a really beautiful way, observing and glowing.
Actually I have never felt as close to her, I feel like I know her better. Seeing their inside jokes and references to a life together in the past, it helped me to understand her better and it also reinforced my existing beliefs about her. I'd be totally cool with it if he lived here even and I saw him regularly, I consider him a friend for sure. He's probably one of the nicest people I've ever met honestly. Very, very respectful of our thing, he gave us plenty of space but was still really part of the group in every way. It feels good to know she came from a healthy, loving relationship, one that just petered out into friendship over time.
We went camping at Huntfish Falls, a really beautiful and awesome mountain valley/river spot. Swam and climbed in the river, hiked, made a fire, cooked Indian food, and smoked weed. I had been considering suggesting and/or doing a psychedelic, I brought some mushrooms with, but it just seemed better without, though we talked about psychedelics a little bit.
My girl is so damn sexy when we're camping. She likes to be naked as much as possible, we went on a naked hike at one point (well she did anyway), just the two of us. She's kind of a little nudist, she just doesn't care if people see her naked... I find it very appealing. When we went to be we had so much sex, it was pretty amazing, especially being outside next to the river. Something about a girl being totally unconcerned with getting dirty really does it for me too. In the morning I got up hours earlier than them and did a bunch of stuff by myself... made some awesome rock towers using really heavy rocks for the base that were sitting at the cresting point of waterfalls, found some quartz crystals, and walked way down the river and back (in the river of course, some swimming required). Then the others got up and we played in the river for a while and packed up and took another trail out. Then we went to a hippie 4th of the July party (on the 5th), it was quite an event, there was free food and beer (including a whole roast pig, which I ate a pretty insane amount of), and it was right by the river (a larger and warmer river). There were naked people on the rope swing and just hanging around, and they had a farm olympics which was pretty funny to watch. Eventually we came home and passed out. All in all, a great weekend.
One of these days I really need to make my way to Asheville and meet some of you lovely people. I've only met one BLer, and none of the PD Soc regulars.
Yeah man, that would be awesome, you'd have a collection of people to meet that you already know through here.
U guys use snus there or even know what it is? Way more better than cigarettes.
And I use tea often to blend with weed, green tea mostly. Its nice
I haven't used it but I was the programmed in charge of a series of studies my company did pre-release of snus, partly to come up with the name as well as other marketing specifics.
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