SpecialKmedical
Greenlighter
- Joined
- May 22, 2015
- Messages
- 7
For the last 3years i have been indulging in semi frequent sesions with ketamine.
Sometimes i just go through a gram in day or two alone, and sometimes i use it with lsd or another psych.
I do this once in every 2month or so.
The thing is that during and days after i feel supercharged with mental, spirutual and emotional power!
I get access to my subconsious mind and my life just flows like nothing for a few weeks after.
Its really hard to explain but i have alot of traumas that usually blunts my emotions and makes me quite low and trapped in a dull place.
But my journey with psychs has gotten me to a place where i can deal with this.
However its only with ketamine i can let go of everything and feel like a god among mortals and just live without fear and take what i want from life!
Also i know im not just delusional and think these things happen too.
Ive been able to find new ways to basicly live without working and found "life hacks" too get by with using less energy than before.
My only concern is that i will get trapped in a serious addiction someday.
The pull of ketamine is very heavy, and every time i get on it its harder to go off!
I usually only buy 1-2grams so it only lasts me a couple days with me basicly staying high 12hours a day untill im done.
Then i do t touch it again untill after 4-8weeks.
However i dont hole much but find a sweet spot where im wonky but functional enough to do stuff without anyone noticing.
However i do go to a hole or two every run to reset my ego.
My trick to avoid addiction has been to stay in very good shape both physical and mentally.
Basicly i need to train my ego to withstand the effects of the K.
It will test you and wants to break you into submission.
But if you refuse it and show it that you are its master then it will reward you with godlike powers.
Show it that you wont give up your health and well being for its sake and you will be fine.
I never dose early in the am but instead make sure i have worked out first and filled myself with nutritious food and alot of water.
I megadose vitamins, minerals and healthy fats.
You can never let it break you or it will eat your soul and spit it out to hell.
Ive been to dark places and refuse to go back.
Im in control and every time i dose i need to cement it further.
Sometimes i just go through a gram in day or two alone, and sometimes i use it with lsd or another psych.
I do this once in every 2month or so.
The thing is that during and days after i feel supercharged with mental, spirutual and emotional power!
I get access to my subconsious mind and my life just flows like nothing for a few weeks after.
Its really hard to explain but i have alot of traumas that usually blunts my emotions and makes me quite low and trapped in a dull place.
But my journey with psychs has gotten me to a place where i can deal with this.
However its only with ketamine i can let go of everything and feel like a god among mortals and just live without fear and take what i want from life!
Also i know im not just delusional and think these things happen too.
Ive been able to find new ways to basicly live without working and found "life hacks" too get by with using less energy than before.
My only concern is that i will get trapped in a serious addiction someday.
The pull of ketamine is very heavy, and every time i get on it its harder to go off!
I usually only buy 1-2grams so it only lasts me a couple days with me basicly staying high 12hours a day untill im done.
Then i do t touch it again untill after 4-8weeks.
However i dont hole much but find a sweet spot where im wonky but functional enough to do stuff without anyone noticing.
However i do go to a hole or two every run to reset my ego.
My trick to avoid addiction has been to stay in very good shape both physical and mentally.
Basicly i need to train my ego to withstand the effects of the K.
It will test you and wants to break you into submission.
But if you refuse it and show it that you are its master then it will reward you with godlike powers.
Show it that you wont give up your health and well being for its sake and you will be fine.
I never dose early in the am but instead make sure i have worked out first and filled myself with nutritious food and alot of water.
I megadose vitamins, minerals and healthy fats.
You can never let it break you or it will eat your soul and spit it out to hell.
Ive been to dark places and refuse to go back.
Im in control and every time i dose i need to cement it further.
Last edited: