I have said this to you but you won't listen. You hear me, but you don't listen...
Your body is telling you, it's TELLING YOU, that you can't keep this shit up. If you'd make a healthier choice RIGHT NOW, you'd probably heal. Your genes appear to keep you pretty damn healthy in spite of the daily abuse you put your body through.
But you seem to expect to just skate right on through old age relying on your good genes. THEY WILL NOT PREVENT YOU FROM DOING IRREVERSIBLE DAMAGE TO YOUR BODY. One day, unless you stop NOW, it'll be too late.
PLEASE don't be stupid. Having chronic health issues, I can PROMISE you, that you don't wanna go down this road. You have no concept of how bad my health is, because for one, on the surface you can't SEE my immune system attacking my own body, you can't SEE the visceral pain in my body. Two, you've always been pretty damn healthy relatively speaking, so you don't understand how much bad health impacts your daily life, your hopes and dreams, your pride, your dignity.
I get frustrated that you won't listen to me when I tell you....PLEASE, before it's TOO LATE, you don't WANT to know what it feels like to be in pain every day. You don't WANT to know how it feels, the fear you will feel as your body dishes out frightening symptom after frightening symptom. You don't WANT to know how your physical limitations will impact your pride, your dignity, your everything.
Oh my GOD, please heed my words. Please. This isn't a rehearsal. This is real. Real. Life. Right now. Right here, right now, real as it gets.
What would it take to get through to you? It being too late?
Don't fuck this up. Your body is telling you to help it. You've got this beautiful chance, to heed my words, to listen to your body. Don't blow it. You will regret it SO BADLY if you do....
Come ON.
Stop this madness.
Time is running out.
One day you won't have any more chances, any more time.
Don't create a situation where you will look back to "now" and wish you could go back. It will hurt you more than you can currently comprehend.
Please.
Peace.