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The Sad Thread (Anti-Snoo) 2 - Tory Britain in Flames

I would probably bash my head in with one right now.

Pretty sure I am on the ban list of friendship but as I do not recall what I said I don't know what to do. Being a twat is fucking hard work.
 
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A Tory overall majority, Jess's mother critically ill in hospital with multiple organ failure and my own mother having the temerity to say So I suppose she's not going to be going to Bearded Theory with you now? Did you pay for her ticket on your credit card? She's let you down again. How many times is that she's had to look after her mother? I did snap at her and tell her not to be so mercenary. (I declined to mention to her about Nicky -- who also can't come now -- 's ticket also outstanding on my credit card. First time I've owed anyone money since I paid off the mortgage, and it's a little bit embarrassing.) Oh, and these are "E-tickets"; not actual, physical tickets that could simply be placed in the classified section of the Evening Telegraph in such an event. Absit omen anyone else should be allowed to do any of that free-market capitalism thing that allows ticket-selling websites to add a mark-up to the face value of the ticket that would only be "optional" if tickets to the same event could actually be purchased elsewhere (like releasing software under a BSD / Apache licence, but in binary form only).

That enough to be going on with?
 
We've come to the conclusion that my eldest cat is deaf when we realised she didn't even respond to the alarm going but Tilly did and she was going mental.

I have spent the last hour allowing her on my bed against the rules now I'm covered in cat hair but she seems pleased. Animals break my heart :(
 
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Aww, that is sad Ms Lane, poor wee soul. Least you know now and can make allowances for her <3

Me to. x
 
She's just a wee beggar for snuggles. I'm gonna keep allowing her into my bed for cuddles now.
 
Feeling depressed a day after leaving a rehab facility/mental hospital against medical advice because I just couldn't stand being there anymore. I was only there for two weeks, but in that time shared things about myself with the other patients there that I could not ever share with anyone I know from my real life. Really missing them now that my departure is finally setting in :(
 
Cosmic Giraffe said:
Feeling depressed a day after leaving a rehab facility/mental hospital against medical advice because I just couldn't stand being there anymore. I was only there for two weeks, but in that time shared things about myself with the other patients there that I could not ever share with anyone I know from my real life. Really missing them now that my departure is finally setting in :(
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I'd suggest going back, ive watched a fair few walk out where I am.. They tend to come back smashed or stay out smashing themselves to peices :(. I know what you mean about sharing stuff with folk, I'm really close with a few in here, so much so, Ive stayed another week 8) I do have to leave this week though.

Take care of yourself <3
 
Cosmic Giraffe said:
Feeling depressed a day after leaving a rehab facility/mental hospital against medical advice because I just couldn't stand being there anymore. I was only there for two weeks, but in that time shared things about myself with the other patients there that I could not ever share with anyone I know from my real life. Really missing them now that my departure is finally setting in :(
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As the much wiser posters above me have said: go back.
Those kind of facilities have such a negative stigma when you're outside, but inside the magic they work is... magic, actually.

In any case: if you wish to talk, please feel free to PM me. <3


OT: I have a massive drug problem and my life is, generally speaking, falling to shit.
 
Thanks for the support everyone, unfortunately I cannot go back to the hospital I was staying at as it is two hours away and I needed to get back to work because we were getting too behind on our bills. Turns out I'm not feeling quite ready for work due to me rushing things, and I am not working anyway. Still feeling the withdrawals two and a half weeks into my detox with Xanax and etizolam. Hopefully I don't ever find myself in another situation like this one. This is hell.

Again thanks everyone <3 I have my detox meds and shouldn't have any problems tapering myself from them. Next I need to find a therapist I can talk to. I really don't want to, but I will give it a try. Otherwise I may find myself again where I am now.
 
Feeling very anti-snoo. And found out the area manager is in work tomorrow all day again and I want to cry :( people just aint no good.
 
SummerSerenade said:
Life.
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You and drugs eh? <3

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Work has been absolute hell today! And I have a feeling of dread I can't shift right now. I think I'll have to go cry in bed and maybe take some zopis.
 
I fucked everything up. Got a serious low on and don't know what to do. Man, life just turned.
 
^ Yep same. Now I'm also on the verge of being homeless and have no money left. If I thought life wasn't worth living before it certainly isn't now and I've pretty much run out of reasons to try. Guess sometimes things just don't get better.
 
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