Ok...so I've been on suboxone for a bit now and it has greatly improved my life.
Now, I do not want to use non stop again but can't grasp living in a world where I can't take opiate vacations anymore. But every time I want to I can't bring myself to wait until I get feeling crappy from lack of subs, and I begin using a tad too early, there's too much blocking, I end up overcompensating and never getting any euphoria...it's a total mess. Only good opiate experiences I have had in recent years is when I first let myself take NOTHING until I'm feeling crappy from lack of subs in my system.
Now here is my idea...I want to know if this would work. While on subs I inject myself with a good sized narloxene dose...which from what I've read should put me into withdrawal (some people can't use suboxone for this very reason, with the 2mg of narloxene in them and all). Now once I've done that shouldn't I then be able to use an euphoric opiate (most likely heroin or china white, maybe opana, or oxys) and get that sweet sense of relief from using opiates when sick?
Is this idea genius or unworkable? Some kinks to work out?
Thanks for your input guys.
Now, I do not want to use non stop again but can't grasp living in a world where I can't take opiate vacations anymore. But every time I want to I can't bring myself to wait until I get feeling crappy from lack of subs, and I begin using a tad too early, there's too much blocking, I end up overcompensating and never getting any euphoria...it's a total mess. Only good opiate experiences I have had in recent years is when I first let myself take NOTHING until I'm feeling crappy from lack of subs in my system.
Now here is my idea...I want to know if this would work. While on subs I inject myself with a good sized narloxene dose...which from what I've read should put me into withdrawal (some people can't use suboxone for this very reason, with the 2mg of narloxene in them and all). Now once I've done that shouldn't I then be able to use an euphoric opiate (most likely heroin or china white, maybe opana, or oxys) and get that sweet sense of relief from using opiates when sick?
Is this idea genius or unworkable? Some kinks to work out?
Thanks for your input guys.
