Sadie
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OMG! That took me by surprise so much I snorted then burst into laughter. You've ruined it all! I shall forever think of you when I'm with Sham! Lurking under our bed! You've given me a complex now!
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Gibberings CXCIII - Only the Upper Third of the Glans is Exposed
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OMG! That took me by surprise so much I snorted then burst into laughter. You've ruined it all! I shall forever think of you when I'm with Sham! Lurking under our bed! You've given me a complex now!
Sammy G
Ex-Bluelighter
Sick and aroused, such a sexy fucker you are! NICE! Sorry, it was late at night and why the hell not, few were about. TBF we only took up a page and it was a conversation that involved others. Still, I know, much on the squirreling bizniz
Apologies all round...
To think you had the audacity to say what you did about my larking about with my buddy gardenlane, and we weren't even being nice to each other!
Shocking.
Tangerine Dream
Bluelighter
Aha! The plan worked perfectly! *A-Team Music plays*
Eveleivibe
Ex-Bluelighter
Ugh I've all these thoughts going on.... and other day I got to thinking about drinking n the point when I was healthy n didn't drink for ages. At that time I did not go on forums (years ago I went on some depression chat rooms n drunk alot but was before I had little one. I had (not joking) became addicted to the internet to the point it overtook my life. While I cannot blame internet forums for drinking I do wonder if I did not have access to them would i continue to do so?
For me, although drinking isn't an addiction it is linked to forums. It goes something like that:
Thought process "Ummm I think there's going to be lots of people on ****, a drink would be nice"
"No it won't. You'll put weight on, you'll argue with people, you'll spend money you don't have."
"But a few drink will make me put weight on, I've just been paid...." etc, etc umtil I talk myself into it.
Then I think "well I'll get myself banned off them problem solved" which never works because then I end up upset with why I was banned, lurk n drink anyway.
Don't get me wrong I'm in no way blaming forums. I'm responsible for my own behaviour n own that. Just explaining some of my weird thought processes.
I sort of get obsessed with things n scared of losing things that matter to me (in a harmless way) this may as well be public seems as i entrusted someone who felt it was their business to go round telling people my private business.
I basically need to break away some of the pattern n I think that by forcing myself off suboxone - will get me half way there. Show me that loss n change are not always bad scarey things.
Sorry for all that rambling on people.
LOL
Evey
For me, although drinking isn't an addiction it is linked to forums. It goes something like that:
Thought process "Ummm I think there's going to be lots of people on ****, a drink would be nice"
"No it won't. You'll put weight on, you'll argue with people, you'll spend money you don't have."
"But a few drink will make me put weight on, I've just been paid...." etc, etc umtil I talk myself into it.
Then I think "well I'll get myself banned off them problem solved" which never works because then I end up upset with why I was banned, lurk n drink anyway.
Don't get me wrong I'm in no way blaming forums. I'm responsible for my own behaviour n own that. Just explaining some of my weird thought processes.
I sort of get obsessed with things n scared of losing things that matter to me (in a harmless way) this may as well be public seems as i entrusted someone who felt it was their business to go round telling people my private business.
I basically need to break away some of the pattern n I think that by forcing myself off suboxone - will get me half way there. Show me that loss n change are not always bad scarey things.
Sorry for all that rambling on people.
LOL
Evey
Sadie
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Umm Sir Sammy, You forget, we did involve other people and there was a conversation involved with all that wished to chuck their two cents in...
We did not at any point ignore attempts to join in on a conversation. Yes, this has been noticed! Don't get me started dear boy of mine. I've got all sorts of appreciation for you. LOTS but when you and GL get going no one can get into gibz. They are usually ignored. It's pages of a two way conversation involving no one else. Just sayin'
That's not to say that it isn't sweet ( even platonic as you say ) sweet is sweet and it is lovely the banter between you both.
I nearly started a thread just for you two to squirrel but thankfully was talked out of it.
We did not at any point ignore attempts to join in on a conversation. Yes, this has been noticed! Don't get me started dear boy of mine. I've got all sorts of appreciation for you. LOTS but when you and GL get going no one can get into gibz. They are usually ignored. It's pages of a two way conversation involving no one else. Just sayin'
That's not to say that it isn't sweet ( even platonic as you say ) sweet is sweet and it is lovely the banter between you both.
I nearly started a thread just for you two to squirrel but thankfully was talked out of it.
Sadie
Bluelight Crew
Ramble away, that's what gibz is for. Sometimes people need to get things off their chest. No harm in that.
Please stop trying to get yourself banned. That doesn't address the issue. I don't even pretend to know what that issue would be but taking something away rather than addressing the issue is only a temporary solution IMO but as I don't know the situation I really shouldn't comment.
Point is, feel free to rant. Getting things off your chest almost always helps.
Eveleivibe
Ex-Bluelighter
To be fair, Sadie does have a point. It's lovely to see you n MzGarden having convos but it is just the both of you n hardly anyone here. Ive not a clue what you're talking about n I feel a bit stupid. Why not make a "Sammy n MzGarden thread? That'd be ace. Also Shamz n Sadie had others talking like baooozs etc
Evey
Sammy G
Ex-Bluelighter
I know it might have seemed that way, but any visitors would have been welcome. I'd have made her put the kettle on and everything.
We're mostly talking bollocks, Evey. No need to feel stupid. And I expect that baooozs was primarily present in order to demonstrate / gain some understanding of EADD culture, rather than cosy up with the lovebirds.
I think most people who don't post during these times do so because they're laughing.
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Sadie
Bluelight Crew
Sadly that's not the case. I know myself and others have tried to join into gibz convos many a time only to be ignored.
I don't mean to be rude if you take it as such. Please don't, it's really not the way it is intended.
I don't mean to be rude if you take it as such. Please don't, it's really not the way it is intended.
Tangerine Dream
Bluelighter
I wasn't laughing. I was insanely jealous of the attention gardenlane was giving you, and spent most of the time reading and wiping tears off my face & keyboard.
Sadie
Bluelight Crew
Damn! I just became a hypocrite in this specific subject matter! I didn't see you post and I did scroll up. Our posts may have been in passing....
You are an evil genius and deserve A Team theme tune.
Also, I not only admire but adore your sarcasm! You, my good sir, are admirable!
breakcorefiend
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Morning all, nasty grey day here, a typical monday morning tbh
How is everyone doing today? only a few more days till I get to see my panda
How is everyone doing today? only a few more days till I get to see my panda
Sadie
Bluelight Crew
Morning all, nasty grey day here, a typical monday morning tbh
How is everyone doing today? only a few more days till I get to see my panda
LUCKY!!!!!!!!!!!
Please take some time to appreciate those couples that can't be physically together atm. Enjoy that lovely girl of yours and treat her to loads of affection!
Who am I kidding, you'd do that anyway!
breakcorefiend
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LUCKY!!!!!!!!!!!
Please take some time to appreciate those couples that can't be physically together atm. Enjoy that lovely girl of yours and treat her to loads of affection!
Who am I kidding, you'd do that anyway!
I know the feeling, its really shit being apart when all you wanna do is be together, I am gunna make the most of the time we have together, gunna cook tasty food, go on bike rides, maybe make some music together, play some games n just enjoy being with eachother, its gunna be awesome
can't wait to step off the bus n see her
Sadie
Bluelight Crew
I know the feeling, its really shit being apart when all you wanna do is be together, I am gunna make the most of the time we have together, gunna cook tasty food, go on bike rides, maybe make some music together, play some games n just enjoy being with eachother, its gunna be awesome
You just made my day! You're such a lovely boy. You two deserve such happiness. She's a lucky girl. Saying that, you're a very lucky boy.
I at least have the knowledge that hopefully sooner rather than later Sham and I will have a place of our own.
Hope you two ( sorry three ) have a wonderful time. xxxx
Sammy G
Ex-Bluelighter
How do you define 'ignored' though? If somebody addresses the 'offending' people directly and say, for example, asks a direct question, then of course it'd be rude to ignore them.
I haven't really seen much of that though. What I have seen is people popping into Gibberings when there's been a conversation going on, making a general 'hello isn't the weather good' type post and expecting people to break off from the fun they're obviously having and acknowledge the other party. Which is just as rude in itself, if you think about it.
Fine balance? Quite.
Sadie
Bluelight Crew
Nah brah, I know people have tried to join in and been totally ignored.
Have lots of respect for you but that's just ignorant!
Eveleivibe
Ex-Bluelighter
I want a new tattoo along my outta leg. I want it to represent friendship n the contradiction of friendship. I'm thinking snakes n apples? Snakes n dragons? Snakes n roses, snakes n daggers or summit else?. What ye all think?
Anyone good at designing tattoos here that could maybe draw me a design?
Evey
Anyone good at designing tattoos here that could maybe draw me a design?
Evey
Sammy G
Ex-Bluelighter
Find an example, and I'll be happy to apologise on behalf of both myself and GL.
I don't think you will though - and remember that accusing us of goings-on, posting 'boak' or an image of somebody vomiting is hardly joining in. :D
BecomingJulie
Bluelight Crew
BAD IDEA. You are just setting yourself up for a disappointment. You've tried this before, and it hasn't worked. Unless something else has changed, it probably won't work this time, either.
My advice is: Get stable on your current level, which will take longer than you think, but you'll know when you are; and then think about reducing.
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