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Gibberings CLXXXVII - Shamming The Docs Summat Rotten

Sorry to whinge, but I feel myself beginning to give up again. I've cancelled an important medical appointment, school, and meeting a friend today because I can't get myself out of bed. There's no point in me doing anything. I want to medicate this shit away, but I'm running low on functional downers. I run out of benzos on Saturday presuming I only take two tabs a day and my refill isn't till Monday. I don't care about the withdrawals. I probably deserve them.
 
Sammy G said:
Need?

What's wrong?
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Cancelled three things, one very important, today because couldn't get myself out of bed. Crying for no reason. Missing school and doctors, missing friend. Will run out of benzos on Saturday, can't be bothered with the fuss of asking for an early refill. I want to drop out of school.
 
I won't stop you... so long as you don't stop me.

Edit.. Sammy, pm me :D

Kota - don't give up, it's hard, I know. Having nearly thrown the towel in a few times I'm glad I never. My life still is far from good but I can see good. Over there >>> miles away.. just ;) <3 take care, get a refil..
 
Kota said:
Cancelled three things, one very important, today because couldn't get myself out of bed. Crying for no reason. Missing school and doctors, missing friend. Will run out of benzos on Saturday, can't be bothered with the fuss of asking for an early refill. I want to drop out of school.
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Would a hug make anything better? Guess not.

lurching said:
How has Sammy G not hooked her up with some quality smack hugs yet?
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Not the time or the place, but ha bloody ha.

And please try to get that refill at least, Kota. Don't make me get on a train.
 
winter this year has affected a lot of people i know in terms of mood, myself included. Jan/Feb are the worst months of the year really. Struggling to get out of bed myself at the moment, sleeping 12+ hours a night and feeling like shit all day. It helps getting some sunlight and having something to apply yourself to, I'm relieved uni has started up again for me and I have something to do to take my mind off things.

edit> try to go to your medical appointments at least, it can help move things forward.
 
you grassed on yourself. Technically that still makes you a grass but theres nothing wrong with grass... theres a lot of nice kinds of grasses.

Whistle blows to the tune of 'whispering trees the grass don't need to know'
 
Kota said:
Sorry to whinge, but I feel myself beginning to give up again. I've cancelled an important medical appointment, school, and meeting a friend today because I can't get myself out of bed. There's no point in me doing anything. I want to medicate this shit away, but I'm running low on functional downers. I run out of benzos on Saturday presuming I only take two tabs a day and my refill isn't till Monday. I don't care about the withdrawals. I probably deserve them.
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Sorry to hear that kota :( <3

Ceres said:
winter this year has affected a lot of people i know in terms of mood, myself included. Jan/Feb are the worst months of the year really.
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Indeed. does anyone here find vitamin D supplements help?
 
Septonn said:
True winter, the one with proper snow, ice and the occasional sunny yet cold afternoon is great imo. It's just this endless greyness that's getting me down
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Yeah i like those proper winters. the grey-ness is a load of bollocks
 
ColtDan said:
Indeed. does anyone here find vitamin D supplements help?
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Nope. No substitute for actual sun unfortunately. Well, infusions work but you have to be sicker than me to get them. I'm constantly being told I'm mildly deficient due to poor bowel absorption and steroid consumption, but my GI doc still only prescribed Adcal D3 and "going outside with your shirt off once in a while". That was back in the summer though.
 
Sammy G said:
I need some heroin and a fucking drink.
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Sounds good to me.

I like winter as long as I'm warm enough. Not too keen on it when I'm standing outside freezing my tits off waiting for a coach that was over an hour late and turned up broken, meaning I had to pay another £30 and run halfway across Birmingham to get a different one. Can't believe that was this time last week, at least I'm going on a nice civilised train journey tonight. Just wish it was now and not 4+ hours away. I need entertaining.
 
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