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EADD Benzo Discussion v. Finally remembered to start a new thread.

I know!! fucking gutted!!

The ones from Germany were so expensive like 2 quid a pill or something. These Pakistani ones were less than half that so I thought great. I just guessed that anything from that part of the world i.e. Pakistan or the middle east would probably be looked at for terrorist reasons (although from India they don't seem to give a fuck and it's next fucking door!!).

Anyway I just wrote them off as a loss and thought fuck it...just stick to the NHS!

The good thing about the German ones was there was an online doctor and you filled a couple of bone questions in and he wrote you a prescription and sent it to the supplier so that customs couldn't stop it even if they wanted to as a copy of the prescription came with it. I told a doctor mate of mine cos I thought that it was a scam but apparently it's legit (or it was then anyway)
 
THECATINTHEHAT said:
Lol gutted, I've bought meds from that part of the world loads of times with no problem. Pretty unfortunate getting a love letter first ever time you try.
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The dreaded LL. god I remember the site doing 90 bars dirt cheap from a south American country. They were falling out the flimsy envelope and still got through.
 
Sounds about right. Oh for that kind of choice and quality now. Probably for the best it's not available to me any more.
 
englandgz74 said:
Fucking hell, just seen that FG has been banned,,,,what the fuck did he do?

I really like FG :(
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I think it was for repeatedly posting music videos in the Gibberings thread. To be fair he was warned after the first few that another would result in a ban and he then posted another one. Asides from that though i really like FG, he's a good lad
 
Kota said:
I might be being scripted clonazepam soon.
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I was scripted clonazepam years ago. Be careful with that one. IMO it's one of the most "recreational" of all the benzos and tolerance builds so fast.

Within no time I was being scripted 10mg a day (20 x 0.5mg tabs) and sometimes taking twice that.

I ended up doing some very silly stuff that cost me extremely dearly while taking that. Even the name makes me shudder nowadays.

Be very careful with it <3
 
THECATINTHEHAT said:
Jesus 10mg a day, you have the best/worst doctor in the world.
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At the time I thought the best but actually the worst.

I fucking fuming at the minute. I decided to just stop my methadone CT because I can't deal with the taper. I went to this new doctor today (my old one retired) and asked for some clonidine and lofexidine and he just turned me down flat.....what a twat.

I'm struggling a bit. I chucked all the methadone pills I had so I wouldn't be tempted (there is another prescription at the chemist that can be picked up Saturday if I want it). The physical WDs aren't bad yet but I just feel this incredible depression. I'm a fucking grown man and I feel like bursting into tears...It's pathetic!!
 
Whoah dude, you've chucked all your methadone??!!

I thought you said you hadn't even felt the taper at all yet?

Regarding the doctor I'm not actually surprised at all, he's doing the sensible thing not to prescribe but he should have pointed you in the direction of drug services at the least. I'm pretty sure you have to have some sort of special dispensation to prescribe lofexodine anyway, there's generally only one person in each trust area allowed I believe and you will have to see them to get it. It lowers blood pressure a lot so they won't even script it to lots of people without making them come in for daily bp checks, everyone else has to convince them they are trustworthy for testing themselves at home (beng a paramedic you should be fine there).

I don't want to scare you but do you know how unpleasant this is going be? Really, jumping off 100mg after a fast taper from 180mg is going to be HARD. Like really really what I would consider to be totally unbearably impossible hard. Maybe I'm just a massive fanny, and you do hear of people successfully completing detoxes from that sort of dose but when I've tipped over in to wd from 80mg daily due to not being able to keep my meds down I ended up in hospital having anti-emetics and diazepam jabbed in to me so I could get in in me. I was literallly begging for them to put opiates in me as I was curled up in the fetal position vomiting my guts up uncontrollably. Like I say, maybe I'm just a fanny though.

I guess your knowledge of meds is pretty good but I would advise firing off a pm to neversickanymore asking for his links on opiate wd meds as they are very comprehenive annd useful. I'm no expert but I've got a fair experience of detoxing so if I can help at all don't hesitiate to ask.

Nothing wrong with a grown man crying btw, I do it.
 
Oh I know how hard it's going to be. I just suddenly began to feel sever WDs from the drop and thought fuck it.

I thought they might balk at lefexadine but might be OK with clonidine but no. Seeing a different doctor next thursday though.

I wish there was some magic drug that would help but unfortunately there isn't anything on opiate WDs I haven't already read. Every trick in the book I've heard and previously tried......literally all of them.

I just can't face the continual pain of a gradual taper months and month of sickness.

I've got the next 4 or 5 weeks in ambulance HQ in an office so we'll see how it goes.

Over the last 20 years I've CT'd of opiate pain meds dozens of times (admittedly methadone is a beast unto itself). Fent and morphine were more chronic but it's just the length of the WDs that is so bad with meth.

Let's see how it foes though.

I may have a question for you actually on a slightly different but related topic....I'll PM it thouh rather than discuss on an open forum (I may be able to find the answer using google first but if not I'll PM you).

Thanks though mate....appreciate the support.

I'm not trying to claim to be superman or owt but I do have incredibly strong will and very much used to pain and adversity so that can only help I suppose :)
 
I knew you wouldn't be able to keep up that taper rate and stay feeling fine!

Well, I'm rooting for you! You seem pretty well informed so I presumed you must know what you were letting yourself in for, just shocked that anyone can let themselves in for that on pupose! So you are planning to work through this? Again I really don't want to be the harbinger of doom but you might be reaching a bit on that one. When I've slipped in to wd from large doses of methadone I couldn't have worked no matter how much I wanted to, it would have been totally impossible to hide the fact I was very ill. More power to you if you think you can though!

Regarding wonder drugs for opiate withdrawal....pregabalin, or if you can't get that gabapentin. It really really does a number on the symptoms, a combination of that and lofexodine provides an unbelievable amount of relief. It's not indicated for opiate withdrawal though so it's unlikely you will be able to get anyone to script it for you. Please tell me you at least have some extra benzos or something!
 
You have to dose really highly on it, I was doing 1800mg a day. Between that and the low bp from the lofexodine I was dosed right up, see below=D:
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Not got a pm!
 
You must have balls of steel Englandgz, i could never through away my meds especially something as useful as methadone and a cause of great misery whilst withdrawing from it. Every man for himself though and you know what you want to achieve. Hope all goes well for you mate.
 
Isnt ibogaine supposed to help with opiate addiction? Just mentioning it because its not that well known in these parts of bluelight....
 
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