Thanks BF and Nicklazz, im pretty sure the new job cant be any more unsuitable for me than the last one was, this one should be much more tolerable, there may even be opportunities to chat to colleagues without everything being timed and monitored.
The good things about the last place was the people and the money, the people were a friendly/interesting/very direct bunch and i felt like i had established good relationships with all of them, except some of the managers (managers make me feel uncomfortable, something i need to work on

) and the money was pretty good.
But the new job sounds like it will be far less stressfull and far more suitable, hopefully the people working there will be friendly, even if the money isnt great, it's more than enough to keep me out of debt, i may even be able to start saving a little again, especially if i give up e-cigs for good as planned, serious proper attempt upcoming, and cut down massively on kratom consumption and other over expensive drugs. I'll have far less free time for taking drugs anyway.