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Giblets CLXXXII - Tree worship time is almost upon us

Shambles: Yeah man I was actually referred to this service (weeks ago, much ignoring/switching phone off occurred) so I guess I should drop by, like you say they know what they're on about. Can't hurt. Plus the centre is round the corner from a really good record shop- bonus!

Kate: In terms of support I have a really lovely household, live with my best friend who is a disorganised schizophrenic, which sounds like a recipe for disaster but we actually support each other really well- I guess because we know we are NOT LIKE THE NORMAL HAPPY PEOPLE and NEVER WILL BE so fuck them, we have each other.


Reluctant to go to a GP because I distrust mainstream psychiatry/"mental health" and I will never touch SSRIs with a ten-foot pole (no offence meant to those whom they help).
 
Waterfall said:
Shambles: Yeah man I was actually referred to this service (weeks ago, much ignoring/switching phone off occurred) so I guess I should drop by, like you say they know what they're on about. Can't hurt. Plus the centre is round the corner from a really good record shop- bonus!
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This is mostly my attitude. They may or may not help but may as well have 'em on board just in case. Good luck <3

Nicklazz said:
So u got b day or? I can't really understand ya post right now mate hahahaha =D
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Mmmmyeah. I now only have a year to go until I am actually and properly and officially old :(

(ie 39 today :!)
 
Sup cunts.

Anyone who lives in Birmingham feel like carrying my extremely heavy suitcase from Harborne to Digbeth coach station? No? How unkind. I dont think I've ever appreciated how heavy a months worth of stuff is until I've actually had to transport it myself. At least I'll be getting some nice exercise so my moobs might go down a bit.

How are we all today? Fabulous? Excellent. Time to down my wine and leave methinks, laters yo.

kate said:
SummerSerenade is a lovely tag - don't lose it. It's too fab to sell off. Financial management is a crucial skill and by the sound of it your on your way to a gold star
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Just don't starve and die ok. And study too, study, study, study. Did I say remember to study? Books are sexy - are any of your lecturers good looking? That always helped me at uni.

Dan deserves his bottom spanked
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Dan is a bad boy
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Just saw this. A Serenade of Summer was the title for one of the books in the series I'm writing so there's a fun fact for you.

Fuck financial management though, this time last year I had over 10k in the bank to piss around with. Sad times when I've only got £50 in the whole world now. That's what you get for being a cokehead I guess. I won't die now though cos after er, now I can eat... other peoples food... drink and be merry.

Studying? Boo to that. After this uni year I am so having a year off. One of my lecturers does happen to be the good looking, young, posh type (he is also my personal tutor, ooh) but of course I have no interest in any of that. Books can be sexy, depends which ones.

As for the last bit? Completely agree, Dan is very naughty ;) And as I may happen to be seeing him later... well.
 
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What kind of old school suitcase is it to not have wheels these days?
 
afternoon people

in one fucked off mood so i will say sorry now if i end up kicking off or upsetting anyone

do not tell you doctor your a drug user if you need help of any kind it will just fuck you in the ass later on
 
SummerSerenade said:
Sup cunts.

Anyone who lives in Birmingham feel like carrying my extremely heavy suitcase from Harborne to Digbeth coach station? No? How unkind. I dont think I've ever appreciated how heavy a months worth of stuff is until I've actually had to transport it myself. At least I'll be getting some nice exercise so my moobs might go down a bit.
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Steal a shopping trolley from the Waitrose on the High Street, and use that to transport your stuff the other 3.8 miles. Job done. ;)

Oh, and don't forget to hoy the trolley into the river round the corner when you're done with it.
 
foolsgold said:
afternoon people

in one fucked off mood so i will say sorry now if i end up kicking off or upsetting anyone

do not tell you doctor your a drug user if you need help of any kind it will just fuck you in the ass later on
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I told my doctor I'm a drug user, and it (possibly) saved my life.

If by 'help' you mean free drugs, and by 'fucking you in the ass' you mean not dishing them out, then yeah, expect that.

Hope you managed to get something out of your appointment today, even if it's purely that realisation.
 
Josh said:
What kind of old school suitcase is it to not have wheels these days?
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It does have wheels, is still heavy as fuck. Possibly due to the fact that it has 6 bottles of wine plus a bottle of vodka in. Think I shoulda just left the clothes and bought the booze right?

felix said:
Steal a shopping trolley from the Waitrose on the High Street, and use that to transport your stuff the other 3.8 miles. Job done. ;)

Oh, and don't forget to hoy the trolley into the river round the corner when you're done with it.
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Paha I'm not actually in central Harborne so to nick a trolley from Waitrose I'd have to walk 20 minutes in the other direction from the train station. As I am getting the train from uni into central, I'm not too poor to afford the train (yet).

Still, cunt of a journey (which will hopefully be worth it ;)) so wish me luck <3
 
Sammy G said:
I told my doctor I'm a drug user, and it (possibly) saved my life.

If by 'help' you mean free drugs, and by 'fucking you in the ass' you mean not dishing them out, then yeah, expect that.

Hope you managed to get something out of your appointment today, even if it's purely that realisation.
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no thats not what i mean at all i mean no help fullstop other than poxie new age style shit i know there's nothing like methadone for stim addicts

they wont give me any form of anti depressants even though ive said i was suicidal just straight up drug seeking type crap again with them anyway leave it at that as i am not think straight at the minute
 
They won't give you antidepressants because they're afraid just you'd mix them with God-knows-which obscure internet drugs, which you show no intention of leaving alone. Had you been free of drugs for a few months, I guarantee you'd have had a different experience.

It's exasperating to read. I can only imagine what it's like to treat.
 
Ive never been completely honest with a doc about drugs, your doctor doesn't know about all drugs does he sammy? I meen every single one including the Big H

My doc wanted to put me on Zoloft but i refused, i dont know why they given FG trouble. Zoloft are like sweets for docs
 
Dark Side said:
Ive never been completely honest with a doc about drugs, your doctor doesn't know about all drugs does he sammy? I meen every single one including the Big H
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My GP and the practice phlebotomists have had to draw blood from me when I've been covered in track marks. Not for a while now, but it'd be pointless to deny it.

My psychiatrist knows as well. Drug abuse is pretty much expected with my kind. I'll admit to underplaying my heroin intake occasionally, but I am honest in general. Otherwise, I'm wasting people's time. Not to mention my own.

Sure, I'll probably never get an oxy script, but in the long run it pays to tell the truth.
 
Sammy G said:
My GP and the practice phlebotomists have had to draw blood from me when I've been covered in track marks. Not for a while now, but it'd be pointless to deny it.

My psychiatrist knows as well. Drug abuse is pretty much expected with my kind. I'll admit to underplaying my heroin intake occasionally, but I am honest in general. Otherwise, I'm wasting people's time. Not to mention my own.

Sure, I'll probably never get an oxy script, but in the long run it pays to tell the truth.
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Ah right, i never told my doc i had an issue with OTC pain killers when i was and getting valium taper. I only ever say i smoke bud, mind you they know that anyway when i had an operation i had to go see a nurse everyday to get a dressing changed and i turned up high alot both nurses asked if i smoked "wacky backy" :\

my doc even said he would rather i smoke weed every day then take another val ever again
 
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