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Giblets CLXXXII - Tree worship time is almost upon us
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I want to do that with you! And bake it first together x
After a few days of deliberating whether to become Joshyvibe or not, I decided to just be Josh.
roganjosh is a bit redundant now, the current bowel situation doesn't support much in the way of curry these days
Josh is nice, I like minimalism. I keep wanting to change kate but have no idea into what? 8( Nice to see you around.
Good morning everyone, I'm still in my jammies on my 3rd cuppa and not quite awake yet. Massive good sleep though, really feel my body was nourished by it. That and eating some re-baked leftover pizza at 2am with 2 benozos seems to have helped. I kinda forgot to eat the last few days
![:\](https://bluelight.org/xf/BL_Images/Orig_Emoji/wrygrin.gif "wry grin :\")
. I'd prepared all these spices, veg fresh ginger n' whatnot to make a Thai curry last night but there was no way that was happening after a meltdown... Anyway some substance has been returned for substance abused out-in-ish-ykwim 
Mr Gold, even if we're not posting or lurking or whatever, we are always somewhere in each others thoughts wishing the best for us all. Take heart in that
Mission bathe and dress next I feel, some more domestic fluffery and I may even toddle towards a wee art project I have on the go felting cat hair %) Don't ask
If it works out I'll post a pic. & glitter to you all! Waves to the gals - Flo, kota, Swampz, Tribal, Summer, Snolz n' alz 
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I baked a christmas cake yestrday as it happens, about as involved in the festive season as I get. All those currants, and a 5 tbps of brandy. The dark nights are really fucking with my mood these days, it's a struggle against myself to get out of bed in the mornings.
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Are you decorating it too? Icing, glazed fruits or other?
Tell me, I long for sunshine and uva (is that right? 8) Why do I live in this bloody hemisphere all year round. I need a get out winter plan, sell the house, downsize to a winibago or someit and travel south after Oct. Back April. It's killing me too - I can really feel it. Many be its an age thing but I can understand all that expat retirement chit chat now of older colleagues. However, I think I may be one of those who are going to get fucked on the pension plan thing. Wafffle...oops
What do you make of those light boxes for SAD?
And hello *kiss* x
Hey kate
Hello mister are you behaving yourself? What's going on with you x
foolsgold
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thank you kate just me being over sensitive last night
just me being over sensitive last night
ColtDan
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Am okay thanku hows everything? Currently behaving myself, wont be for long though
Did the idea to become joshyvibe come from that shite name Rassyvibe lol. or whatever it is.
Did the idea to become joshyvibe come from that shite name Rassyvibe lol. or whatever it is.
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mydrugbuddy
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SAD boxes are meant to work. You can get your own for home, but they're not cheap, or there's health spas and such that do them where you take all your clothes off to get maximum exposure to the 'good' UV rays.
mydrugbuddy
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yeah good decison not to become a 3rd "vibe". 2 is already quite enough. :D
SummerSerenade
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Hello lovely kate. Hope you're well
Thinking about the name change thing I like minimalism and would just be Summer if I had my time again. Fucked if I'm donating £25 or whatever though, I can barely afford food, you can all donate money to me instead k? If I had £25 to just piss away I'd spend it on half a gram of coke and no hesitation. I havent had any for over a month, such a shite cokehead, when I get my loan again in Jan things will definitely improve
Yeah better not be for long. As in, just over a day not long (pahah
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hi inflo!
Im good, still drinkin/benzo mixin tho'. Got a load extra home, just need the strength to benzo taper & no drinkin. But hard to resist not to drink.
But ells my life is lovely, training/fitness a lot, good times I have these days
. How are u?
foolsgold
Bluelighter
good evening nick
thank you kate
We know and that's ok
Being sensitive is allowed! Try not to let it worry at you. Keep your chin up with therapy, its hard going but it'll be worth it petal xTrust you to mention nudity 8) Hehe, I didn't know that though, I will have a google. However, I love my country its amazing but in winter its shit n' dark. Think I'd rather finance going abroad for the winter than spending on stripping off in a UV salon or filling the house with light boxes....hmmm you have me thinking, that actually sounds quite fun too! Are you ok? Not seen you about much, are you job hunting again and looking after yourself
Hello lovely kate. Hope you're well
Thinking about the name change thing I like minimalism and would just be Summer if I had my time again. Fucked if I'm donating £25 or whatever though, I can barely afford food, you can all donate money to me instead k? If I had £25 to just piss away I'd spend it on half a gram of coke and no hesitation. I havent had any for over a month, such a shite cokehead, when I get my loan again in Jan things will definitely improve
Yeah better not be for long. As in, just over a day not long (pahah
SummerSerenade is a lovely tag - don't lose it. It's too fab to sell off. Financial management is a crucial skill and by the sound of it your on your way to a gold star
Just don't starve and die ok. And study too, study, study, study. Did I say remember to study? Books are sexy - are any of your lecturers good looking? That always helped me at uni.Dan deserves his bottom spanked
Dan is a bad boy 
foolsgold
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thank you hun going to see the head doctor in the morning just hope he doesn't want me sectioned
Sammy G
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Try not to worry, FG. These are nice people who genuinely want to help. I was terrified that I'd meet the Brain Police and instead I met a doctor who put me at ease and listened to what I had to say. They'll want you off the shitty internet drugs, but that's a no-brainer really isn't it?
I went to an appointment today, and I think I almost got an unprofessional hug. There was definitely some unprofessional banter. Productive, though.
I went to an appointment today, and I think I almost got an unprofessional hug. There was definitely some unprofessional banter. Productive, though.
foolsgold
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cheers sammy i am not to worried as long as they don't try locking me up over christmas
as for the hug maybe its just the christmas cheer starting early in their department
These appointments are always anxiety ridden but remember they are real people with their own things going on too - real humans like us
It's usually always ok if you are polite, honest and respectful of each other. These docs are specialists in their field, they've spent a long long time learning their art - think about what motivates them to do that. That's a GOOD thing %) I know its not easy Mr Gold but try to relax and trust them they want to help you feel better.That's because your lovable Sammy
who could resist? 8) Glad it went ok. I'm diarised for January. How was your Monday? I'm off. Tea?xSammy G
Ex-Bluelighter
That's because your lovable Sammy
I know. She was visibly distressed, poor thing.
Tea? Of course. x
Got up, got out, got a haircut, ate healthy soup and then went to see the Good Doctor. Now I'm knocking back a Guinness, because it'd be awful not to.
felix
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My fucking god... someone should steal that username right now.
Swampy, get a low-level mod job for a couple of weeks and request a name change. Because that is fucking gold. %)