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Eveleivibe
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I did 3 weeks n 2 days. Ive prayed to God to help me feel better n think he's answering. Having some toast.
So bloody annoyed because i didnt even want those bottles of wine. I just bought them n drink the two. And now i feel guilty about it. Blah.
Sorry about banging on about Honelands i don't know what the fuck that was about. You're probably right I should watch from series 1. I should look if ive access to demand TV on sky plus but ive only the basic package so maybe not.
My Ex had virgin n that was ace for showing full series. That's how i watched Life on Mars before purchasing the Box set. Need the Ashes to Ashes series now.
Evey
Sammy G
Ex-Bluelighter
Aye. I believe so.
Eveleivibe
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My daughters 5 and my boys 1, very soon be 6 and 2 though. We aimed to have them both as close to Christmas as possible just to make the end of the year as financially crippling as possible
Really enjoying the ages of them, my daughters reading really well, sit there with a massive smile on my face as she reads to me. I find it amazing. My boys just starting to talk, hes started a lot later than his sister. So fuckin funny when hes trying to say things.
Stars... love em
Awh that's ace. I'm sure you're a good father.
Evey
So what's happening around these parts eh? From what I read it looks tense and cringeworthy...wtf 8(
Got to love a Sunday even though it's blowing a gale outside there's plenty to do indoors as long as its in jammies, powdery and hedonistic.
Got to love a Sunday even though it's blowing a gale outside there's plenty to do indoors as long as its in jammies, powdery and hedonistic.
Eveleivibe
Ex-Bluelighter
Weather's nice here.
Evey
Evey
ScotchMist
Bluelight Crew
Ive seen Bob the Builder have a dance of with Sponge Bob Squarepants this morning... Top dat %)
Bob killed it, incase any of you was wondering!
Bob killed it, incase any of you was wondering!
There's no way to top that! Precious moments with Bob outdo everything :D
Gosh, my 2 are now grown up, but how I miss those days. Used to love singing along to postman pat. Jess the cat!
Sammy G
Ex-Bluelighter
Who the fuck's this 'kate', and can she make a brew?
ScotchMist
Bluelight Crew
I didnt take my kids
Tea m'dear? Only at 7.00am sharp in the mod thread...I always made a better cuppa you know. Yours was weak, no backbone you see
How's goes it wankhero?
Sammy G
Ex-Bluelighter
Tea m'dear? Only at 7.00am sharp in the mod thread...I always made a better cuppa you know. Yours was weak, no backbone you see
How's goes it wankhero?
No backbone? Get fucked.
Your tea was always better though, aye. unapologetically strong and direct.
How goes it? You might have known, had you bothered to keep in touch, though I suppose the same goes for me. I'm a million times better, I made it through a parent's decline and death okay, have real insight into my problems and I'm addressing the ones I can do something about one-by-one.
You might actually be proud of me.
No backbone? Get fucked.
Your tea was always better though, aye. unapologetically strong and direct.
How goes it? You might have known, had you bothered to keep in touch, though I suppose the same goes for me. I'm a million times better, I made it through a parent's decline and death okay, have real insight into my problems and I'm addressing the ones I can do something about one-by-one.
You might actually be proud of me.
Yes I am proud of you
That's tough and it takes guts to face it doesn't it. Hopefully that journey isn't all hard going, as its want to be, and you're getting some respite along the way. I'm sorry about your loss x. Take it you are ticking along ok?It goes wobbly here...not quite out of the woods yet but on the path (most of the time 8)). Big and bigger changes are ongoing, its one challenge after the other. Normal eh!
Keeping in touch with planet earth was never a strong point of mine, hence keeping you in mind would have be a bloody miracle
...Still you're def worth it, for someone
ScotchMist
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I always thought id struggle with that part of being a dad, i remember my old man not wanting to get involved in fun and games, especially when it involved somebody dressed up in a silly costume. Dunno if he was embarassed or just thought he was to cool..
I thought i was going to be to cool to do the okey cokey or whatever infront of other people... turns out im not cool, my kids think so though...
I thought i was going to be to cool to do the okey cokey or whatever infront of other people... turns out im not cool, my kids think so though...
s0laris
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Yes I am proud of you
It goes wobbly here...not quite out of the woods yet but on the path (most of the time 8)). Big and bigger changes are ongoing, its one challenge after the other. Normal eh!
Keeping in touch with planet earth was never a strong point of mine, hence keeping you in mind would have be a bloody miracle
The shit just keeps coming as I've learned, but I've also learned to look through challenges rather than see them as a brick wall. This year in my personal life after going through a hard time I'm a lot better at "work life balance" now which makes things much easier now, but I still need a day or two every now and then to take a moment, remind myself what's important and get back on top of things. When I say work life balance I think really that term applies to something much broader such as life, mental health balance.
Sammy G
Ex-Bluelighter
Yeah, I understand the problems about keeping in touch with planet earth. Still, it's always grand to hear from you, Kate.
The loss was hard to take, particularly as we'd only managed to trace him because his social worker insisted on him answering my sister's mail before he went into sheltered housing to get him away from drink. In the couple of years since I last saw him, he'd slipped into deep dementia and wasn't eating at all.
Shortly after my visit he started eating again, and we spent a lot of time together, both at his flat and in hospital. That time was so valuable that I can never quantify it; sometimes we'd talk, though his lucidity ebbed and flowed. Other times, we'd just look into each others eyes until he went into this silent laugh.
His last words to me were 'fuck off'. :D
I loved that man. I went a bit manic during and afterwards, but I got stabilised on 1000mg lithium.
The loss was hard to take, particularly as we'd only managed to trace him because his social worker insisted on him answering my sister's mail before he went into sheltered housing to get him away from drink. In the couple of years since I last saw him, he'd slipped into deep dementia and wasn't eating at all.
Shortly after my visit he started eating again, and we spent a lot of time together, both at his flat and in hospital. That time was so valuable that I can never quantify it; sometimes we'd talk, though his lucidity ebbed and flowed. Other times, we'd just look into each others eyes until he went into this silent laugh.
His last words to me were 'fuck off'. :D
I loved that man. I went a bit manic during and afterwards, but I got stabilised on 1000mg lithium.
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Duvet days are a blessing if you have a boss who understands the need for them. I don’t do work life balance well, I'm a workaholic
my profession has been everything for me and that has been damaging.Yeh life, it does keep coming on a roll, but it helps if you can build resilience, make yourself adaptable and strong enough to cope with the changes. In terms of mental health balance, I don't think the current work culture is there yet - its not something they recognise as a responsibility on their part even though they expect it to be graded as part of work competency.
BigG
Ex-Bluelighter
Incidentally, neversickanymore, felonious monk and myself have been discussing for months the creation of a resource for BL regarding overdosing and the ttreatment of overdoses and what to do versus what not to do.
Due to the nature of my profession and having seen and helped treat numerous od s FM asked me to take the lead in getting some stuff down and we will bopefully try to edit into a bare bones/all gou ever needed to know thread about recognising, treating and surviving an overdose.
I have posted a rough guide from an emergency medicine point of view but would love it if people could check it out and add anything constructive that they might have to say on the subject.
The link is..
.http://www.bluelight.org/vb/threads/...esource-Sticky
Its a sticky in the drug culture forum....please check it out. Our goal is to save someone's life at the end of the day and the info in this thread could help you do just that.
Thank you and god bless all.
Due to the nature of my profession and having seen and helped treat numerous od s FM asked me to take the lead in getting some stuff down and we will bopefully try to edit into a bare bones/all gou ever needed to know thread about recognising, treating and surviving an overdose.
I have posted a rough guide from an emergency medicine point of view but would love it if people could check it out and add anything constructive that they might have to say on the subject.
The link is..
.http://www.bluelight.org/vb/threads/...esource-Sticky
Its a sticky in the drug culture forum....please check it out. Our goal is to save someone's life at the end of the day and the info in this thread could help you do just that.
Thank you and god bless all.
ScotchMist
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Links broken Englandz..? Kudos for the work though mate 
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