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The Big & Dandy Methoxetamine / MXE Thread - Holey Shit no. 15

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240sxLover said:
This tiletamine you say you've come across, was it from dealers or online vendors? I'm wondering if supposedly reputable online sources are passing off tiletamine as MXE or if perhaps you simply got it from shady dealers.
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Vendor got a bad batch that was sold as MXE because the two are very similar in many ways. In fact I had a friend buy 100g of it off me, he actually liked it. (he knew I was suspect of the batch, so there was no rip off shit being done). I just had to get new stock and this shit was terrible. Man does it smell bad.

For me it caused major anxiety, cracked out type shit, looking out the windows, etc. I never had to take xanax to baseline on MXE. MXE always treated me very well...even when taken to extremes.

In other news, 10g arrive tomorrow and I sure hope I can order more before the EU ban.
 
Oh sheeeeeeeeeet, my 10grams arrived today and it's that UK FLUFF! I was going to snort a small line at lunch, but a voice inside me told me not to. I've done MXE at work often in low doses, but when I saw the bag, my mind triggered the angel if you will on my shoulder and scared the devil away...until I get off work, then I'm locking that angel in the basement. MUWAHAHAHA *evil laugh*
 
My friends and I are finding the current UK fluff MXE to be quite strong indeed. I did 20-25mg last night (didn't get too precise with the scale) after doing it a couple of other times this week and it hit me HARD... no need to redose. I seem to be requiring less than I used to which is weird considering I've been getting it from the UK all along and I'm doing it more often than I was before.
 
Alrighty now that I have reunited with mxe I feel I should just flesh out a rough daily blog of sorts to chronicle the impending inevitable binge. After being on mxe more often than not for the better part of two years, this past year I have gone on maybe 3 separate, 1-2 week binges (2 grams.) So I have pretty much cut out mxe from my life having been on it the majority of the time two years prior. But yesterday I recieved two grams and historically speaking I will just keep using until it runs out. So here we are day 1 yesterday, It begins with a stimulating euphoric focus. This could be due to the adrenaline of getting it and my wanting to use some while I clean/organize my room. I have a dandy ol' time listening to trap music and getting my room nice and pristine. At this point it feels light and bouncy, but soon fades to being a little darker and more heady as I take a shower. I begin thinking about the past year of my life and begin feeling dirty. I remind myself that I have cut out the mxe from my life but i still feel this sense of guilt and like I'm needlessly revisiting/rereading/rewatching something I've seen a 1000 times over, except now I view it in a less optomistic/carefree lense due to life circumstances/events that have transpired over the past year or so. I want to feel reunited, and a feeling of warmth, but instead feel dirty, guilty, cold...not in an intense way but more a wtf are you doing/disappointed with myself sort of way. I want to feel the optomistic future/ untapped potential feeling I used to but the reality is when I first started using I was in college since graduating I have yet to make a break into meaningful work. The reality is I am going to work to wash dishes for now so yea...i go to work feeling a bit unfocused and dizzy...lil wayne songs repeated over and over annoy me...i'm feeling the blues and switch it to that, and start feeling a little euphoric but by this time i am pretty much feeling straight. Get off work and go home. Start plugging away, trying to decide on what series tv show i want to start/get into. Mentally I feel pretty lucid and sober but I start to get the alice in wonderland visuals just barely. The lack of meaningful headspace to accompany this annoys me and I "fight" any visuals. Must have plugged 20mg at least 5 times over the course of 2-3 hours. Finally I decide I want to really hole out and click on some random alan watts (cause it said "must listen" so I was like ok..
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dDCGL9tRDEc
I was really forcing myself to have an "experience." Lo and behold after 5 or so minutes of lying down, listening to this, and closing my eyes it really did begin to envelope. I started to get in the zone, a trance. Listening to Alan watts/terrence mckenna was a favorite mxe activity of mine, and I was in the zone for sure. I started absorbing everything he said, almost like it was brainwash material, understanding it immediately at a core level but not really thinking about it an intellectual/realistic level like I normally would(which would prevent me from becoming absorbed by it because I would be too busy applying it, if that makes sense.) I closed my eyes and felt an incredible sense of movement. I entered a dreamscape of sorts. It was visually dark, black, grey, metallic, dark oranges. It felt I was moving along a corridor. I really felt like I left my couch and entered this place. I came out of it towards the end. opening my eyes i saw the reflection of my kitchen through the television(turned off.) I knew it was a reflection, but it seemed to offer just as much depth, as if I could actually walk to my kitchen through the tv screen reflection. I lost most of the details, but felt holey satisfied that I recieved a real "experience."
Sorry this is so ranty and poorly written just wanted to get it out there rather than not write anything at all. stay tuned for more ;)
 
^^ I suppose the biggest take away from that is to remember that sometimes to fully tap into the potential of mxe, you have to lay down in darkness and close your eyes. Usually I don't necessarily think to do this but it can turn an underwhelming experience into an immersive one.
 
I am really curious to know what the EU ban will do for supply chains....The way it works as I understand is that the Member States have a year to implement the decision by the Commission to ban the drug, so til 25th September 2015. Will also be interesting to see who bothers to do so if they haven't already (I know Sweden, Cyprus, Denmark, France, Germany, Italy, Lithuania, Slovenia and obvs the UK already have) and also what becomes of other similar substances.

Oh sheeeeeeeeeet, my 10grams arrived today and it's that UK FLUFF! I was going to snort a small line at lunch, but a voice inside me told me not to. I've done MXE at work often in low doses, but when I saw the bag, my mind triggered the angel if you will on my shoulder and scared the devil away...until I get off work, then I'm locking that angel in the basement. MUWAHAHAHA *evil laugh*
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Dude what is UK Fluff if you don't mind me asking?

Also on the nature of the deaths reported, a lot of them are relatively tenuous judging by the annexes of the reports. There are 5 European ones, one from Austria with very little detail but central circulatory failure due to MXE overdose, drowning in Finaldn, and the other 3 have other drugs involved. In the case of the UK, which reported 15 in total, 6 involve no cause of death being reported. The 4 cases of acute intoxication are all reported as having involved other substances, including respectively 6-APB, MPA, methadone and mirtazapine and finally cocaine ecstasy amitriptyline and diazepam. 3 cases of drowning are reported, 1 death from what's recorded as ‘natural causes’ and another involving someone decomposed at the time of discovery and no cause of death provided.
 
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UK fluff is just referring to the European MXE that's white (or slightly yellowish) and fluffy. It seems qualitatively different than some other batches that have gone around, in fact each batch seems qualitatively different. I think that was the first time I used that term actually, I just said it because the guy above me said it. I usually call it "Euro MXE" :)
 
I received my five g's today, I was delivering pizza to a house next door to mine and saw the mail lady go by, I waited by my mailbox in my cheesy pizza uniform until she handed me the letter containing the goodies. Won't have a chance to test it out for a week or two, but it's certainly the 'yellow' mxe. Although I'd call it more tan than yellow, for the record.
 
Xorkoth said:
UK fluff is just referring to the European MXE that's white (or slightly yellowish) and fluffy. It seems qualitatively different than some other batches that have gone around, in fact each batch seems qualitatively different. I think that was the first time I used that term actually, I just said it because the guy above me said it. I usually call it "Euro MXE" :)
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Thanks man makes sense.
 
SWIM Had A Dream said:
No lies at the bottom of an M hole....the gvt spooks should use this material as a truth serum
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It's true...a sense of there being only one path and that is the path of truth, we must 'do the right thing', and there is no other way. Feelings of ultimate fate and destiny follow. But be aware this is only inner truth, not necessarily absolute truth. With that and a grain of salt in mind, this is one of the most valuable aspects of the m-hole. Another being the sense of oneness in oneself and all things connected. There's a lot of value in that and if fully embraced has long lasting beneficial effects on health.
 
During my last binge I was regularly talking with 'spirits' who were telling me quite clearly why I am here on this planet, and while they enjoyed my company (it is a celebrated occasion to receive a visit from a spirit who is connected to their 'other side') they told me I must go back to help bridge the two worlds, tell the world that 'the spirit world' is real, and by bridging the worlds it will help heal the fractures/imbalances that we are currently experiencing in this world. It's some real 'Dark Crystal' shit if you all have seen that movie. Very Epic, the ultimate play between Light and Dark.
 
I remember this substance coming as fine powder. The recent batch I got Is very granular and needs to be crushed down. I was told this is pharmaceutical quality and I was hoping my last batch was just cut or weak but alas, I put down 200mgs last night by myself. Looks like I developed a tolerance =\ it's been 10 days since I last used a dissociative before last night.. don't get me wrong though it was a hell of a night navigating that mhole
 
200mg is about what I do in a day with tolerance, even of the highest quality. I've experienced 3 different forms that could all be considered medicinal quality, the fine Euro powder as its called, a tan powder which is the smoothest, and the granular white/translucent. However the granular white is all not created equal, of four different batches I know only one felt truly medicinal and pure.

Is talk of batches not alloweed? I'm not sure what are the restrictions on this. I know that we can't connect batches to vendors/sources obviously, but is this OK?
 
Sounds like you got quite a hefty tolerance or your MXE is bunk.
As for it being pharmaceutical grade, that's just drug dealer bull shit. There is no pharmaceutical MXE, it's a recreational drug made in a lab in china that makes tons of other RCs
 
SWIM Had A Dream said:
No lies at the bottom of an M hole....the gvt spooks should use this material as a truth serum
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I have thought the exact same thing. This drug can make one very uninhibited in regards to raw honesty. Could be used as a "truth serum," or even in a lighter context such as psychotherapy.
 
fuckUwil$on said:
I have thought the exact same thing. This drug can make one very uninhibited in regards to raw honesty. Could be used as a "truth serum," or even in a lighter context such as psychotherapy.
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And it works both ways. See my post about listening to alan watts/terrance mckenna/philosophy and absorbing it all at a core level immediately without regard to hashing it out on a more theoretical/fundamental/realistic level. you kind of just vibe with it in a way you normally wouldn't if that makes sense. It's like stuff that is a bit vague makes complete sense on it and you understand it without ?
 
fuckUwil$on said:
And it works both ways. See my post about listening to alan watts/terrance mckenna/philosophy and absorbing it all at a core level immediately without regard to hashing it out on a more theoretical/fundamental/realistic level. you kind of just vibe with it in a way you normally wouldn't if that makes sense. It's like stuff that is a bit vague makes complete sense on it and you understand it without ?
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Surprisingly I think know what you mean haha....like you're very open to just absorbing what you're told as fact?
 
Delsyd said:
Sounds like you got quite a hefty tolerance or your MXE is bunk.
As for it being pharmaceutical grade, that's just drug dealer bull shit. There is no pharmaceutical MXE, it's a recreational drug made in a lab in china that makes tons of other RCs
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Its far from bunk. I must have gained a tolerance to discociatives at some point, n2o hasn't really worked this year and I had to do a quarter g of k to hole this last time. It's weird cause I'm still extremly sensitive to tryptamines and do those far more often.
 
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