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Gibberings CLXXVIII - Too skanky for your tastes?

Sammy G said:
You weren't even interested in getting hit? Man, some people pay good money for that shit.

I mean, girlfriends do it for free anytime, but with all the accompanying drama.
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nah my violent streak if it exists atall (appaerntly all humans have a violent streak) is usually strongly supressed, but i had bad cases of benzo rage on phenazepam. If id been taking that stuff at the time, id almost certainly have driven off with them as my disinhibtion was alomst complete and i had a much higher propesnisty for wanting to take risks. I consider myself lucky that i didnt end up getting locked up or hospitalised during phenaz-daze. The more exciting the risk the better, id proably have been most likely to find the car stop in some deserted location and find myself geting robbed, beaten up, or worse.
 
Yeah, I'm surprised you didn't get into more scrapes than you did during your phenaz days.

I guess it's sometimes a positive that you struggle to remember.
 
mydrugbuddy said:
nah my violent streak if it exists atall (appaerntly all humans have a violent streak) is usually strongly supressed, but i had bad cases of benzo rage on phenazepam. If id been taking that stuff at the time, id almost certainly have driven off with them as my disinhibtion was alomst complete and i had a much higher propesnisty for wanting to take risks. I consider myself lucky that i didnt end up getting locked up or hospitalised during phenaz-daze. The more exciting the risk the better, id proably have been most likely to find the car stop in some deserted location and find myself geting robbed, beaten up, or worse.
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I cant imagine you being violent. You seem to nice to be. I guess everyone has one. I'm more verbal than violent. I could never hurt anyone physically but if people hurt me I could rip them to shreds verbslly. It's a defence mechanism. We all have one somehoe.

Evey
 
Eveleivibe said:
I cant imagine you being violent. You seem to nice to be. I guess everyone has one. I'm more verbal than violent. I could never hurt anyone physically but if people hurt me I could rip them to shreds verbslly. It's a defence mechanism. We all have one somehoe.

Evey
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Evey you seem to me to be better at annoying people unintentionally rather than delibaretly. Much like myself in that regard. Im afraid that your verbal offensives are relatively very easy to find come-backs or retorts for as you leave yorself wide open having been so open about so many of your experiences, and thought processes.

Or pehaps you hadnt unleashed the full on Evey Fury at me, and were going easy on me. There are some people on here that i woouldnt like to be on the receving end of their fury. It when people get the telling jibes in, perhaps ones that you are only dimly aware of, or hit upon something that is a 'raw nerve' in some sense. Some peole really have a knack for that. By now i think ive probably heard and taken all the abuse the world can throw at me, its genarally very easy to dismiss most put-downs i receive with by agreeing with them and saying something like 'tell me something i dont already know'. In truth i have replayed these sitations in my head afterwards, and realised that that is how is hould have repsonded, ratgher than getting easily offended. Something im much less prone to these days.
 
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englandgz74 said:
I honestly think a 12hr shift of RTAs, overdoses and suicides plus 3 hours overtime us 2 missed meal breaks would be preferable to going back to an office job I hated. Ironically I just had a phone call today from one of the NHS foundation trusts asking if I was interested in a finance managers job there. ..thoughtabout it for all of about 3 seconds!
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If you don't mind me asking, how did you get into your current role? Presumably it involved a few years of training or a degree of some sort?

Sammy G said:
Sorry if anybody didn't want the image of my nipples in their head, btw. I think I well and truly creeped out a couple of semi-strangers last night by going on a tirade about eating honey out of the jar. Totally innocent, but my leering mug + the phrase "It's reeeeaally sensssshhhual" make for a fucking horrible, nightmare-inducing combo.
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Hee. =D

mydrugbuddy said:
yeah something willdlife, nature or animal related. Nature resereve warden is my current semi relasitic draem job.
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Saw this earlier when I was job trawling and it might be worth considering, though it's only a low-pay trainee thing.. https://www.manchestercommunitycentral.org/job/natural-networks-trainee-tcv-and-red-rose-forest
 
So, I'm back from getting my flu jab... it ended up being 2 jabs (pneumococcal too)... good thing I don't mind needles. :D
 
swampdragon said:
If you don't mind me asking, how did you get into your current role? Presumably it involved a few years of training or a degree of some sort?


Hee. =D


Saw this earlier when I was job trawling and it might be worth considering, though it's only a low-pay trainee thing.. https://www.manchestercommunitycentral.org/job/natural-networks-trainee-tcv-and-red-rose-forest
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cheers for that. I should chuck my hat into the ring and hope for the best. At least with a "salary" so low, i would probably qualify for working tax credist, if i had to pay any tax atall.
 
Well it's worth a try, just to see if you can get an interview. It's better than volunteering for no pay, anyway. :)
 
Swampy - I did a degree in financial economics then went to medical school for 2 years...then dropped out and worked for the NHS as an accountant. Did some work for the ambulance service (finance work) and realised that's what I wanted to do. Took a job as a EMT (the junior one in a two man ambulance crew) and the ambulance service pay for you to do a two year paramedic science degree course to become a HCPC registered paramedic. One of the few jobs where they actually pay you a decent wage to study and give you a job at the end.

As long as you can drive, have a little bit about you and don't have too much of an aversion to seeing horrible sights then its a pretty good career.
 
englandgz74 said:
Swampy - I did a degree in financial economics then went to medical school for 2 years...then dropped out and worked for the NHS as an accountant. Did some work for the ambulance service (finance work) and realised that's what I wanted to do. Took a job as a EMT (the junior one in a two man ambulance crew) and the ambulance service pay for you to do a two year paramedic science degree course to become a HCPC registered paramedic. One of the few jobs where they actually pay you a decent wage to study and give you a job at the end.

As long as you can drive, have a little bit about you and don't have too much of an aversion to seeing horrible sights then its a pretty good career.
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Ahh, it's interesting to see how people's career paths work! It sounds like a really rewarding thing to do.. probably not for me as I'm not keen on driving at the best of times. Plus I have been known on occasion to faint at the sight of blood (which is weird because I watch a lot of gory medical dramas like Grey's Anatomy which don't affect me at all..) Certainly better than sitting in an office, though.
 
Evey - I still feel like absolute shite but am on my way home now and then going straight to bed.

Swampy - the driving part...especially driving on blue lights in bad weather with someone in a bad way in the back is the hardest part actually. Plus trying to look at the terrafix screen and listen to what's being said on the radio at the same time. Can be pretty challenging. I'm not sure if I've ever fainted in my life actually. I think its either something you're prone to or you not. Certainly the sight of blood doesn't bother me. Although ironically I don't like watching stuff like that on medical dramas on TV...... Not sure why....probably just see enough of that shit during the day I suppose.
 
I can't imagine that your sight problem would affect you working as a personal trainer, so go for it. It might be worth seeing if you can volunteer somewhere to get experience of teaching fitness-related stuff too.. get a bit more experience. :)
 
Alot of things to concentrate on englandgz74, do the ambulances get into accidents etc quite often? driving in icy conditions and/or fog is an absolute shitter, the wet is bad enough
 
My brother-in-law runs a relatively succesful personal trainer business. Lat time i heard he was only just starting and only had 6 clients on his books, but he makes good money at it, he just takes them in a gruop to a local park and gets them to go trhough variosu drills a couple of times a week. If it something you are enthusuastic about, thats the most imporatnt thing about making a success of it, and getting yor clients to keep coming back for more.
 
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