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Gibberings CLXXVIII - Too skanky for your tastes?

mydrugbuddy said:
It's far less dangerous in terms of seizure risk, but the addiction risk of O-dt is very high. Im hoping that the high price will force me to use it sparingly this time round, otherwise i could be getting through hundreds of pounds very quickly indeed. 8o
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Please stay away then for goodness sake, MDB, you've been through alot addiction wise n you really don't want to go back there, do you?! Please, please, please think very carefully before buying it if you know there's risk of addiction.

You've come a long way, you've a job again. You really don't want to risk that for a bit of ethoric.

Sorry but this is a harm reduction site after all n I'm your friend. It wouldn't be right if I said nothing.

Please think very carefully about this.

Evey
 
What Evey said.

Somehow slept til 6am, woke up wanting summat to do so missioned to the Tesco down the end of the road. Four Stella and some stamps. Despite me living a ten minute walk away it still took me 45 mins. Who knows?

Hoping postie brings me some EPH today, would not mind some cos she's working nights atm and I get booooooooored
 
I didn't know it can't be sold before 10 am. What a ludicrous law that is. I mean say someone is off to work for 9 am but wihes to quickly purchase a bottle of red for tonight evening meal. He'll be working late so can't go after work n the wife also works long hours. Like I sad....ludicrous.

snolly said:
What Evey said.

Somehow slept til 6am, woke up wanting summat to do so missioned to the Tesco down the end of the road. Four Stella and some stamps. Despite me living a ten minute walk away it still took me 45 mins. Who knows?

Hoping postie brings me some EPH today, would not mind some cos she's working nights atm and I get booooooooored
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Hey you I've missed you here. Hope you're doing ace n stuff.

Evey
 
Eveleivibe said:
Please, please, please think very carefully before buying it if you know there's risk of addiction.

You've come a long way, you've a job again. You really don't want to risk that for a bit of ethoric.
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What is ethoric and where can I get some. Sounds like a good dunt.

Not going to touch the O-DT cos I'm already managing a codeine habit with difficulty (as in keeping tolerance down so that I'm not forced to be demoted/promoted to a stronger opioid). But I'll admit, earlier batches of the stuff WERE lush, and very decent value at 25-30 per gram (IIRC?).
 
fuck me after a speedball binge the only thing that would knock me out was booze - i would go to the local shop at 7.30am and get a bottle of Jack -and that was 15 years ago or so.
 
Ugh think I'm coming down with something. I'm always tired lately n feeling achy.

It's weird but not had one cold since being on suboxone. But was snivelling like a good un last nught. Taken me 6 mg subbies. I've no snivels or owt this mprning. Think maybe that subbies is good for colds LOL.

Though in some ways I'm sorry I ever went on suboxone. I feel like an old woman. I suppose it's going to take awhile to sort my energy levels out. Energy breads energy n all that malarky. Kinetic energy to thermal energy, etc, etc....

Evey
 
Are you tapering or something? It sounds like the snivelling could be mild withdrawal symptoms (given that taking more suboxone has fixed you?).
 
I'm now on 6 mg.

I was taking 12 mg then 10 then 8 mg. But this was over a lengthy period.

I went from 8 mg to 4 mg about 2 months back n it turned my moods erratic n suicidal (even though I've been told suboxone doesn't affect you until 2 mg or under).

So went back to 8 mg n now I'm on. 6 mg.

Now for the short version: yes I'm tapering :D

Evey
 
Have you talked to your GP or whomever deals with that side of things about how to taper? I think that's very important to make sure it goes smoothly...
 
Chatative said:
Have you talked to your GP or whomever deals with that side of things about how to taper? I think that's very important to make sure it goes smoothly...
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Yea I finally came clean to my keyworker about what I was doing. She said I should not have gone from 8mg to 4mg n that it was probably why I was feeling suicidal n wanted to refer me to some mental health team (which I'm not going as I'm fine now).

That's why I went back to 8 mg n have slowly tapered to 6 mg

The problem is that I felt I could talk to my old key worker n had trust with her. I've a new one now who I've met once. I'm worried about talking to her as I've a daughter so I made out I was fine to her.

I now feel I've no proper support apart from Bluelight n friends on here :(

Edit: I'm going to go back to my Recovery group tomorrow but kinda scared to. Been putting it off for weeks after telling them on Facebook that I 'll come back.

Evey
 
Chatative said:
I thought alcohol couldn't be sold before 10am? Confused. Or is that just Scotland?
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Think it's just Scotland, mate. I know that in England (like 87% sure) that they can't sell booze before 6am most places here; recall rolling up at local cornershop at just gone six and they wouldn't sell but to be fair we were arseholed. Otherwise had no problems buying around then. On the way home from parties obviously...

Also Evey I will get back to you asap...did i say that already? Been a busy week like!
 
Yeah, Scotland has different licensing laws, with the stated objective of "improving public health" being part of them.

In England and Wales it's theoretically possible to get a 24-hour-licence, but in practice it's more restricted than that due to local by-laws, and very few retailers have pursued one.

Anybody with extensive experience of the culture of the 3am offy will perhaps understand why.
 
Ta Dan.....don't know what's up with me at the minute though...I'm just propper wiped out all the time. Slept for like 12 hours last night and was still fucked this morning. Luckily classroom stuff today so I'm sitting at the back and hoping no one will notice if I fall asleep.

Think I might have chronic fatigue syndrome or something (Lol!)....funny how you never hear about people having that any more. It was a popular diagnosis for all sorts of ailments 15 years or so ago.....now it appears to have gone out of fashion somwhat.
 
I think it came to popular attention in the nineties because the diagnostic criteria were changed, so more people became diagnosed with it.

I don't like to describe any particular medical condition, especially one as potentially-debilitating as 'popular'. Seems a little bit tabloid and perhaps inconsiderate. A bit like how the Daily Mail prints regular articles insinuating that autism, personality disorders or bipolar disorder are somehow 'trendy' and thus not to be taken as seriously as they should be.

I know what you mean though - all kinds of lazy fucks were self-diagnosing at the time, and that was before the internet became what it is.
 
Aye, a friend of mine was diagnosed with CFS years ago and it turned out it was Lyme Disease and thankfully treatable, but she was a bit pissed off that she'd lived with it for so long when it could have been fixed.

I think a lot of people are struggling with the lack of daylight hours etc, so hopefully it's just that coupled with hard work, England. :)
 
swampdragon said:
Aye, a friend of mine was diagnosed with CFS years ago and it turned out it was Lyme Disease and thankfully treatable, but she was a bit pissed off that she'd lived with it for so long when it could have been fixed.
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A bit pissed off? I'd be livid.

I mean, I've had a similar kind of experience, but mine was partly down to my own irrational fears, coupled with lousy experiences with doctors who saw me as a simple degenerate scumbag rather than a very ill degenerate scumbag. Her experience is on another level.
 
if i remember right, CFS is also a diagnosis of exclusion, no? meaning they have to rule out the known causes before they put that label on it. which might explain it going "out of fashion" because they can simply diagnose more stuff now.
Lyme disease? how odd. also, bad if left untreated for a while. i hope your friend had a full recovery
 
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