Eveleivibe
Ex-Bluelighter
I go through phases.... sometimes I'll have writer's block n not write a thing for months and then suddenly I'll just spout out louds within minutes, I tend to do better when feeling low or listening to music... but music kinda enhancing emotion... just poiwerful tunes are way too intense, which I love suboxone for, kinda tones it down somehow...
Opiates are like the devil in a way; seductive and powerful; intensive, magnetising, warming, soothing and protecting with that heavy, warm blanket....
yet manipulative, deceitful, controlling, giving a somewhat falsification of reality itself to suck in, to magnetise, to deceive, to brainwash, to give a somewhat deluded images of security and to suck n magnetise in closer and closer before spiting out like a piece of desolated dirt, along, deserted and unwanted.... judged and misinterpreted, fragile yet so very needing to be wanting and included...
EDIT: I'm fucked..... wish raas was here..... EADD is always exciting when raas is here, isn't it people?????
Evey
Opiates are like the devil in a way; seductive and powerful; intensive, magnetising, warming, soothing and protecting with that heavy, warm blanket....
yet manipulative, deceitful, controlling, giving a somewhat falsification of reality itself to suck in, to magnetise, to deceive, to brainwash, to give a somewhat deluded images of security and to suck n magnetise in closer and closer before spiting out like a piece of desolated dirt, along, deserted and unwanted.... judged and misinterpreted, fragile yet so very needing to be wanting and included...
EDIT: I'm fucked..... wish raas was here..... EADD is always exciting when raas is here, isn't it people?????
Evey