Oh kay, this is meant as a Harm Reduction post.
I thought I had a (wicked, wicked, jungle is...*) massive Benzo tolerance, taking 4 different benzos each day.
After reading some shit on here I thought I would take 10 of my 1mg UK vendor loose pharmaceutical tabs (they are pharmaceutical but come loose), I took them approximately 30 minutes ago and I am actually feeling euphoric and getting an opiate like 'nod'.
Wow, I didn't think I could abuse benzos/theenos any more, these are juicy! I took 10 x 0.5mg Pyrazolam's about 20 minutes ago and they seem to have woke me up a bit. It's gone 4am and bed is calling!
*General Levi, wicked UK jungle DnB. Made famous by the film 'Ali G - Da Movie' staring the legendary Sasha Baron Cohen (genius)!!!
10 mg of etizolam is a fairly large dose, it's like 2.5 bars (5 mg) of xanax. You take 4 benzos a day? That's pretty crazy, why would you need 4 different ones every day? I was prescribed 1mg/day of clonazepam and 30mg/night of temazepam and I can't see why I doctor would prescribe any more than for those two indications, but from the rest of your post (etizolam+pyrazolam) I would guess that at least two of them are not prescribed. I never took them as prescribed and went through a script in a few days, which actually was a good thing (except when I acted like a fool) as I never built a dependence. Luckily I told my doctor I was through and stopped the availabilty of them. Now I have a fair amount of etizolam but I tend to treat it with respect, I've taken it once in the last 30 days.
You only mention tolerance and not dependence but if you're taking 4 different ones daily and need 10 mg of etizolam for effects I would guess that you are quite dependant. Be careful piling etizolam on top of all this or you're going to make prescribed ones (if you are prescribed others) less effective and are drugging yourself into a shitty shitty corner. You probably know this but it can't hurt saying it.
Etizolam is just... something else unique to this class of drugs (theinos/benzos). It isn't as moreish as the other drugs mostly because it's anxiolytic effects and calming feelings are just more apparent, stopping me from chasing some sort of noticeable psychoactive effect at larger doses where the trouble begins.
Benzo etizolam life ruining story
(I'm not suggesting you are like this at all, just highlighting its potential when abused without regard to anything
):
I have a really moronic friend who just moved to another state. No one wants him here and the people who let him move in, threw him out because he had etizolam ordered to the house which they found out while he *surprise* was in jail. He had the nerve to bitch these people out for opening his mail while he was in jail, they knew what it was because he had asked me to retrieve it and hide it from them while in there. He's about to get thrown out of this house in another state due to ordering different drugs to that house. He told me about a week ago that he and a friend blacked out for several days on etizolam. When you call him stupid he takes it as a challenge "I can go
stupider!" he boldly exclaims while eating etizolam like protein powder. He's like fucking Napoleon or Hitler: He never met a bridge he didn't burn and etizolam is a great stupidity catalyst if you're irresponsible.
Just because wikipedia says it's less dependence inducing than the benzo class doesn't mean it can't have the same pitfalls, or really that it is less dependence inducing. This dude is about to wind up homeless and despised or at least pitied and homeless, and it all started about 8 years ago with him abusing xanax. I can still recall him being thrown out of an apartment while standing there with his girlfriend behind him (she's sober) and him leaning in, slurring all his words "it's
her fault" pointing with his thumb in front of him, behind him, that the weed and 20$ bill in his pocket that didn't belong to him somehow got there because of her. Benzos started it, and they continue to reek havoc on the poor moron. I fear the only way that he will be freed from stupidity with drugs is death, or a fairly long stint (.5-1 year) in prison. Though if in prison I have a sinking feeling that as soon as he gets out he's going to reward himself with some RC, and he never chooses non-addictive ones like psychedelics, ones that might cause some introspection into his problems.
good stuff. I just stopped taking subs(on for 1 week), after over a year on H, thinking Etiz might help. Cant get benzos prescribe, which is ridiculous IMHO, I had an H problem, doesnt mean im going to abuse other shit. But I understand. Still A lot of people do prescribe them and I think theres enough evidence to show they can be beneficial.
