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Roger&Me said:
double-fisting it is the only way to go :D
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:D

I wish I could enjoy beer but I simply don't. I don't really enjoy much alcohol at al- I would have a beer or a glass of wine mybe 3-4 times a year...Its a shame in someways as I used to love drinking but I fucked myself up so many times doing stupiod shit when drunk that I have an almost physical aversion tht the taste or even concepot of alcohol.

Mushed frucking k-brain here....:)
 
It's so nice to hear that you and miss willow are doing well after all that time... I remember some rocky parts that you posted about. It's good to have a companion you can share all parts of your life with. Or so I imagine...

morninggloryseed said:
Hello Bluelight PD. How are you. Life has been AMAZING for me. After my little 'lapse in March I fell into a major spiritual funk, but since then I have moved out of the basement and into an awesome home with awesome people that love me, friends of the family so to speak....I call them 'my adopted family.' I'm playing AMAZING music these days, even singing while playing which I could never do before, I'll have some recordings soon, and I have a gig coming up! I also am employed again, I got the most amazing job

From my facebook page....



So yeah, doing well...how about you all? :) x 100000000

Signed ...

One Grateful Lizard Bwiti Man
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I knew things would start to look up for you. :) It sure feels nice to have a job you enjoy. <3 you man, keep on keepin' on.

As for me, one of the busiest weeks in recent memory for work... kinda shitty, but I'll get through it, at least I work at home.
 
^ I'm not playing much these days. But I'm working on some other cool stuff which I'm gonna be able to show you guys pretty soon. :)
 
Xorkoth said:
2 days til I drive across the country to spend 2 weeks on the lake with my family! So excited!
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You're so lucky with the amount of vacations you go on man... You've gone on more vacations in the past two months than I've gone in the last 4+ years lol..
Work hard play harder I guess or something along those lines probably.
 
Well yeah, I'm going all out this summer because I came back to life and I hadn't seen my family a lot in the past few years... also for the last one my parents helped a lot. But I do feel lucky. :)
 
Hi Guys is anyone going to Ultra Music in Croatia? *sourcing request removed*
 
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Xorkoth said:
It's so nice to hear that you and miss willow are doing well after all that time... I remember some rocky parts that you posted about. It's good to have a companion you can share all parts of your life with. Or so I imagine...
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Yeah, it is nice. Me and Miss W have broken up quite a few times but always seem to find our way back home :) The problems have always been related to my chaotic and mentally unstable behaviour ;). At the moment, at least, that shit seems to be dormant and so we are going strong.

I'm half dreading the re-emergence of the aforementioned instability; I cant believe that is has gone for good- I hope I've just learned to harness its power- but I still feel its shadow on my life- hmm.
 
Yeah we don't do sourcing stuff here.

willow11 said:
Yeah, it is nice. Me and Miss W have broken up quite a few times but always seem to find our way back home :) The problems have always been related to my chaotic and mentally unstable behaviour ;). At the moment, at least, that shit seems to be dormant and so we are going strong.

I'm half dreading the re-emergence of the aforementioned instability; I cant believe that is has gone for good- I hope I've just learned to harness its power- but I still feel its shadow on my life- hmm.
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You seem full of light these days man. :) Older and wiser... I bet you have it under control.
 
From what I can tell most people have one or more shadow sides or darker chaotic personality traits, but they are not always managed the same way...

Just picked up pure sunifiram and pregabalin after paying some import taxes ( :X ... then again they opened it up and didn't seize it >>> =D ), taking it easy titrating some pregabalin just in case there is a mix up.
Had a trip again yesterday, on 16 mg 2C-I and a late add-on of 25 mg 2C-D. Good times! I just didn't go on the hike I had planned, but enjoyed the weather anyway. Also it really enabled me to do a freestyle pencak silat run, amazing energy work that flowed naturally.

What else is going on?
 
Why am I so 'afraid' to take psychedelics? I could have taken something this weekend, but then I'm just drinking alcohol to relax. Got LSD, 2C-B, DOC, DMT, MDMA.. Just not feeling it, better not to take anything then.. and tomorrow is a no-no because of hangover. heh, I just love dissosiatives nowadays because they seem more casual than psychedelics to take on weekends. Last time I tripped was 2 months ago when I took DOC and it was wonderful but there's something that keeps me from taking them, I feel like it should be some special occasion when taking them when in reality it would become a special occasion as soon as I drop..
 
I have similar feelings about tripping and disso's and alcohol.
An underlying anxiety keeps me from tripping more often. These days it's just a few times a year. So far in 2014 I tripped on 2c-b once about 3 months ago and DOC once a couple weeks ago. I just feel like I need the ideal set and setting before taking a psychedelic.
Disso's I can use whenever therefore I limit myself to how often I buy them. And alcohol is nearly daily activity along with ganja.
 
The other night I took 1 mg of hydergine down along with the new LSD (supposedly medical grade european lab stuff). I started with half a hit then took the other half when I started to feel the light airy feeling. I had no anxiety, no body load, no come-up "symptoms" whatsoever, just an amaaazzzing body buzz that slowly increased in power.

I got to my girlfriends house maybe 40 minutes after taking the second half, and I ate a small meal and 80mg of MXE.

The MXE made it sooooo crazy, my gf was really horny when I got there because she was drunk, and I ended up thinking I was in some like pleasure dome dimension. I kept thinking it was some other multiple reality dimension kind of like from the movie cloud atlas in future Neo Seoul. It was so strange but the sex was beyond incredible, I think it was some of the best I've ever had. I think the MXE allowed the sex to not get too stimulating and jittery almost ticklish like it usually does on acid for me. By the end of it I needed a xanax because I couldn't think after experiencing that much pleasure for that long.

I think my next trip will be 15mg 2c-b with 15mg 4-aco-dmt. haven't done either since last year and they are both wonderful

edit: https://soundcloud.com/mr_carmack/dont-push-me-cuz-im-close-to-the-edge <--- holy fuck

2ndeditlol: I find that after I stop tripping for a while there is a certain apprehension towards doing it again. I've usually forgotten how fun they are by then and I wonder, "is it even for me?"..."maybe I should just be done with it forever" I had the same feelings towards pot when I was first getting into it. Usually after those thoughts my trips are good enough to make me think I was a fool for wondering shit like that at all
 
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xammy said:
Why am I so 'afraid' to take psychedelics? I could have taken something this weekend, but then I'm just drinking alcohol to relax. Got LSD, 2C-B, DOC, DMT, MDMA.. Just not feeling it, better not to take anything then.. and tomorrow is a no-no because of hangover. heh, I just love dissosiatives nowadays because they seem more casual than psychedelics to take on weekends. Last time I tripped was 2 months ago when I took DOC and it was wonderful but there's something that keeps me from taking them, I feel like it should be some special occasion when taking them when in reality it would become a special occasion as soon as I drop..
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I think I've been that way personally ever since I've run out of MXE/ketamine... anxiety never used to be a big problem for myself but now I often find myself skipping out on trips (or dosing WAY too low when I do end up taking something) because it's really hard to get into the "right mood". When I had a bunch of MXE laying around, it never really made a difference. I would just do some of that with whatever I was taking and any worries would melt away
 
Delsyd said:
I have similar feelings about tripping and disso's and alcohol.
An underlying anxiety keeps me from tripping more often. These days it's just a few times a year. So far in 2014 I tripped on 2c-b once about 3 months ago and DOC once a couple weeks ago. I just feel like I need the ideal set and setting before taking a psychedelic.
Disso's I can use whenever therefore I limit myself to how often I buy them. And alcohol is nearly daily activity along with ganja.
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I'm the same in that regard

I hadn't tripped in awhile due to similar anxieties and worries about 'the right time' but a decent amount of mushrooms made their way into my possession during the spring, I'd eat .5-1 gram here and there, then after graduation I decided to hippy flip, then had some MDA ~1.5 weeks after followed by a nice LSD trip last Monday. It was like these 1x week .5-1G mushrooms 'trips' got me all gassed up and since May 11 I've had MDMA, MDA, LSD, MXE and I dunno how many mushroom experiences. Everything's been great so far though, but I know I don't want to continue the excess too much longer.


Been a long time since I've been around PD, or BL at all really. nice to see some familiar peoples. hope everyone is doing well
 
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