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☮ Social ☮ PD Social Thread: N-Dimensional Funhouse of Possibilities

We do live in a corrupt, fucked up world, but you can't let it drag you down. The fact that there are happy people (who aren't on the receiving end of the fuckeduped-ness) shows that it's possible to change your view. How you can do that, I don't know. But the only person who can do it is you. The fuckedness of a lot of the things in our world, mainly politically (and the results of those selfish policies) sometimes get me down too, but since clearing away the things that were eating me up inside, it's a whole lot easier to see the good things and focus on those. Because there are still lots of good things. Most people are still good, it's a minority who are causing this chaos.

Are you dependent on any substances right now?
 
I take 1mg of Klonopin at night, which is a great step down for me considering I use to take much more.

It normally doesn't matter what I'm on, I'm a cynical fuck when really caught in the heat of the moment with something to rant about but I'm really just one big hypocrite because I just observe, comment on negativity with negativity and I don't do shit to change it.
 
I long for love, when will I fall in love again :3 that feeling of first love, where is it. I want some butterflies in my stomach.. and time to stop
 
I keep trying to convince myself to trip lol... perfect time for it really, beautiful day out and I've got a ton of dank weed that probably won't be here tomorrow lol


Oh well, we'll see what happens. Probably won't partake, I've learned to err on the side of extreme caution
 
Laika said:
It's going well, but I'm in such a tight spot I really have no choice other than to fake like I like it. It's no advancement in life for me. I'm still stuck in a limbo of lack of success that I've been in my whole life, only nowadays I don't think it's cool or an interesting personality trait of my like I used to think. I used to think it was cool to be content with very little goals and desires, but the jig is up.
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I sort of think everyone is faking it to some degree. Considering what we are, intelligent, self-aware animals who literally only emerged from the jungles a few thousand years ago, it almost seems obvious that we must be pretending to some degree- otherwise we'd still be in the jungle. We're not, we're in the civilised world, with many of us wondering what the fuck we should do...in some ways we are still in the jungles but we are pretending its something different.

But then, given humans unique and bizarre position, standing virtually outside of nature and defying it constantly, doesn't that mean we aren't actually bound to our animal past unless we want to be? The things which make us almost alien amongst everything else we have ever seen or thought about is the thing which enables us to resculpt our reality at will.

Who knows really, but I think maybe you need to set some different goals. I too used to be content with desiring and aiming for a life of little desires and aims :) I though I was being free and unrestricted but its simply not the case- those desires, and the desire to fit a mould I had erringly cast, were actually incredibly restrictive. True freedom and liberation is surely living a satisfying life on your own terms until you die.

<3
 
^ I dig the discussion here...

I feel for you Laika. The sense of being "stuck in a limbo of lack of success" is all too familiar. As Xorkoth said, it's all about about changing your perception. Learn to be confident in yourself. Seeing yourself as a failure is a self-fulfilling prophecy.

Also just being grateful for what you do have, rather than focusing on what you don't have, is never a bad thing. Allow yourself to appreciate life's little day-to-day pleasures - that refreshed and energized feeling that you get when you first wake up in the morning, the taste of your morning coffee, or whatever. :)
 
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^ Hey Roger, good to see you too. :)

I'd say Laika's sentiment pretty much sums up my life lately, unfortunately. Luckily I have videogames as a form of escapism, which is definitely keeping me sane. I think things are starting to pick up for me a little bit though, so that's cool.

I've been designing a computer database for my dad's business, because he was still using actual physical paper, so I informed him that he was living in the stone age, and he agreed to pay me to get him to use those shiny 0's and 1's instead. Maybe I can start doing it full-time, for other clients? Who knows.

How have you been Roger?
 
Hey TelAmericaCorp! Good to see you in these parts. I redesigned my dad's company's website a few years back, it was nice extra work. I also employed a database.

I just got off the phone with my ex, trying to sort through her voluminous clothes still at my house on FaceTime. Now my back hurts, it took hours. I am thinking of smoking some resin because I'm out of weed. I already scraped it, just trying to decide if I should do it or just refrain from getting high. Sure would be nice to help me relax though.
 
^I've not smoked resin for a while but used to quite enjoy the feeling; more physical or something. But resin is really cannabinoids suspended within hydrocarbons and cannot be good to smoke.

edit: and hey TAC :) I see your acronymned name as the TAC of Victoria...

So, I got a pretty bad head cold, took the day of work, and decided to take some codeine for the first time in about 5 weeks. Feels good but that typical opiate hollowness ensues. Why bother with it I just do not know...:\ My quitting of opiates resulted in me really demonising them to the extent that I hardly derive pleasure from them anymore- which is undoubtedly a good thing. :)
 
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Rebirth take 2

Hello Bluelight PD. How are you. Life has been AMAZING for me. After my little 'lapse in March I fell into a major spiritual funk, but since then I have moved out of the basement and into an awesome home with awesome people that love me, friends of the family so to speak....I call them 'my adopted family.' I'm playing AMAZING music these days, even singing while playing which I could never do before, I'll have some recordings soon, and I have a gig coming up! I also am employed again, I got the most amazing job

From my facebook page....

Off to start day 1 of the most perfect job that could be handed to me in this city, in this time, with the deck of cards I am playing. Boulder-minded employer/owner working with a small business around animals/pets...but I will be in an administrative capacity. Thank you Jesus! Ya'll say good words/wish me good luck.....


I had the most PERFECT 1st day of the most perfect job. I just am overwhelmed with this, its so easy, it has a lot of downtime, my coworkers love me, Just, Wow thank you, and God/Universe...I won't blow this, I know you gifted me and I will never lose site of that, I will never take this for granted. Thank you all for the nice words/support. Hallelujah!
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So yeah, doing well...how about you all? :) x 100000000

Signed ...

One Grateful Lizard Bwiti Man
 
Good to hear from you MGS <3 :)

Me and Miss Willow remembered and re-enacted an old little trope from our past- we called it Pushing The Button. It was a term for IM ketamine and emerged under the influence of ketamine, the idea that the needle is just a built in device on the human body that, when pressed, seperates the mind from body. She woke me up asking if I wanted to so I did :)
 
I like the image of you drinking more the one beer at a time rog :) an yeah same miss willow... Ten years of love and mayhem.

I luv my weed guy. He actively tries to please his customers by selling great buds at a good price at any time and never cancels or has none. Actual customer service!

Plus he's a nice guy... :) o
 
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