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Gibberings CLXVIII - Don't panic! It's the new gibberings thread.

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Dunno what to say, SM, other than it probably looks worse right now than it actually is. Probably.

Maybe getting away for a while is something to look into though. I know I've been doing the same, though I'm not in your predicament.
 
Never had sleep paralysis or brain zaps so far fortunately. Sounds freaky. I get the sudden waking up thing quite often though. I have clear/memorable dreams 90% of the time anyway, just on meph they feel particularly lifelike to the extent that I'm sometimes really confused when I actually wake up. It is nice though, unexpected but enjoyable side effects are always good :P

How long have you been using Meph? I probably had a honeymoon period of around 6 months before I started to lose the magic a bit, started getting comedowns, blue knees etc.

Of course we are talking pre-ban here but much of the same applies.

Fucking lovely day yesterday, spent all of it drinking cocktails and getting stoned. Was nice. Today is less nice. Got rudely interrupted by her work phoning and now she's in a right mood. On me own at home now. Stay here a few days I think. Stupid hungry and I bet there's fuck all food in and effort going out.

Weather is shite too :|

Seems to be the way of world at the moment, at least in the UK. We have a great sunny day & then a week of shit weather... I'm sure it affects my mood somewhat too with prolonged shit weather.


Dunno what to say, SM, other than it probably looks worse right now than it actually is. Probably.

It usually does seem worse from a personal perspective.

Just keep hope SM.

I can most definitely say that getting away will do wonders. It seems to be helping me break my current cycle of anxiety quite well.
 
there's a club night I really want to go to on Friday night, however my girlfriend has now decided she wants to go with me and my friends. I wanted to do some MD there, but my girlfriend hates me doing drugs for some reason. Reckon if I took some magnesium beforehand, I could take some mandy on the sly and she wouldn't notice? Probably being too hopeful.
 
Its my own fault, I take to much on, I dont want to let anyone down so I agree to amything and everything thinking I can handle it all, in truth I cant and I end up letting everyone down as it all crashes down around me. I really do have good intentions, I just set myself up to fail.

I think I need to be selfish, some may say I am already selfish, I mean with regards my recovery, I cant cope with all the expectations of me and get clean
 
No offence but how can any of you moan about KFC when you take drugs, seriously?
You can't take drugs and then moan that food is unhealthy n manufactured or whatever it's kind of hypocritical, don't ya think?!

Evey

You are absolutely clueless! Such a ridiculous statement i dont even know where to begin.
 
Its my own fault, I take to much on, I dont want to let anyone down so I agree to amything and everything thinking I can handle it all, in truth I cant and I end up letting everyone down as it all crashes down around me. I really do have good intentions, I just set myself up to fail.

I think I need to be selfish, some may say I am already selfish, I mean with regards my recovery, I cant cope with all the expectations of me and get clean

Whatever it takes. If you can't get clean then you're letting peope down in the long run anyhow.
 
How long have you been using Meph? I probably had a honeymoon period of around 6 months before I started to lose the magic a bit, started getting comedowns, blue knees etc.

Of course we are talking pre-ban here but much of the same applies

Since last November so 8 months. Just under 30g in total so not a hell of a lot. Haven't noticed worse comedowns or anything different from when I first started doing it other than slightly different effects when I'm actually on it. Have got the blue knees thing once which freaked me out, that was after I'd only been doing it for a couple of months though and I'd had a few weeks break before as well which was weird. Probably the longest break I've had since tbh and got the worst effects after. Thinking about it that's generally true for me though, feel much worse after if I only do it one night compared to if I do it a few nights in a row like this weekend.
 
Lol....

I've never seen Dan utter anything of intelligence or worthy of discussion hence the reason I completely disregard his existence, what I do see from him is cutting remarks that add no value to any discussion whatsoever. For instance "raas is talking bollucks again". Instead why not do what others, such as PTCH and Alasdair, has done n use valuable evidence / exemplars to contest raaas' statements.

It does rather make Dan come across as petulant n non-intelligent. Prove me wrong, Dan?!!!

Evey

Oh dear.
 
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I could minesweep a drink, then say I was spiked. Hmmm.
Are you good at lying when on MDMA? Your girlfriend will know. Just tell her your plans in advance.. (And am often in a similar position, so I feel your pain. Tis annoying indeed.)
 
FFS, don't take MDMA in a club. What if someone spikes your drink? You'll be on a double dose.
 
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