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Gibberings CLXVIII - Don't panic! It's the new gibberings thread.

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^ I got to know an ecstasy dealer once, 10 years ago when I was into drugs.

I was asking him what he thought of the high. "dunno, never taken it" he said. I said, "aren't u interested in at least trying it"? He said "No way, im not getting my head all mashed up, i'll leave that to others"

I laughed like ell at that hahahaha

On another note I dreamt last night that I started taking pills again. In my dreams I was taking DHC n benzos - and was hiding them the way I used to. Not sure what to make of this. Dream experts?????

Anyway raas how come you're always here dead late instead of normal times like the rest of us? Lol. You a vampire? Hahahaha :D

Its possible, of course, but its much more likely you just hid it reeaally well whilst off your face. It will turn up at some point, probably when you're not even trying to look for it.

I've gotta be up for work in 2 and a half hours, and then ive gotta drive 2 and a half hours to actually get to where we are working. :sus: Starting to think im better off just staying awake now. I've fucked my body clock up this weekend :| I don't even have any suitable drugs to bump through work to keep me going. (unless MD or meph classes as suitable 8( )

Phone in sick?

Evey
 
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And don't bother discussing them with her coz you'll only get a trolling response.
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How BLOODY DARE you, Raas? I do not go giving "trolling" responses. I thought you were actually a friend and you know the full story about me and "my troll." why on earth would I go and act that way towards others? I despise trolls for goodness sake.

My argument was quite valid and I am more than capable of arguing for myself, thank you very much! If people have chosen, AGAIN, to take it the wrong way they are more than welcome to PM me about it. I too am a hypocrite and hold my hands up to it. I was only to happy to consume large qualities of codeine from various online pharmacies, disregarding the possibility for the pill may also contain other chemicals and also may not even contain codeine. I was burnt by that once but like any true addict kept consuming them hoping that it was codeine n that I had been "wrong," whilst lying on the sofa in withdrawal, fucked of energy and crying my eyes out for no reason. Only too expected coming from my 14, 60mg pure codeine pills daily plus linctus, nurofin plus, as well as other stuff to "supposedly 15mg fake codeine pills from Romaina" So yea I too am a hypocrite.

My point is that "we" are only too happy to consume drugs yet we are funny about fast foods such as McDonalds and KFC. It wasn't a dig at anyone it was an valid argument/discussion /debate, call it what you will.

I'm very aware of healthy eating, having completed a post graduate certificate in Weight Management (could not complete the Masters due to suboxone frying my brain and my codeine addiction swelling my savings and putting me in £5,000 worth of debt - was warned by someone called Dee once "carry on the cycling of purchasing pills online and it'll break you!" on but I knew best, didn't I?! - I had savings, oh noooo, that could not possibly happen to me, I was not an addict (sarcasm) lol)

If there are other reasons for hating KFC (by the way my comment re chickens was a "joke," I don't like cruelty towards chickens myself and will only purchase "free-ranged eggs," for that reason, again I am a hypocrite as I consume KFC from time to time) then I'll openly admit my comment was wrong. It won't be the first time I've been wrong and it certain won't be the last because I'm a human being (at least the last time I checked haha)

So Raas, I'm extremely hurt and offended by you saying that about me, thank you very much. It's the sort of comment every friend likes to read of themselves when they wake up first thing in the morning.

As for "the other matter," I am considering writing up a blog about the whole thing to clear it all up once and for-all. I actually advised someone once, who was getting grief not to defend themselves and ignore it as it makes matters worse (spoken from experience) but I think it's time I spoke up about it all. Something I'm going to think about.

"No one has power over you if you take away that power"

Evey
 
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I once knew a dealer who used to insist on me texting him rather than ringing 8(, I soon gave up buying off him.
 
I had a dream last night that I was taking pills again n hiding them - only this time it was DHC n valium. Was strange, bery strange. In the dream I remember taking them n feeling no affects from them n wondering why. Was weird that.

Dream experts - what do you make of this?

Evey
 
I had one of those dreams where you feel like you're falling and wake up with a massive jolt. Always fun. And some weird really vivid dreams where I could fly. I always have really clear dreams for a few days after taking meph, wonder why that is.
 
Didn't happen for me. NRT products gave me really vivid dreams & even though I'm nicotine free now I still remember my dreams a lot more than I used to.

Dreams are strange things... for years I've had this occasional recurring theme in my dreams where I couldn't run fast no matter how hard I tried. (I used to do sprinting so... it's like I know I can but can't) Well, the other night I was running damn fast in my dream apart from a minor stumble, which is a first. I wonder what that is to do with?

Yeah, it's one thing to have access to drugs & choose not to take them but not having a choice in the matter is a real psychological mind fuck.

I was getting pissed off having no access to anything decent by now I have some pills & possibly some crystal mdma soon, I'm perfectly content even if I'm saving them up.
 
I had one of those dreams where you feel like you're falling and wake up with a massive jolt. Always fun. And some weird really vivid dreams where I could fly. I always have really clear dreams for a few days after taking meph, wonder why that is.

I get that as well after, and after MD, i quite like those deep vivid lucid dreams... can be really fun. i think its related with the seretonin release... you may start getting sleep paralysis next tho... which isnt very nice
 
^ I never got sleep paralysis, it's something I've suffered a lot with as a teenager though. I did however get brain zaps as I was falling asleep.
 
Nasty... bet that was horrible having that through your teens.. sleep paralysis is so weird... havent had it properly for ages thank fuck... altho the last time i woke up unable to move and could hear music loud... music i'd never heard before, was kinda cool. Ah yeah and brain zaps, watch out for those summer...thankfully i never got them off meph, some people do tho

Fits my mood today
Limp Bizkit - Break Stuff
 
Never had sleep paralysis or brain zaps so far fortunately. Sounds freaky. I get the sudden waking up thing quite often though. I have clear/memorable dreams 90% of the time anyway, just on meph they feel particularly lifelike to the extent that I'm sometimes really confused when I actually wake up. It is nice though, unexpected but enjoyable side effects are always good :P
 
Fucking lovely day yesterday, spent all of it drinking cocktails and getting stoned. Was nice. Today is less nice. Got rudely interrupted by her work phoning and now she's in a right mood. On me own at home now. Stay here a few days I think. Stupid hungry and I bet there's fuck all food in and effort going out.

Weather is shite too :|
 
I need to go away for a week and get my head together. .

Im trying to juggle doing a rattle, albeit a minor one but uncomfortable all the same whilst working a demanding job and supporting my family....

Its only gonna end in losing my job, my family or both... I xant keep up with the lies, feels like my heads about to explode... I know I shouldnt be lying but I feel im protecting people from the grim truth of my situation, and myself I guess... we like to kid ourselves dont we..

Anyone got a gun, just put me down now :(
 
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