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How are you in word? V. Darksiders feelings

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omen_owen mk2 said:
Day one no bupe. Feel fine so far, reckon I wont start feeling it much until this evening.
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You will likely role right through until around day three.. some people role even longer. By when you start we can then predict how long you will go. You got this omen.. everybody pays that piper.. no better time to do it then right now. Just a little time in the tunnel and a littlew wander out of the wooods.. couple weeks and you will feal alright... couple moths and you will feal great.<3


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hangyourhead said:
Depressed. Fucking depressed, if two words were allowed (there's a touch of anger in my depression haha)
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Oh yea I'm in the same boat as you, hope shit gets better for you and I.
If you don't mind me asking..what's going on that's making you to feel like this?
 
Fine

Day one of detox and any withdrawal symptoms I do have are being pretty much totally dealt with by meds at the moment. I don't expect things to peak for a good few days yet, I'm only 33 hours out from my last dose of bupe.
 
gr33n3y3z said:
Oh yea I'm in the same boat as you, hope shit gets better for you and I.
If you don't mind me asking..what's going on that's making you to feel like this?
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Well one of my bestfriends, he was literally like my brother, has let himself be taken away by some egomaniac sociopathic bitch of a girlfriend. Realized one of my buddy's is just a selfish, childish peice of shit, that steals from my friends and myself when were passed out on Xanax bars. This girl that used to be one of my good friends, one of the nicest ppl I knew, now that she's blames her heroin addiction on everything/one else she'll defend somebody she hates just to bring me down. She's being doing it to all of her friends. This other girl who acted like she was getting ready to move to Seattle, was stripping for money and was going out with clients she met (which I assume leads to a bad place, after I found out she fucked some random dude from Kuwait). So she did become a private client prostitute with some junkie'd out looking boyfriend now. I hope she OD's I fucking hate her, and to think I actually cared about the bitch and loved her like a sister. All my friends are moving away for colleges and Im stuck on leash with this MMT bullshit. I feel like fucking dying guys.
 
All over the place.
Too much going on, along with some extra doses of medication - some needed and some because an ER doc had no idea how to treat me have lead to mood swings.
 
OK

Just woke up for day 2 no buprenorphine and I don't actually feel too bad. Was expecting to feel worse than this by now, but I am definitely feeling it a bit now.
 
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