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Gibberings CLXIV - I don't Have a Clue if These Numerals are Right I'm Still Drunk

MrsMist just arrived home. Ex-MrsMist by the looks of it. She cant handle my situation anymore, to be fair she does deserve so much better.

Unfortunately you cant explain addiction, it has to be experienced to be appreciated for what it is.

The tradegy of all of this is that we're so good together when we're good, we have two beautiful children, a wonderful house etc etc... I had it all, all that I needed and I let that poison back into my head and its robbed me, my partner and children of the good life we could of had.

shit man sorry to hear that
 
Shitty timing but I hope you stick with the plan and maybe staying with the script and working on those changes might bring about a reconsideration. Better option than the self-destruction thing so many of us probably go in for sometimes.

Nighty and hope things look better in the morning, Scotch <3
 
Just payed my meph dealer a big amount of cash I did owe.. Never again doing that again, that is get meph before have money.. :|
 
Shitty timing but I hope you stick with the plan and maybe staying with the script and working on those changes might bring about a reconsideration. Better option than the self-destruction thing so many of us probably go in for sometimes.

Nighty and hope things look better in the morning, Scotch <3

Shambles - I think that he's going to need our support more than ever. I've been in mist's position - only he has a wife made at him, I had parents. We all need to be there for him n to get him through the process to subs. On 8 mg, I felt cravings BAD, dispite what others say. Hopefully, for mist, it'll be different. But he needs us here at EADD.

Evey xxxx
 
MrsMist just arrived home. Ex-MrsMist by the looks of it. She cant handle my situation anymore, to be fair she does deserve so much better.

Unfortunately you cant explain addiction, it has to be experienced to be appreciated for what it is.

The tradegy of all of this is that we're so good together when we're good, we have two beautiful children, a wonderful house etc etc... I had it all, all that I needed and I let that poison back into my head and its robbed me, my partner and children of the good life we could of had.

I know this may sound awful...

But sometimes an event like this is a good thing. It gives you a chance to think about what you had, how much you want it to continue and give you incentive to make changes in your life needed to continue it's existence. If you really care enough - and it's right for you - I'm sure you'll find a way.

The potentiality is there between you, which is the most important thing.
 
Pretty buzzing, lovely

I'm sure you were sober earlier. Did I miss summat?!?

Shambles - I think that he's going to need our support more than ever.

That may or may not be the case - it's really a matter for him. I've gotten great support from BL over the years - both the forum in general and certain specific members via PM - but it is ultimately an internet drug forum and perhaps not the first choice of support that everybody would naturally turn to. If SM does find BL a good place to take support from I have no doubt he will find plenty of it here cos there are plenty good people around.
 
Morning..just woke up oh deary me. Wide awake club...got 8am start desperate for a fourfa mega bomb..I can't ..I shan't resolve is disintergrating eep..<3

Hy Niclazz how are you. I always find him rather personable and polite. Qualities much underated. WTF has E put him on ignore.
 
Arrrggg STOP!

I think black n white!

..., not all colours.

All that Aside no aside but I don't care. I want to help
Mist - or anyone going through this. Mist isn't just going on subs. Mist is trying to change his life. He chose to go on subs n i want to help him in his recovery. The ONLY one who can object to that is mist! I've been there n I'll help ANYONE regardless of the consequences, because it means I've helped someone, been there for them , listened to them. People can hate me whatever but the new members are important because they will help BL grow. This site has helped me - and will help millions, in the name of harm reduction.

Evey
 
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