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The EADD I'm Fucked Megathread - We don't even know what month it is...

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Swarm for gods sake please look after yourself...are you going to be ok?

I am currently doubled up howling and running to throw up every few minutes,,pretty sure this ongoing thing is an ulcer and not fucking helped by taking abut 30 etz in last couple of days.

Jesus what a mess we are all in.
 
Cant slleeep!! 13 hours of poker n 10 mg of etiz n jus svoit driftibg off :-) hope i can get off these soon as :-(
 
Gah fuck this shit.
I want to leave this forum at least temporarily.

I need to sort my fucking life out.

But only after this Etizolam & alcohol binge. Only 3 hours away before I can get my shit.
 
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glad to see some fellow blue lighters are taking their turn at the night shift.

Am pretty sure I'm gonna be ok again at some point Inflo, though its hard to say when. The problem I got right now is this mdpv. I ordered in a half gram bag and its got me like crack. My only major concern is the heart rate aspect. My heart does feel like its beating at a dangerously high rate, however, I have yet to experience any pains down my left arm. I had that many a time on methoxetamine back when I was on a half a gram a day!. The problem is that I have no downers on me - didn't get round to ordering them in because I was so caught up in the mdpv. might try some more diphenidine. wish I had some propranolol handy.

No, I'm gonna wait it out til 8 and get myself down to the polish shop for some good old tyskie. That's the only solution I can think of - don't know off hand any over the counter things that slow your heart rate down. That said I'm on the verge of taking some pseudo ephedrine - I have an odd feeling it does slow the heart down. I 'll check on the net first though.
 
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I want to work a night shift.

Working during the day is shit.
 
Are we all mentally unstable or is it just me?

I need to get my fuckin mind back together.
I can';t even understand half of these posts you all type out.


Goodbye : )
 
I work a day shift but I just carry on with my own routine regardless. I've gone to work on my fourth day straight without sleep plenty of times. I always maintain my drug schedule during work days so I generally just let the drugs see me through.
 
pretty sure polish shop opens at 8. My current predicament is whether I ought to get out a quick puke or not.
 
plmar said:
Are we all mentally unstable or is it just me?

I need to get my fuckin mind back together.
I can';t even understand half of these posts you all type out.


Goodbye : )
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I've come to the conclusion that we're all mentally unstable, everyone in the world. Some more than others granted but humans are all fuckin bananas...!

You're not on your own Ambassador :)

@swarm - I vote puke

@ raas - you sound like my dad, what exactly are you doing on a HR site when you'd like to keep the most harmful side of drugs alive, ie, prohibition and misinformation?

As Shambles has said the most alluring side of drugs is their illegality to a youngster, was for me anyway, I was 15 and running around thinking I was Renton. Look where that got me. Can you not agree that the current policies do not work? I dont have the answer but it certainly isnt prohibition!
 
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2g fine quality meph done from yesterday to now, normally I would feel very anxiety/bad mood etc, ya guys know the meph comedown. But lol I feel great, like an afterglow. Drinkin me sum beers now then getting sum hours of sleep.
 
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Swarm for gods sake please look after yourself...are you going to be ok?

I am currently doubled up howling and running to throw up every few minutes,,pretty sure this ongoing thing is an ulcer and not fucking helped by taking abut 30 etz in last couple of days.

Jesus what a mess we are all in.
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Bloody ell... look after yourself plz <3 hope you feel better soon... n seriously go steady on those etz... x

plmar said:
Are we all mentally unstable or is it just me?
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Yep, humanity is pretty nuts on the whole

Speaking of the big picture and all that, raas it appears you dont really seem to grasp the big picture. open your perspective a bit
 
Just arrived back from my mission to polish shop. Drank the two beers while hanging round the bus stops etc... was not successful in meeting eye contact with anyone, apart from the new pre bus ticket dispenser guy who approached me, real nice I might add, and asked if I was alright / needed a ticket (not sure which ultimate curiosity was most appropriate myself - still feel on the verge of needing an ambulance).

No, I didn't have to resort to the puke this time (unlike easter sat/ sunday mornings 2 dayer, or is it a 3 dayer if you go 2 nights without sleep, 3 dayer I think is correct). Managed up the savvy to eat 2 thirds of a mars bar before heading out to get my beers, just to test the waters like. My heart is still reverberating all inside my head like a bass drum, but the shooting pains in my left arm are beginning to subside, while my shortness of breath still seems to be well, a little short.

I'm close to putting a link in to a piece of shit song i wrote called catastrophe. its about mdpv - you'll get the rhyme when you hear it. Its such a piece of shit song that I am loath to let anyone here it, however, it feels apt right now.
 
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No, I didn't have to resort to the puke this time (unlike easter sat/ sunday mornings 2 dayer, or is it a 3 dayer if you go 2 nights without sleep, 3 dayer I think is correct). Managed up the savvy to eat 2 thirds of a mars bar before heading out to get my beers, just to test the waters like. My heart is still reverberating all inside my head like a bass drum, but the shooting pains in my left arm are beginning to subside, while my shortness of breath still seems to be well, a little short.
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Fun, fun, fun, huh? :\
 
@coltdan

I had been taking it easy since last summer until I made the crazy plunge to give the mdpv another go. Having almost o.d'd on the stuff last night (stilll not sure if I could do with some medical attention -my heaet is still beating at the rate of knots) I'm temted to do away with the stuff like I did the first time around. After "suicide." binges on crack, crystal meth and heroin when I was just shy of 21, I still have mdpv as the only drug I've ever discarded voluntarily.

it probably wouldn't be this bad if I hadn't used mxe as my antidote (can't tell you if it was 50mg or 100mg I sublingualed at about 5am this morning) but I'm still not out the woods yet. if only I wasn't
with drawing off my etiz and pyraz at the same time. Maybe I need a few more beers.
 
Swarm how much mdpv did u do?

Don't understand your using mxe like ya antidote, mdpv + mxe is one crazy combo.

Take care man don't mix too much more.
 
no I fucked up this time. don't know if alcohol was the best a antidote either. I did a lot of mdpv. maybe 100 mg, I'm not sure. nothing has gotten any worse in the last few hours so I'm still looking to ride it out, but I'm on the verge of maybe calling for some help. I don't wabt to go there though, not unless I can help it. I might take a bunch of Diphenidine - like 150mg or something.
 
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