Feeling good from about .4 of dope I've done over the past 6 hours. Azlso threw a little bit of white in there for a speedball.
I can't get used to this though as I've really got to get settled back to my bupe in the next day or two.
Do you think there is a synergy between dope and coke> Or do you think they cancel each other out? Pretty much 95% of needle bangers (and those who just smoke/snort) that I've met use them separately, first coke then dope to come down. They think that doing them together simultaneously will cance eachother out, and therefore be a waste. But like I said, the majority of those that I've met that use both, use them separately, particularely opiates to down from cocaine's dreadful withdrawal. .
I for one am very aware of the synergy, since my first use. Cocaine can make me anxious, and is sometimes definitely overwhelming on the heart... especially when IV'd. I only use once a week since getting my life together, but today, over the course of a few hours I shot about 16 mg hydromorphone and close to a half gram of some good quality coke (which is a rarity in my area, so i had to stock up). I feel absolutely no comedown from cocaine, no cravings, but if i were to use JUST cocaine alone, without opiates, the night would be totally sub par.. and i'd end up wasting all my money chasing that coke rush, because the comedown is just so terrible and frightening.
The speedball is like a high of it's own. Add a few drinks, smokes and bong hits, and this, to me, is the most euphoric feeling possible, much like a hug from life itself. Not recommended, and I don't want to glorify, but shooting enough heroin to nod instantly, with enough coke to rocket you back into conscienceless is 100x better than an orgasm, and that sucks to. that!.with that completely incompareble rush of cocaine, the warm, comforting embrace of morphine coursing through your veins, the careless apathy of alcohol. the-leave-me-alone-and-give-me-10-minutes-of-silence-just-to-enjoy-this-bell ringer coke high can't be properly enjoyed without opiates, OR AT LEAST alcohol, weed or some kind of benzo/sedative.
totally not recommended. I don't use everyday anymore, but I don't think I could ever say a final and true farewell to the speedball.