Xorkoth, you have nothing to fear, it just takes you, and you've got plenty of experience under your belt. Would *strongly* suggest staying away from the buprenorphine before however.....they dont play nice together. The 37.5 hr mean half life of bupe does Ibogaine no favors, and the kappa antagonism of bupe presents a problem. Stick with the seed tea.....you are doing it like every other day, yeah? Just stick with that, and lower your dose as much as you can prior, and be as sick as you can. Ibogaine at +1g will blow those withdrawals out of the water, and give you an amazing oneirogenic experience to boot. The lack of cravings afterwords is oh so nice as well.
I been meaning to post some more details and answers to your questions in the Ibogaine thread, I will, just been busy as hell lately...springtime, farming and all.....bare with me! I think it is exactly what you need, and you are the ideal candidate man. Soon you will be free of those pesky opioids :D
I did just purchase 3 8mg suboxones, I had heard they don't play well together but I was thinking I'd take 1-2mg whenever I absolutely needed to and stop 3 or 4 days before and go back to poppy tea at the minimum level. DO you think that would be wise, or unwise? I definitely want to be on something that it plays well with, but tapering on poppy tea alone is really difficult for me, especially since I have 20 pounds left (I was getting 25 pound boxes from the local discount grocer for $56, best deal on poppy seeds you could ever ask for but as a result I have a shitload sitting around).I hate life so much mang that I often wonder why I'm still here, then I remember what I never forgot in the first place.... Seriously though life..., you best be "Hell", then when I die physically my energy will just disperse like it had never aligned in the first place. God damn though, just a bit of a breath catcher here even to much to ask for? These days I feel it is.....Without my dog and cat I think I'd go crazy but these last couple of months have been pretty severely depressed at times which made it hard to.....do what I like to which is nearly smother them with love. I feel bad though because my little girl dog just always stares at me when I'm sad and thinking. I know it's eating her up that I'm being eaten up, which in turn eats me up. I try to pretend to be happy and play with them but it's like they know it's a fake day by the way they act. I find animals to be much better at sensing emotion than human, especially when you and the animal are companions.
Plus I just got re-modded, that's great for a little boost too. I love this forum so much, and I loved moderating it for a good 5 years in the past. I feel like it's a part of me and that now I have reclaimed my place.
Despite everything I truly have nothing but good will towards her, and that feels awesome. Holding onto negativity is so toxic.
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Wait, NKB (New Kids on the Block??) can we get a pic of that tie? With you in it of course. Preferably drunk, up for three days, and gazing at flowers. Por favor? (I say all these things with love
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